PurrTgirl

Hey everyone,
 
I come here with much humility, an open mind, and eagerness to learn. I want to learn this roleplay thing so that I can play this game better. My ignorance of Roleplay has made me look like a fool. It has had me disrupt another user's 3DX experience and I simply will not make that mistake again. And it starts with me really understanding what Roleplay is.
 
My only understanding of it is typing stuff in a chat. I never did it in a virtual world though. Stuff like Yahoo Messenger is where I would do roleplay but it never involved 3D avatars. 3DX is my first look at this sort of chatting and social interaction and so roleplay really wasn't at the forefront of my mind because I never roleplayed in 3D before. So I have a series of questions and I would appreciate any help with this.
 
My questions are:
1. What is Roleplay?
2. Is it a full time thing? Like is everyone roleplaying?
3. How do you detect a roleplay?
4. Is it disrespectful to not roleplay or function as a roleplayer?
 

1. The ability to move around and have sex just about any where.
2. I would tell them that it's very addictive! be sure to have plenty of napkins and wet towels next to your keyboard.

Dear Diary,
 
I'm trying to get better with social things. I like to talk with people but I have so much on my plate that I deal with on a day to day. I've dealt with so much hate and rejection based on who I am and what I believe. I just don't have the confidence to really be what I see so much of here on 3DX. I think I'm a pretty cool person to talk to. I've met some nice people so far and have had some sexual fun with others and it really was a treat. I'm not sure why or where the shyness came from. Even before I discovered my truth I was shy. I'm like anyone else in the world. Wants to be loved and stuff like that. I've heard some people tell me tips on how to get better with the timid feelings but it's hard when I'm actually on the stage. I hope nobody thinks I'm rude if I don't talk in Local or World. I don't really no anyone so I don't see a need to say anything. Anyway, this a step I guess. Get my thoughts out but I don't know if anyone will read it. I think it's cool that they have this seeing that I journal in real life. I think it's important to get your thoughts out on paper. I guess this journal is solely based on 3DX which for me is okay. I can just focus on 3DX stuff and I won't feel so shy about my real inner thoughts that my real life journal is infested with. That is top secret information that I'll never share with people here!! lol. But this is a step in a good direction. Currently at this Event 4 party. So far the music is amazing!! Met a nice guy, he seems to like me a lot already. It's a bit odd. I never experienced that before. I'm not usually on the receiving end of being admired but it feels good. But I hope he understands that I'm really here to live out my truth that is quite the lustful one. I can't get too personal with people here. I just can't. Only way I know how to deflect that is to sort of be un-touchable. I can't really have that genuine love for people here if I'm not willing to open up to them. But, I'll open my mouth and suck a fat dick or suck a fat pussy? That's good, right? I hope that's cool. I'm not sure how it works here socially but I'm learning as I go. So far? Awesome experience!

