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I love this crazy community. At one moment I'm having a slow night, hanging with some friends, preparing to call it a night, and then someone naming himself after my favorite pornstar walks in to the room and sits down next to me. Suddenly I'm on a mission to get this guy to fuck me, so I can have the bragging rights of having had sex with pornstar X. How quickly the tables turn 😄

And no, I am not a complete idiot. I don't for a second believe this person is the actual person. It's all just fun and games :) But I did get fucked by Rocco Siffredi, and I will put that in my hall of achievements ^^

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What a night! Met some old friends, made some new friends. Promises kept, promises broken. Lines drawn, lines crossed. To sum it up, tonight has given me a lot to process. Not a bad thing, but still in need of sorting through. Thankfully, I have plans in the real world for the weekend, so I should have plenty of time away from my online shennanigans to reflect on tonight's escapades, and when I get back here I'll be my level-headed self (ha) and not the crazy person whose thoughts are running at 100 right now :P Sorry for being vague as all hell, dear reader.

 

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So, the idea was that i would take the weekend to rest, recuperate and reflect on last Friday night's debauchery. Well, looks like I'm well rested. This week has been a flurry of new sexual partners, new friendships, new adventures!

Lately I've been very closed off from people on 3dx, sticking to my own corner like a wallflower, only hanging out with a select few friends and mostly been going through the motions. I don't know what happened, but suddenly I'm being courted left and right, I'm hitting on and scoring more often than not. It's like I'm back to my first days in here! I'm going to make the most of it! :)

Beware, 3dx. Something faggy this way comes🥰

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1 hour ago, Nektar said:

I don't know what happened, but suddenly I'm being courted left and right, I'm hitting on and scoring more often than not. It's like I'm back to my first days in here! I'm going to make the most of it! :)

That’s a sentiment that seems to be going around!

It’s awesome to feel and awesome to hear/read from you. 
Go get ‘m! ❤️

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6 hours ago, Nektar said:

I feel like I am repeating all the same mistakes I've done before. 

Pretty much sums up the human condition, doesn't it?  At least you recognize your pitfalls.  Many of us never even get that far.  Hang in there, friend!

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So, i just broke off something beautiful before it could blossom into something perfect. It might have been the right thing to do, but it still leaves me feeling like an awful person. This was what I was talking about earlier when I spoke about making the same mistakes.

 

I know my heart must seem like a cold and frozen lump.

Please whoever reads this, tell him its nothing further from the truth.

It's just that if I'd have given all that he'd have wanted

None of those things he'd fallen in love with would have been there in the end

Someone please tell him this from me

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If you're crossing the sound

A God-forsaken eve

Would you please bring a message

To someone I hold dear

Give her my best

And tell her then

That I've always been proud to

 Call her my friend

Tell her some of those days

we shared together

Were some of the best

I ever had

And tell her I'm sorry

For all the faults that came

But that none of them were meant

As some sort of of cruelty 

Tell tell tell

Tell her those things for me

 

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  • 2 weeks later...
10 minutes ago, Nektar said:

Well, it finally happened. I got burned out from work and now I'm on sick leave for the next three weeks. I suck.

Aww hun. Hope you feel better soon. 
But in the mean time that means you have three weeks to unwind and recharge the old batteries huh?

Or more time to roam 3DX and leave a trail of spent and sated lovers behind. 
Up to you to decide. 
Just make the most of it luv. 

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  • 2 weeks later...

I used to say 2020 really was my year. New house, new job, new exiting stuff happening in my life. Looks like in 2021 there's going to be a reckoning.

I've been sitting here, staring at the screen for probably ten minutes now, trying to figure out what to say and share, at the same time thinking I shouldn't. Because I don't want to fish for sympathy, but at the same time I don't want to go on a vague-posting spree. To sum it up, things are bad irl right now, and I don't see them changing any time soon. I don't know what this means about my presence in game yet. Either I'm going to go on a manic spree of love and lust, or I'm going to sink into a quagmire of despair. Giggity.

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9 hours ago, Nektar said:

Either I'm going to go on a manic spree of love and lust, or I'm going to sink into a quagmire of despair. Giggity.

Or probably both. 
Manic bouts of maximum horny, in between depression bouts of ‘why even bother?’

Ain’t gonna tell you everything is going to be ok. 
Don’t know, or have to know, what’s wrong in your life. 
I know this though, you’re still here. 
And if you’re reading this, that proves my point.

The most basic human instinct is to ask for help, or at the very least ask for attention and validation. 
It’s what we do from the first cry we have as a baby.

It’s human nature. 
You got this Nek, things will look bleak. 
Things might get worse. 
But you got this.

Things might not be ok, or ever going to be ok. 
But you got a bunch of folks here rooting for ya. 
Hang in there!

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Let me tell a recent memory.

I found you in game,🥰, in a really uncommon🐾 way. I was in the Sin Room, doing the standard "click to profile" reading process.

I was reading somebody else profile and gift lists, etc, and suddenly 💥, I saw you mentioned , my heart 💓and then, I could found yours.

I was excited and without think , I sent you a a Hi 🖐️there message☺️ , without even see👀 you in room...

... Do you see the fantastic emotions you promote in us ?

I hope see you online again. Best regards.👍

🖤

 

 

 

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On 5/6/2021 at 2:31 PM, Nektar said:

Thanks, Silvio :) When I'm online next time, I'll be sure to keep my eyes open for you ^^ And yes, I am coming back, one step at a time. Today was the first good day in a few weeks, and hopefully a sign of things to come :)

You 👀 . For sure the best is just for coming ☺️

 

.... I hope you like this song, and I am just learning about this amazing singer, cause somebody post recently about him 🙃🥰

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On 3/30/2021 at 7:44 AM, Nektar said:

I feel like I am repeating all the same mistakes I've done before. Don't fall for someone, and don't have them fall for you. Why do I do this?

ohhh this topic sound familiar for me too 😏. Lastly I am trying to inbox my ❤️😆, but he always escapes mysteriously, and then, when I meet him again, laying destroyed 😔 in peaces over a cold floor  💥🌚 , I warning him: this is the last time, the very last... but, I forgive him, while resetting his hurts, cycling the process 😅

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It's been a while since I posted any of my screenshots. A little slice of 3dx life from your resident forum sissy:

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Stripping in the cold light district

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Some carefree fun at the garden

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My best car-show impression

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When he hits your spot just right.

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High-as-fuck dancing

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