Shalnia

Yeah @R0bT I wasn't going to go into this game again and look for a relationship, but what happens happens, and this is where I'm at.

Lmao @Aroha, that aint even all of it.

Thanks @Charlie Masterson and @Nektar, I really appreciate your inputs.

Thanks, I guess I should clarify. I don't want a relationship with this person, mostly due to my own actions. I've not been true to myself or them, and the basis of our current relationship, at least on my end, is built on dishonesty. While I appreciate what you're saying, this isn't what I want for myself at this time.

Hey all! Not sure how well this is going to go... I've been on and off of this game for few years now. Over that time, I've had others develop feelings for me, feelings that I could not reciprocate. Recently I decided to get back into 3dx after an extended break. Upon returning I met someone and started to become good friends with them. As time moved on, I noticed I had developed some romantic feelings for this person. They shared real life information (nothing too personal, just some minor details, etc.), and I was being really withholding, but started to open up...with lies. Sadly, this is a defect of mine that I have, I can be dishonest, and will lie or withhold information. Thanks to this DDOS attack, I was able to step back and look at myself more clearly. As it stands right now, I am all twisted up inside emotionally and mentally. Even if this could turn into a more real relationship, I feel that my initial dishonesty would mean that things would not last (who knows). Regardless, I want this relationship to end, and for these feelings to go away. I feel like whatever relationship I find within 3dx, is not going to be right for me. I hold no judgement for others that find a relationship in 3dx, if it works for you, and you are happy, that's awesome! I'm happy for you! I just feel that a relationship based in 3dx, even if it moves beyond it, isn't what is right for me. I'm not sure if there was some point I was trying to make here. I think I just needed to vent to a group of people that may understand. If you have some kind of experience like this, feel free to share! I'd love to hear from you.

Can't seem to load into the world I made to customize it. I may have added too much stuff. I get to the loading screen and then it freezes. Any help?