Dear Diary,
 
It's been a very active morning in the Forums. I don't know. I feel like I'm being criticized for having a gift. I can live in my gift because it offends. Actually, it seems that my gift has me to look like an ' attention seeker. ' My gift has me to look like I don't accept others POV. I guess that's what the saying ' gift and a curse ' comes from. I love writing/reading. Been doing it since a child, you know this. It's my outlet cause I'm actually shy in real life. I don't say much to nobody really. I come online to write not talk. I express myself in ways many aren't able to. I don't do it to show off and say hey look at me. I do it cause it's me once again, trying to work on my shyness and let myself be known to others. But wow, it's not being received too well by a few. And it really is a few. And it's only on certain topics. I really hope these select few are not shallow to the point of judging me as a whole from one TOPIC of discussion. That's just a sad reality of the state of some people's brain matter. I mean I'm getting called all kinds of trolls and attention seeking whore and all this. I'm none of those things. Never have been. It's like I can express my opinion in such a way that it may arouse jealousy and hate because those reading would like to be able to express theirs in that way. That's my only conclusion as to why these labels are coming at me. This is natural to me. This is years and years of practice from writing in a journal since a kid. Writing little short stories here and there. Reading books. I've always done this and here I come to 3DX to simply be who I am and to have it looked at in the wrong way after clearly explaining how it is not that, really puts me in a all black attire type mood. I'm gifted so be quiet? I was on the debate team in school so be quiet? No. I won't be quiet. I can't be quiet. It's what they want. It's what they're hoping for. They're actually hoping to get me upset and respond negatively. That won't happen either. I'm a person that learns from mistakes and makes improvements. I share knowledge as well as gain it. I share experiences for those who are too shy to share it. And as I continue to witness how things go as far as people's responses online, it only prepares me for days to come in my real life when I finally start talking more. I think it'll be the same results. Some will like you, some won't. Some will agree with you, some won't. Some will say things the right way, and others will say things the wrong way. I won't be a door mat here. Won't be rude, but I will assert myself to certain individuals. I have an opinion bout a SUBJECT MATTER, not a person. But yeah that's that if the shoe fits wear it thing I guess. I guess the topics I touch on are effecting people who are wearing the shoes. Granted, some of these female avatars are male operated anyway. Straight men at that. Makes sense that they would not understand half the things I write about. Men posing as women with the male mindset of degrading women so of course they don't mind their female avatar degraded and disrespected. They're men posing as women in a very perverted way. It's always ' women ' on these Forums that are coming at me crazy with posts I post that DEFEND the HONOR of WOMEN. Imagine that. It don't take a rocket scientist to understand what's going on here. They're projecting themselves and need to just realize that they're gay and stop hating on me for knowing who and what I am. Makes no sense.

Dear Diary,
 
Hey. I'm going to be positive. Really I am. Not everyone will stroke you the right way and vise versa. Not about to feel bad for using 3DX Forums. It's open to the community as a whole to use and I will not be ashamed of it. Some are jealous. Jealousy is a beast that has always been around roaming this Earth. Jealousy is that thing that wants something that it doesn't have. I don't know what I have that has a particular person jealous. It's funny how some like this individual will try and bring you down. I won't let that happen. They will be dealt with accordingly cause their comment was unnecessary. They're ignorant and judgmental and I really have much compassion for those who lack understanding on things. Hypocrisy is something I'm not a fan of though. This person is clearly that. And for that they are a poison to my 3DX experience. It's a shame this person has to be that way towards me but what can you. Ignore them. Pretty sure I wouldn't be able to have a sensible conversation with them about it to get to a place of peace because obviously this person is too jealous to do such a thing. They're only resort is to try and get me to get out of a sensible character. I'll simply assert my position and keep it moving. I start a topic for the community to get involved in. It's not about me. It's only about me when I write to you. I'm an open book and I'm glad 3DX created this space in Forums for me to be that. However, this person felt the need to take a page out of my open book and use it to attack me with it to create an argument. All this person did was limit her eyes to material to criticize. Cause she'll no longer be able to read mines. I don't need that kind of attention nor do I want or seek that kind of attention either. 

Dear Diary,
 
1 too many monkeys today, honey. And by monkey I mean those men who only think with their banana. Some guy had the nerve to try and rape me while I was tinkling at the Night Club. But this other guy is what really got me giggling on the inside. I'm at Sin Club talking to a good friend and when it was over I went to the dance floor to dance and stuff. So then that's when this guy PM'd me. We start talking and stuff and he offers to go to the beach. I was like awww this is cute, hell yeah let's go. I said something like well let me go change into a bikini and I'll meet you there. This monkey gone say ' If you want, we can go to your apartment to get the bikini ' I said what? In my mind I'm like okay are we going to the beach or do you just want some ass. But I already knew what he wanted, some ASS! See when guys think with their banana they don't make sense when they talk. If he was smart about it, he would've went to the Beach with me and more than likely I would've had sex with him at the damn beach but he just had to switch up and be like ' If you want..' OMG! I hate when guys say that. ' If you want..' Like, seriously you came to me so obviously it's what YOU WANT. I'm already doing what I want to do which is dancing at Sin Club but that's how monkeys talk. He was a gentleman at first with the lets go to the beach idea. That's what gave him a chance to get sex with me. But damn it he went monkey mode and right after the beach offer says..' If you want, we can go to your apartment ' So, I was totally turned off and said I'm going to the ladies room. Never came back.

