Stellania

Still going with the mood of the moment .. I can ALWAYS find a song to represent moments of my life. This one is particuliarly appropriate right now.

Thank you Wylie! I think the main purpose of a public diary is to let people know about things. Sometimes, someone can relate to those things and that is the ultimate goal. Love you my little gem. Stella

Thank you. It has been a pleasure meeting you as well. I will keep writing .. as soon as inspiration knocks at the door again. Love, Stella

First, let me start off by saying English is not my predominant language. So please excuse any errors, mistakes, use of strange words instead of another one. If you don't understand the meaning of a phrase, please let me know. I will try to rephrase or explain it better. I NEVER, EVER thought I would be writing in this section of the forums and yet here I am. I'm still pondering as to what I actually WANT to write as things are pretty ecclectic right now in my mind. A big cauldron of mixed up thoughts, ideas, and emotions about my experiences on 3dx. I might post a comment without giving you ANY explanation.. Not context .. not nothing .. I also might ramble on on various other things but i guess that's the whole idea of a diary. Writing down things without even thinking about it and then, one day, reflect on everything. So, please accept my apologies as this will probably be all over the place. Currently, I'm sitting down in front of the screen at work, my fingers rapidly punching the keys of the laptop, trying to put together a few words to make a somewhat intelligent and coherent phrase, erasing them as soon as im done reading what I wrote only to repeat the same process over and over again. This is being VERY productive for work. My employer would be so proud. LOL A friend talked to me about this game. Telling me all of the intricate details of it. From the character creation, to the general rooms, to the public rooms, private ones, the creation of a room, modding and obviously the sex she so much craves. She forgot, intentionally or not, to tell me a few things here and there about the emotional connections you can make. But you know what ? I forgive her because even if she had told me about it. I would have probably laughed it off and say she was silly (yes, i know what you are thinking .. no need to tell me) To many, this game is, obviously, a way to live out a few fantasies. I'm no different, even though it didn't start like that for me. It somewhat changed over time, as to become a PART of what I wanted to do, what i wanted to experience. WHO do I blame for that ? Obviously, you the 3dx population... WHO ELSE ? First off, after my discussion about this game with that friend, I immediately saw the possibilities for me to have a stage, a way to broadcast my passion for music with other likeminded people and im proud to say that to this date, Ive met some awesome people that share similar musical interests. I've met people that have no interest in music as well and we've became "Virtual Friends" as well. I obviously met people from the other end of the spectrum BUT let's keep that for another moment .. I don't have to name the people that share the same musical interests, they know who they are. So, since I've been out of the musical scene for a few years after being in it for over a decade. I tell myself, sure why not. Let's go in and play some music for the crowds. I've been missing it. (remember i did warn you .. the timeline of events is pretty garbled up!) I like to think I'm an open minded, caring person(too caring it seems in retrospect), and from what i gather from people IRL, they tend to agree. I have been on the net since 1996, been involved with many teams of gamers from various different styles of gaming. How bad can a little 'sex game' be compared to all the epic battles ive been involved with over the years of gaming? (again, no need to comment I KNOW! ) So, armed with my preconceptions and my biased view about this new environment. I install the game and load up. Little did i know that this 'sex game' would shatter all those preconceptions and set me straight on numerous occasions. Sometimes it would sneak up on me(still does actually) until it's only too late to react. But the real 'problem' in that is .. Did I LET it intentionnaly sneak up on me?Sometimes the feeling would just be one of being a disposable friend. You know, like a tissue you toss out the window of your speeding car and landing on the side of the road when you're done using it.Sometimes it would hit me quick and fast like being hit by a railgun shot right smack across the face in Quake 3.and then sometimes the feeling was more devious, like being trapped in an enclosed and locked gunner position of a burning WW2 bomber, unable to escape your inexorable fate as the only thing possible for you is to anticipate the imminent and sudden decelleration that your body will be subject to. This is the most complex feeling i've experienced in 3dx so far .. hard to put into words .. but i hope you understand how GOOD and how BAD that one can possibly be OMG ?? Did i just say i experienced feelings in this little sex game ?? ( TO BE CONTINUED, feel free to comment I`d love to hear from you )

You know you've found someone "out of the ordinary", "special", "Insert your own qualifying words here" .. when you're at work, in front of the computer, doing some research for an upcoming project and you keep this song in a loop.

Not a problem. Ill go look it up.. i already see they pay royalties to the artists. Thanks sweety.

Nice collection! How does mixcloud handle the royalty issues with Ascap, BMI, Soundexchange, SOCAN ... Do you know ?

That is a fantastic idea. Thank you!! I know about Mixcloud but I never actually used it so I'll check it out. We'll see if people actually go listen to it but it's a great idea I'll set it up when I get back from work today. Thank you very much for that. Mwah

It's okay sweetie. I understand that for my European friends the time is not ideal, I wish we would all live under the same time zone but that is not the case. Maybe one day, I'll do two broadcasts in the same day, one for my European friends and one for my North American friends:-)

LOL! I'm in that shot. Left side.. Dressed in black! Thanks!

Awesome selections everyone! Has it ever happened to you that you get stuck on 1 song and could listen to it non stop when commuting to work and back ?! Happens to me all the time. Here are 2 songs im continuously looping in my vehicle. Enjoy!

What a FANTASTIC turnout! Thank you to everyone for coming over! Love you all!

Glad i was able to take part in it. And as mentioned .. one of the nicest location ive seen! Music was great! Good job.

Only a "few" hours to go! Can't wait to see you all.

I will surely drop by and say hello and listen to some great tuneage!

Can`t wait. This is going to be a great set list. Drop by, say hello, listen to a few tracks! I'm sure you'll discover some interesting newer bands.

I will definately try to be there .. had a blast in the 1 or 2 other events you planned in the last few weeks.

A little bit of trance! ( i think it falls in that category but im sort of a neophyte in that style) Love this song!

My pleasure Vlad. It`s always a pleasure to read and post in this thread as I love to share my passion for music with others. It also makes me discover what other people like.

Looking forward to welcoming you!

Good day everyone. My 1st official post in the events section! I would just like to inform you that I will be hosting a 2 hour segment of HARD ROCK dedicated to, as the title says, the WOMEN OF HARD ROCK. That 2 hour segment will be a mix of bands you might know and some you might not know. My goal as a music broadcaster has always been to try and share my passion for music with listeners, make them discover bands they might have overlooked. So when does this all start ? The segment in question will start THIS FRIDAY, September 22nd at 9pm EST. I will be on before and after that with more great music but that particuliar segment starts at that time. Please note, I stayed away from the METAL genre intentionally as this will be for another session and also the bands selected do not reflect any kind of 'OFFICIAL LIST' .. they are bands that attracted my attention over the last few years. Hope to see you there! Thank you for taking the time to read this!

Thank you for allowing me to be part of the event as participating DJ. Loved every single moment of it and also previous moments DJ'ed by the people manning the music boards prior to me going on.