Great to see the diaries of others here still being updated with some fascinating and titillating reading!
As for me, nothing exciting to report. I'm back in game after 3 months away and slowly getting used to it, keeping myself to myself, made a couple of new freinds, re aquainted with others. A lot of pennance to be served for one particular person but I'm leaving that person well alone to conduct thier life as they wish. I'm not one to pester or hang around if I'm not wanted.
Somehow, I've ended up with over a year's gametime to burn (376 Days) and I'm almost certain my subcription was almost up. Ah well looks im around for a while, I'll keep low key and observe, talk about music.As for anything else, I'm really feeling it and even I'm separated now I still feel I'd be cheating or at the very least goading someone. I've caused enough pain and endured enough to last the rest of my days. It's also really exhausting.
Speaking of pennance well I guess Attonement. I was asked by hospital staff if I could help with a few charity events which require someone to set up a PA, some music and so on. I grabbed this oppurtunity with both hands. After the strain I've placed on an already stretched health service how could even contemplate declining? The first event was last Thursday and they made 1200 quid for an orphanage. After a conversation with the staff who organised it, I'll endaveour never to be an asshole to anyone ever again. I thought I knew what "lonely" was with estranged parents. At least I knew them when they were alive through to my 40s.
Incidentally, I've volunteered to help in anyway I can. If I can shed the tiniest shard of light into someone's life? A spark of inspiration?
Academic. I'm there, and doing for more good than I ever did in game
Right, this just offloading now, I'll stop bearing in mind where we are and what this diary section is about. I'll have sex again if I'm in game then we all know it's there and sooner or later I'll click with someone and well, you know the rest
I hope to see some of around sometime. you're a good bunch if a lil screwey, but then again, aren't we all?
Take care, be safe, be happy, be loved.