You know, even though I don't really know half of you, you're some of the best people I've probably ever met in my life (well, those in the hospital with me were amazing too, because they UNDERSTOOD and I could too). My mum went through it for a long time when I was younger, she also had M.E. or "Yuppie Flu" as they called it then. It's now known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Anyway, to answer some people, I've been through CBT numerous times (tbh, it's all they really have). Sometimes it helps, sometimes it doesn't, especially when your mind is so messed up, you don't even know who you are anymore. Maybe that's why I hid behind Doe. I feel bad about stealing her pics, but unlike in Life Is Strange (the game), I can't rewind time. I wish I could. I can see why Doe called herself that after playing most of the game, I haven't yet finished it. She wears the bullets Chloe has in the game and Doe is probably from the ghostly Doe that Max keeps seeing. I just made myself sound even creepier now =/ I'm just sorry I done this crap. Time I re found the old happy me, because he's been gone way too long. I won't be back as Doe, the guilt is still hurting, but it's not all about me. Some of you have said it's no big deal, well it kinda is coz I led you on and hate myself for it. I'm just a sad guy just wishing I could do so many things, change so many things, but I'm just one guy who's messed up a lot and regrets so many things, others I don't, coz I wouldn't be here. A whole load of people in the world wouldn't be here if they regretted everything. Like I said, a lot of me did show through. The songs I've posted sometimes speak loads about how I feel, I still actually play games, though not as much as I use to. I grew up with the damn things from the Sinclair ZX81, to Sinclair Spectrum+2, to a Commodore Amiga 500+ and through Idk how many PC's. Was never really one for the consoles though. Anyway, probably dribbled on enough. Thanks to those who still wanna continue/offer friendship. Makes you even more amazing and you all know who you are. For now, take care. I'll keep this up for now. Not sure if I'll leave the forum as Doe or not, but I won't be in game as her, though I've often wondered what it'd be like if I'd been born female. Would things be different? Who knows. I am who I am and.......yeah I'm still babbling on like an idiot. Thanks for the support, even though I don't know you or truly know you.