Nixxx

Hello there!!

after having been on 3DX for over 3 years, you have learned a lot about 3DX, so I thought that if you slip into my side, maybe I can share with you something that can help, anything that can get you to get to know me better, something that can make you feel less alone, anyway, I hope it will.

About 12 years ago, I became a father, best day of my life, could not be happier, so proud, so happy.
After about 10 months I was told that I had a tumor ...
and when you think tumor, thinking you canser and death, I was lucky though ^^
I removed it and went through five years of follow-up of it and is now fully recovered.
Meanwhile, I tore apart my wrist ligaments broke down, and underwent four operations on my right hand, then my left hand so worn out after being one armed pretty much, have now gone through two operations with it.
so here I sit with my two rigid operated wrists and try DJing for you, to spread joy and love, to get some back, so that I'm reminded how it feels.

so when I try to come back from canser, surgery on the surgery, life sucks pretty hard already .... when will the next blow, now about 5 years ago .... my older brother dies.
my brother, my godfather, my idol .... it just broke me, I felt alone, I felt why fight anymore .... after all I've suffered ... now this ...
as depression took over, took over soo strong that I had a kind of out body experience - looked at myself "who the fuck are you?"
Shortly after That, I tried to take my life, I felt that everyone was better off without my problems ...
I'm still working on it, but has come a long way.

Now what can I say after this...well, life sux sometimes, but you can have some fun tho

now shake your fucking asses peeps