Dear Diary,
 
Learning shit again, honey. Learning learning learning and you know what? People's idea of Role Play is about to get them fucked up. Like I'm so serious. Since when was it cool to just purple letter some shit that would have you to touch my fuckin ass. Oh, so that's how you do in real life? You just purple letter shit you do in real right? Fuck around and get slapped. I'm sick of these men on here and there purple letter bullshit like I'm supposed to play a long with that disrespectful shit. If that's their idea of Role Play? I got a remedy for that. This guy comes to my club and does that purple letter bullshit, right? said some shit like ' grabs your ass while you pass by ' I was instantly livid. Didn't snap or anything. So I said ' You want to fuck me? ' He gone say oh well it's up to you if you want to but I would love to. I had to ask his dumb ass again cause obviously he don't understand a motherfuckin yes or no question. So I asked him again ' Do you want to fuck me? ' He gone say yes please. I said THEN ASK. This monkey brain says I would like to have sex with you. I said that's a statement, not asking. I know you wanna fuck me but you need to ASK ME. He says ok let me try again. Would you like to have fun and have sex? I said NO. Shut his dumb ass the fuck down and guess what? He ain't purple letter shit else. I usually don't cuss this much but I'm so fucking irritated with that shit. And it's EVERY FUCKING DAY. I would much rather a dude cold me then purple letter my ass against my will with some violating type shit. Give me the chance to consent to your purple letter grade school Idea of Role Play so I can reject you if I ain't in the mood for the shit. OOOOOOOOO! so fucking hot right now.

Dear Diary,
 
Seems as each day goes by I grow a little more. Change a little more. Learn a little more. It doesn't take long to catch on the jist of this place. Probably my 1st 2 weeks was my most slutty days lol. Then it went into sort of learning the social aspect of it as far as the people and how to actually move around and conduct myself with others here. Lots of learning curves there! From that it went into making friends and really connecting with people. I've made a few good friends that I really enjoy hanging around. Other friends are more so for the sexual benefit. Which leads me to my next course of learning. The Sex Life. I've learned a good bit about role play but more so learning more about myself. Things I like and don't like. And I must say honey, I can see how the sex can get old for some. I believe you can over do it to where it's not even ' fun ' anymore. Hasn't become that way for me though, and I hope it never does! But I do notice the value in not really being so ' easy ' so to speak. It's hard for me to say no most times. Especially if a guy is polite and honest about it. But I think now more than ever I'm starting to toy with the whole relationship idea. Maybe even marriage. It's not really a heavy thought yet but it sort of spark a flame of interest when I met a cuckhold guy today. He spoke very well, good personality and stuff. He just likes to be a cuckhold and was looking for a girlfriend. I know enough about cuckhold to understand that I'd be able to still fuck who I wanted yet still have him around to sort of chill with. Come to find out he has or had many gfs at the same time while cuckholding so I sort of lost interest. Which then started the thoughts of that whole relationship thing. I really do understand more now how 3DX is more than just SEX. I think that mind set is for the newer users and not for long will I still be able to claim the title of being new. I think when you get to the point in understanding what this game is really about? That's it's not just about SEX and playing games with others in sexual ways? That's when you can say with confidence that you are no longer new to 3DX. Instead, you have arrived.

