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EVERYBODY GOT SOMETHIN TO HIDE
TAKE A LOOK DEEP INSIDE MY EYES
TAKE ANOTHER LOOK
WHAT YOU GOT
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I AM APPRECIATIVE OF ALL THE DJ'S AND DANCERS THAT HAVE SIGNED UP, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I THANK YOU FOR VOLUNTEERING YOUR TIME.
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SO, AS MOST OF YOU IN GAME PLAYERS KNOW MY AVI IS GREEN, EXCEPT FOR ONE MONTH A YEAR. DURING OCTOBER I AM PINK FOR BREAST CANCER AWARENESS. THIS YEAR I WANT TO OPEN A ROOM ALL WEEKEND PREFERABLY THE 16TH-18TH AND SINCE WE CAN DONATE TO THE ROOMS PAYPAL, I WILL HAVE TO HAVE SOMEONE HELP ME SETUP A PATREON THAT GOES TO ONE OF THESE ORGANIZATIONS >https://www.verywellhealth.com/top-rated-pink-ribbon-charities-430528.
PLEASE CONTACT ME VIA HERE OR IN GAME FOR MY E MAIL ADDY AND WE WILL HAVE SOME IN GAME OR DISCORD METTINGS TO WORK ON DJ SCHEDULES,, VOTE ON THE ORGANIZATION WE DONATE TO AND SO ON. IF ANYONE HAS CHARITY EXPERIENCE AND WANTS TO HELP PLEASE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO.
THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A PAN PROJECT.... THIS IS GOING TO BE A GROUP EFFORT. -
Oh, the rich man, the poor man, the saint and the sinner
The wise man, the simpleton, the loser and the winner
We are all the same to Him
Stripped of our clothes and all the things we own
The day that we are born
We are all God's children
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In October my avi will be pink for breast cancer awareness and I am planning a weekend benefit the 16th-18. IF interested in djing or helping PM me or look me up in the Forum or discord pan#7821. plan to have a paypal for donations as well during the event.
ALSO, I have decided there will be no more roses. I am tired of being a nice guy and shat on, ignored and yelled at by people who hug me and then when I dare to hug them they bitch at me. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. YOU CLAIM IN YOUR PROFILES TO "REMEMBER THERE ARE REAL PEOPLE BEHIND THE SCREENS".... YET YOU YOURSELVES FORGET, SHAME ON YOU.
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IT WOULD BE AWESOME TO SEE YOU IN AND OTHERS IN PINK.
It is ALL cancer, I agree, but like I told someone, I smoke so if I get cancer I knew of the chances but chose to anyway. With breast/prostate there really is no rhyme or reason because it is so random and destroys lives of people who have done all they could to avoid it. Don't get me wrong as someone with serious lung issues (sarcoidosis) who has tried everything to quit but truly can't. Like 10 years ago, I was in the hospital for 7 1/2 weeks and never had a cigarette, didn't even really miss them. The very day I was released one of the first things I did was buy a pack of cigarettes. That wasn't the first time either, boot camp same thing. Left boot camp went straight to Orlando airport for my flight to San Diego for A school and the first thing I did was buy a pack of cigarettes.
As for the roses, I don't know, the past few weeks (and I won't delve to deep here, in a pm maybe) I just feel that people take advantage of me and treat me like crap for their own selfish reasons. I had one person, approach me out of nowhere Telling me they wanted to show me a place in one of the default rooms few people knew about the next day because it was late... they even set up a time. Next day, I'm on and see them on my friend's list not wanting to be a pest I send a rose to let them know I am there... never answered me. So, I was stood up, big deal... but that was just the start of a trend like that. I don't know if I pissed someone off or what but damn. Then there are the ones who come up and hug me in a room, so I go to hug them and all of a sudden they are cussing me out in pm, "don't you EVER fucking touch me you green mental midget." Won't name names, but they have found themselves off my friends list or depending on what they say ignored fast, then they wonder why. And almost every one of them have that little, (paraphrasing here) this may be a game to you but to some it may be taken differently, treat others with the respect you want because there is a living person on the other side.
