I went to visit a friend after work yesterday, she just got out of hospital from her cancer treatment, and she is so worried about how she looks. I usually shave my hair short so I went after work and quickly shaved smooth. She buzzed me in and was sitting on her deck facing the sunset peaking through the clouds. It was not a straight turn on, but looking at her framed by the sunset, no matter what the treatment did to her, she looked absolutely stunning, and my heart stopped for a second. I haven't just sat next to somebody for a few hours and said nothing for a long time, and yet no words were needed. It was a turn on in a way but different. It turned on my soul rather than my body.