i really, really appreciate all your words ingame, all your messages in my commcenter and here in the forum and im really thankfull for them!!! thank you very much and you all helped me a lot with that!!! i dont walk around on this planet with a coloured black heart filled with hate, cause thats not good for ones karma and so i forgavem already but didnt forget, just like my 2nd lession here! and once i also killed this feeling already and turned also this page, i also would be thankful, if we just could close the book on this chapter and burn it^^ so please just let it travel down in to the bottom of this forum where it belongs now once we dont have enough mods to close it! still, ty all for ur symphaties take care, hugn kiss and good night.