So, instead of not giving roses to certain people like that or to give them and know they are not appreciated, I have come to the conclusion, fuck it, why give them at all, I mean very few will even talk to me or say thank you. It's like they don't even seem to care. I will probably do it in PMs but why do it in local when it just interrupts others conversations and the people getting them for the most part truly don't give 2 shits.
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How can I have feeling when I don't know if it's a feeling?
How can I feel something if I just don't know how to feel?
How can I have feelings when my feelings have always been denied?
Oh no, oh no
[Bridge]
You know life can be long
And you got to be so strong
And the world is so tough
Sometimes I feel I've had enough
[Verse 3]
How can I give love when I don't know what it is I'm giving?
How can I give love when I just don't know how to give?
How can I give love when love is something I ain't never had?
Oh no, oh no
[Bridge]
You know life can be long
And you got to be so strong
And the world, she is tough
Sometimes I feel I've had enough -
Well now you know that your cat has nine lives, babe
Nine lives to itself
You only got one and a dog's life ain't fun
Mama take a look outside
[Verse 3]
You can go to church and sing a hymn
You can judge me by the color of my skin
You can live a lie until you die
One thing you can't hide
Is when you're crippled inside -
First I limp to the side like my leg was broken
Shaking and twitching kinda like I was smoking
Crazy wack funky
People say 'ya look like M.C. Hammer on crack, Humpty'
That's all right cause my body's in motion
It's supposed to look like a fit or a convulsion
Anyone can play this game
This is my dance, y'all, Humpty Hump's my name
No two people will do it the same
Ya got it down when ya appear to be in pain
Humping, funking, jumping
Jig around, shaking ya rump
And when a doo-doo chump punk points a finger like a stump
Tell him step off, I'm doing the Hump -
ALL THIS TALK OF KILLER BEES.... LET'S HEAR ABOUT THE BEAUTIFUL BEES THAT MAKE THE WORLD MORE COLORFUL:=================================================="You won't typically find this bee in a large social colony. They prefer to keep to themselves, building a solitary nest made out of plant resin to lay eggs in and store pollen and nectar.Spotting one of these special bees is an extraordinary experience — not only do they sparkle like a jewel but they pollinate flowers, making the world a prettier place.
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THEY WERE IN 3 WEEKS BEFORE ME, BUT I DIDN'T REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT WAS HAPPENING AS FOR THOSE 3 WEEKS I WAS DEATHLY SICK AND EACH DAY GETTING WORSE.THEN WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL, I WATCHED EVERY DAY AND SHARED THEIR GOOD NEWS AS I FELT STUCK IN THE HOSPITAL. EVERY DAY, I WOULD WATCH THE NEWS AND LEARN THAT THERE WAS HOPE.THEY GOT OUT OCTOBER 13TH, 2010, I GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL OCTOBER 17TH. THEY INSPIRED ME DAILY WITH THEIR POSITIVISM AND THE FACT THEY WERE AS "STUCK" AS i WAS AND SUFFERED SETBACKS DURING THEIR TIME LIKE I HAD. BUT WE PULLED THROUGH.IT IS AMAZING WHAT WE WILL CLING TO TO GIVE US HOPE.
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TOMORROW MARKS THE 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY STROKE AND 1ST EMERGENCY BRAIN SURGERY.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR DRAMA, ANGER, MIND GAMES AND ANYTHING BUT LOVE AND BEING HONEST. YOU TRULY ARE NOT GUARANTEED EVEN YOUR NEXT BREATH. SO MAKE SURE YOU PUT ALL THE NEGATIVITY ASIDE, TELL THOSE YOU LOVE, YOU LOVE THEM, THOSE THAT CAUSE STRESS LEAVE THEM BEHIND BECAUSE IT REALLY IS TO SHORT TO BE AROUND THOSE WHO CAUSE PAIN, ANGER OR NEGATIVITY IN ANYWAY.
MAY YOUR GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU SAFE.
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- CptPhilgood and SusanLouisa
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MASH SHOWS US HOW TO LIVE IN COVID TIMES..... WHEN LIFE IS SHITTY 2 SHOWS PROVIDE THE ANSWERS ON HOW TO GET THROUGH IT MASH AND MARRIED WITH CHILDREN.