Dear Diary,
 
Well, just when I thought I found a suitable sex style on comes an even BETTER ONE. Really I got tired of explaining to people what a sapiosexual was. And only a handful of people really get it. But then I was in this Orgy like club room. And met this fine ass white dude. We all kissing and stuff and I was like man we need to find a bed or something, what you think? He was like let's go to his place. I said cool. My mind was initially set on fucking him in that room but he wanted a more private setting so when we got to his room I really loved how he had it decorated. So, I just naturally acted out the scene like how I would've acted if this happened in real life. I'm walking around his room. Looking at the stuff. I mean yeah, I could've just scanned the room from one spot but I felt like actually LIVING THROUGH THE AVATAR, honey. And it just took over me and next thing I knew the light bulb came on. My eyes looked and realized that this is just like an XXX Comic Book. All I have to do is talk as if I'm literally the avatar. I'm like OMG!! It's that simple!! And you know what? That shit turned me the fuck.....ON, you hear me?lol. I mean wow, like why be descriptive? That's not even how comic books do it. They simply put the words in the bubble of the character to give LIFE to the IMAGE!! That's all this is!! And baby, I am good with that.

Dear Diary,
 
Yay! I did my first role play today! It was so fun. Okay so this is how it went. I'm at this Futa Party just dancing having a good time and suddenly I get a PM from this woman. She greeted me in purple letters with some sort of nicely illustrated narrative type thing. It was really good. She greeted me in asking if I missed my homeland. Immediately I'm like wow, this person reads profiles cause obviously she read that I'm Egyptian. So I'm I responded and it was a good little back and forth. So many people was in there that I couldn't find her so I just looked at her profile and there it was, she was some sort of Succubus thing. So I'm like ah ok, that explains how she was talking. So, eventually she asked if I wanted to keep her company. What she didn't know is that I had already just had sex with a hot blonde at this party so I was pretty much good on sex for the moment. But I finally spotted where she was and she was seated on a sofa with a pole in front of it. So I offered if she could handle me dancing on a pole to keep her company. She was so into her role!! She said something like well that's not a wise thing to do to tempt a Succubus or something like that. LOL! so I laughed and said yea you're right, what was I thinking. So she was nice about it and did a little blow kiss thing at me. Suddenly, my love for just being that person that gives you what you want and put my needs to the side decided to play along with this. So I flipped the script and made the kiss be some sort of powerful seductive hex kiss. I typed it out some kind of way and suddenly played the role of a helpless soul under the control of a Succubus because of the kiss she blew at me. OMG! It was on from there! She fucked the finite shit out of me! From the couch to the bed, honey. I was like damn! The stuff she was typing and coming up with I was like WOW, I see why people are into role play. It was very very hot. Literally, a Succubus's pussy is hot like lava and stuff and it just keeps me hard and in a trance of pleasure..it's crazy.

Dear Diary,
 
Another day in paradise. I tell you what. These profiles are so entertaining to read. So many people here with an actual GOOD sense of humor. It's so fun reading some of these profiles. Usually from a profile I can tell if I'm going to have sex with a person or not. I love my foreign friends and all but if they don't speak good English then it's hard for me to get attracted to them sexually. All these avatars look related anyway so it's not like the visual is really going to make an exception for anyone. It's what people say that gives their visual attraction. So with that said I had to kindly decline an offer that was made to me. Some guy wanted me to fuck his wife. Apparently she wanted to dominate me but she spoke little English. I wasn't sure how that was going to work but I was not excited about that so much. Just dancing looking PurrT in a friend's room though. She's really got it packed out in here with the Reggae music blazing. I love some good reggae. Getting lots of questions about what a sapiosexual is. I'm surprised a lot of people don't know what it is though. It's fun to explain. I think all of us are sapiosexual to an extent. I'm only different when it comes to fucking though cause I don't really talk like others do during that hot moment. But when I try to explain how I do it and then they try to get with it, it just seems a bit off. I see myself as a person with a pretty sound mind and stuff and I tend to do things the smart way not the hard way. I just find it a bit weird for me to focus so much on sex talk during sex when I didn't come here for the sex talk, but the avatars. Not saying I won't talk! That's boring! But my style of talking during sex is a bit unique lol. Seriously, I'm that girl that will talk to you about the game last night while you're pounding me in froggy style. I don't know, I just find that so sexy cause it's honest, real, and friendly.

