Nektar

I can't speak for others, Melanie, but I always perk up when I see you've posted something new in your diary. Your stuff is always infused with so much positivity that it rubs off on me Keep doing your thing, Melanie! 
 
Also, I guess I'm not well educated, nor well behaved It's just hard to put your diary down.

Something for my valentine
 

Many hurt feelings…

Lashing out over past lives

Where is that love now?

 

Once called friend… now foe

Having seen love from both sides

What have we become?

 

Love brings out our best

Pushing all boundaries

Love brings out our worst

 

Force… beyond control

Enjoy the ride while it lasts

We do NOT own it.

 

All things ebb n flow

The cycle of existence

This we cannot change

 

Cherish all you love

Every time you feel its touch

Then… appreciate

 

When our time is up…

How will we treat each other?

Who will we become?

Re: Guilty Conscience.
 
Perhaps he felt bad for disappearing on you without any warning. It's happened to me once or twice where circumstances has forced me to shut a game or chat down, with no chance to give the other person a heads up or a proper goodbye, and I always feel terribly rude about it. Perhaps it was just his way of saying he was sorry for leaving in a hurry? Either way, always a pleasure to read your slice of life entries Melanie

I can't speak for others, Melanie, but I always perk up when I see you've posted something new in your diary. Your stuff is always infused with so much positivity that it rubs off on me Keep doing your thing, Melanie! 
 
Also, I guess I'm not well educated, nor well behaved It's just hard to put your diary down.

I can't speak for others, Melanie, but I always perk up when I see you've posted something new in your diary. Your stuff is always infused with so much positivity that it rubs off on me Keep doing your thing, Melanie! 
 
Also, I guess I'm not well educated, nor well behaved It's just hard to put your diary down.

Getting up at 4:30 AM on a Saturday is about as much fun as you'd expect. You know you should be staying in bed, all of your friends are after all (except for those who've just finished clubbing), but here you are, rubbing the sleep out of your eyes and waiting for the coffee to finish brewing. 12 hour weekend shifts blow. This is the life I lead.
 
There are, however, some rewards. As I step outside and head for my car, I am greeted by silence. I live in a fairly busy city, but you'd never guess so, based on the silence. No traffic sounds. No sirens. No screeching seagulls. No screeching junkies. The only sounds I hear as I walk down in the middle of the empty street is the crunching of the snow beneath my feet and the cycling of traffic lights.
 
For a brief moment, the city is mine.

Today I visited an in-game BDSM showcase room. After experimenting with some rigs and at times accidentally impaling myself on the various mechanisms (and not in a good way) I came away with three reactions..
 
my first reaction was to have a chuckle at the creative and twisted minds of the people who made these wonderful contraptions. My second was to start imagining different rp scenarios with a Dom or Domme who knows these contraptions by heart. My third reaction was one of frustration.
 
Here are these amazing rigs, but they are limited by the poses the game currently offers. The fetish lifestyle is criminally underrepresented in its support in this game. Sure, enthusiasts have found their way to express themselves, but the game really needs more poses, more fetish wear, not to mention toys! I love this game, but it can be so much more. For the love of God hire someone to develop more content!
 
Until next time. Play safe

Picking up the pieces of last night's debauchery. House cleaning is never fun. Add stockings and a buttplug into the mix though, and suddenly things aren't so bad.

Thank you all for a fun evening It was very surreal seeing, and in the case of MikeyDee - hearing - you in the game, after having only seen y'all here on the forums. I had a good time, and my only regret was not taking the time to mingle for a bit (got caught up in a private conversation). That's something I'll have to amend next time
 
Oh, MikeyDee, what band was that performing Jesus Built My Hotrod? That wasn't the Ministry original, and until I find out it's going to be nagging me all day

Thank you all for a fun evening It was very surreal seeing, and in the case of MikeyDee - hearing - you in the game, after having only seen y'all here on the forums. I had a good time, and my only regret was not taking the time to mingle for a bit (got caught up in a private conversation). That's something I'll have to amend next time
 
Oh, MikeyDee, what band was that performing Jesus Built My Hotrod? That wasn't the Ministry original, and until I find out it's going to be nagging me all day

Thanks for the link, Dark Fairy! As a bit of a novice in the world of BDSM, any and all articles on the subject are of interest to me

People wonder how
I feel when I'm all femmed up
I feel fabulous

Just an fun heads up to everyone. I'll be making a new topic soon, maybe over the weekend, Not 100% sure when yet due to being busy. But it will be kind of a Looking for Gangbang help sheet/add whatever you want to call it. Where you can mention what your after. As well as events you'd like to get in on if we had more awesome Rp/ gangbang partners.
 
An friend and I have had a few good group events we like to see, but we need more people that we enjoy Rping with first. So I think this new topic may help with that hopefully anyway Anyhow again not sure when I'll post it yet so keep a look out, but if your interested just like my post here so I can see how many like it so far. And I'll get this topic going as soon as I have the time to better write it out.

Damn. I wish I'd have seen this thread sooner. Late well-wishes two you both

People wonder how
I feel when I'm all femmed up
I feel fabulous

Damn. I wish I'd have seen this thread sooner. Late well-wishes two you both

People wonder how
I feel when I'm all femmed up
I feel fabulous

People wonder how
I feel when I'm all femmed up
I feel fabulous

Dear Diary,
 
well its hard to write in public down what is going on in my head without writing something offending.... but I will try - so no one feels attacked. 
Anyhow... the forum speaks for itself right now.... so no need to comment it. Just one note, that even I was shocked! I mean.... after 4 years you think you have seen all but reality tells you always a lesson. 
 
So lets talk about music and party instead, if this isn't seen also offensive (can be, history is telling).
 
Tonight is NEW BASEMENT time and if Techno is your favorite style this might be a good place to step by. As usual we will open around 10pm CET. Normally I have two guest DJs but since I wasn't able to reach some of my common DJs (or they have no time) I will stay tonight with one guest and spin two hours. I always tend to do the last spot and than spinning longer as one hour so maybe tonight I will be able to get into bed in time Not the worst thing. But maybe I will find a DJ who wants to spin spontaneous tonight. maybe, maybe.... we will see
 
Also we have a BUNKER party this week. As usually on Friday. MickeyDee and Felia will entertain you this time with just the finest rock music available on this planet. So ensure you don't miss this
 
Also there is a special event currently in planning state (and building).... the RETURN OF THE THUNDER.... some may still remember the opening party... it was my very first build I finished using the new world editor. After we have now some new textures and objects I decided to upgrade the build. Some may remember now that I gifted the ship to Frankky. Yes that's true, but Frankky is missing since a while. I don't know if he will ever pop up again. I waited long enough before I decided to use the ship again by myself. It would be really a waste if I wouldn't use it again. So get ready for a new pirate themed event Harrrrrrrr
 
Okay so far so good.... these are just the events Felia and I have in the pipeline, lot of others are as well. If you want to have an overview, just click on the banner in my signature, or click here: https://3dxevents.neocities.org
 
BTW if you want to see your events there too, just give me or Xanar a hint, we will guide you through the necessary steps to integrate BunnyBot on your Discord server. Be part of the biggest party network of 3dx
 
Have a wonderful Humpday!!
 

 
Come on Grumpy, be more possitive!!!
 


Sure Hump... I mean Wednesday! 


 
Better
 
Let's do the humpty dancer tonight together ^^