My time is over, this place brings me no more joy. A heart can no longer reconcile my actions… stealing its joy. While I watch my Cali burn, people losing everything, some of them dear friends… then come here to find us bickering about polls, worthless xgold and shaming each other. It leaves me feeling disgusted and ashamed. Like a hard, unexpected slap waking me up…. facing reality. I've forgotten what is real, what is important… lost my way.
I will miss a few of you for a very long time, no need to mention names… you know who you are.
Andrea, I know these words will disappoint and hurt, already feeling their bite upon my heart as I write them… but can no longer stay here even for you. My ALL or Nothing ways… just can’t fake it. Will still write you every day… if that is enough, but regardless what happens next… know I LOVE YOU in BIG letters, always will. You have forever changed me, now part of my heart, a priceless gift. How could I ever forget you?
Like Adara’s last quote… seemingly a fitting one for me and receiving my last LIKE…
“Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.”
I wish all of you that peace, even the haters.
Well, all Diaries have an ending…. this is mine.