"There is no spoon" Reality is boring, making reality in game turns it into boring place. I have 2 chars that ment to be quite opposite in behavior like the different sides of me (and yes Bran, we all Shizophrenics more or less. Coz we acts different at home with friends and on our work, public places even if we do not notice it). But im not that pro, so those two sides at the end merge into schizophrenic real me represented by Adelaide. But if i'll get some inspiration reading book or watching movie ill made third char to share that inspiration with others, letting them know that it's still me under that, ofc.