Dear Diary,
 
Wow. She's a thick beauty that had me going with just cuddles and kisses. You know I'm a sucker for a fun personality. She had me laughing all night and then it just led to us being on the bed and touching on each other and licking necks and sucking lips and next thing I know we were bottomless. It was hot to know that she's married. Then again, her husband don't mind if she plays with other girls so I can't brag too hard, right? lol. But still. She was working my body with just her hands and lips and all I could do was wonder how it would feel to have my face buried in her pussy. She really enjoyed stroking my shaft in her hands and I enjoyed it as well obviously but all I could think about? Was dipping my tongue deep in her slit. Like OMG! She is so sexy to me inside and out. Once she took my jeans and panty hose off I just knew it was about to get real hot and sweaty. My mouth was watering and everything. So she began to work my dick with her hand some more and I was about to flip her over and then she says ' alright girl I gotta cook for my son. ' I'm like what? Are you serious right now? LOL. She teased me so fucking good that now I'm just like ok, pay back is a bitch LOL. She still my sexy buddy though. I'm going to get her back. Trust me on that.

Dear Diary,
 
Okay, I'm totally not a dominant. I'm too shy for that shit lol. I don't know, it's like I'm putting myself on the spot and now I feel awkward. I'll have to change my Thursdays up a bit. Instead of Thrusting Thursdays I'll change it to Thrust Me Thursdays. Yea! That'll work better.

Dear Diary,
 
I guess I need to learn about role play. My ignorance in that is what has me looking stupid. I'm not really sure what it is now. I thought role play was just typing out stuff that you were doing or want to do. I don't really know how deep it goes. I don't even know who is actually role playing when I go in a room. But the whole DJ thing I can see how that is role play and I did mess that up. GOSH, I'm so stupid!! I feel like a bad person. All because I'm ignorant to role play. This is crazy. I've never been looked at as a bad person until today and it's because of ignorance? Really?! Had I have been educated on role play this never would've happened. Hell, I never would've even went to the Event 4 on my Slutty Sunday! OMG! It's role play. Time to google this.

Okay so this is a fantasy of mine. It's never happened to me yet in real life but I'm sort of waiting, well hoping, it happens. I've heard stories from other Tgirls about them having sex with a guy who never been with a Tgirl before. They always said that the guy was super nervous and had to really comfort him to where eventually he just let loose and let it all happen. So I like that scenario. If you see me in game feel free to start the role play as you wish but your role is a curious guy who has never slept with a Tgirl before and are too ashamed to have anyone know about it. The more inquisitive you are the better cause that actually turns me on too. Goes with out saying, the sex will happen at your place.   

Thank you PurrT 
 
To the haters: Good to see I've been gone a year and nothing changes. Cheers  

Dear Diary,
 
Learning shit again, honey. Learning learning learning and you know what? People's idea of Role Play is about to get them fucked up. Like I'm so serious. Since when was it cool to just purple letter some shit that would have you to touch my fuckin ass. Oh, so that's how you do in real life? You just purple letter shit you do in real right? Fuck around and get slapped. I'm sick of these men on here and there purple letter bullshit like I'm supposed to play a long with that disrespectful shit. If that's their idea of Role Play? I got a remedy for that. This guy comes to my club and does that purple letter bullshit, right? said some shit like ' grabs your ass while you pass by ' I was instantly livid. Didn't snap or anything. So I said ' You want to fuck me? ' He gone say oh well it's up to you if you want to but I would love to. I had to ask his dumb ass again cause obviously he don't understand a motherfuckin yes or no question. So I asked him again ' Do you want to fuck me? ' He gone say yes please. I said THEN ASK. This monkey brain says I would like to have sex with you. I said that's a statement, not asking. I know you wanna fuck me but you need to ASK ME. He says ok let me try again. Would you like to have fun and have sex? I said NO. Shut his dumb ass the fuck down and guess what? He ain't purple letter shit else. I usually don't cuss this much but I'm so fucking irritated with that shit. And it's EVERY FUCKING DAY. I would much rather a dude cold me then purple letter my ass against my will with some violating type shit. Give me the chance to consent to your purple letter grade school Idea of Role Play so I can reject you if I ain't in the mood for the shit. OOOOOOOOO! so fucking hot right now.

