Change your mind, because what you think is what you are. Try not to hate yourself. To archive this, try not to hate your wholelife(your body, your personality, your social ability). It's okay that you cannot love it now.Why? Because it is your status now only. You can change and improve throughout your life. Life is about learning.Many people overestimate what they can change in a day, and underestimate what they can change in life. Don't judge/compare your life by how others or You judge/compare it. How is the point. You may not love your life now but don't judge/compare You. Why? Because no one is capable to judge or to compare. The one who judge is the one who knows the whole picture of your life, which means… only God. You are at this point of life, but it doesn't make you anything. Never give up on your life. No matter how bad you feel, don't give up.Why? You give up because you hate. Try not to hate as mentioned. It is a mind circle.