I'd like to see a color option for nipples. Being of darker tone I'd like to have darker nipples.   

Dear Diary,
 
I'm trying to get better with social things. I like to talk with people but I have so much on my plate that I deal with on a day to day. I've dealt with so much hate and rejection based on who I am and what I believe. I just don't have the confidence to really be what I see so much of here on 3DX. I think I'm a pretty cool person to talk to. I've met some nice people so far and have had some sexual fun with others and it really was a treat. I'm not sure why or where the shyness came from. Even before I discovered my truth I was shy. I'm like anyone else in the world. Wants to be loved and stuff like that. I've heard some people tell me tips on how to get better with the timid feelings but it's hard when I'm actually on the stage. I hope nobody thinks I'm rude if I don't talk in Local or World. I don't really no anyone so I don't see a need to say anything. Anyway, this a step I guess. Get my thoughts out but I don't know if anyone will read it. I think it's cool that they have this seeing that I journal in real life. I think it's important to get your thoughts out on paper. I guess this journal is solely based on 3DX which for me is okay. I can just focus on 3DX stuff and I won't feel so shy about my real inner thoughts that my real life journal is infested with. That is top secret information that I'll never share with people here!! lol. But this is a step in a good direction. Currently at this Event 4 party. So far the music is amazing!! Met a nice guy, he seems to like me a lot already. It's a bit odd. I never experienced that before. I'm not usually on the receiving end of being admired but it feels good. But I hope he understands that I'm really here to live out my truth that is quite the lustful one. I can't get too personal with people here. I just can't. Only way I know how to deflect that is to sort of be un-touchable. I can't really have that genuine love for people here if I'm not willing to open up to them. But, I'll open my mouth and suck a fat dick or suck a fat pussy? That's good, right? I hope that's cool. I'm not sure how it works here socially but I'm learning as I go. So far? Awesome experience!

I'd like to see a color option for nipples. Being of darker tone I'd like to have darker nipples.   

Nicely done!

This was one of those sexy cougar types. Loved her tongue in my ass.   

Okay so this is a fantasy of mine. It's never happened to me yet in real life but I'm sort of waiting, well hoping, it happens. I've heard stories from other Tgirls about them having sex with a guy who never been with a Tgirl before. They always said that the guy was super nervous and had to really comfort him to where eventually he just let loose and let it all happen. So I like that scenario. If you see me in game feel free to start the role play as you wish but your role is a curious guy who has never slept with a Tgirl before and are too ashamed to have anyone know about it. The more inquisitive you are the better cause that actually turns me on too. Goes with out saying, the sex will happen at your place.   

Dear Diary,
 
Wow. She's a thick beauty that had me going with just cuddles and kisses. You know I'm a sucker for a fun personality. She had me laughing all night and then it just led to us being on the bed and touching on each other and licking necks and sucking lips and next thing I know we were bottomless. It was hot to know that she's married. Then again, her husband don't mind if she plays with other girls so I can't brag too hard, right? lol. But still. She was working my body with just her hands and lips and all I could do was wonder how it would feel to have my face buried in her pussy. She really enjoyed stroking my shaft in her hands and I enjoyed it as well obviously but all I could think about? Was dipping my tongue deep in her slit. Like OMG! She is so sexy to me inside and out. Once she took my jeans and panty hose off I just knew it was about to get real hot and sweaty. My mouth was watering and everything. So she began to work my dick with her hand some more and I was about to flip her over and then she says ' alright girl I gotta cook for my son. ' I'm like what? Are you serious right now? LOL. She teased me so fucking good that now I'm just like ok, pay back is a bitch LOL. She still my sexy buddy though. I'm going to get her back. Trust me on that.