He just stopped talking to me. It felt like he abandoned me. He promised that he wouldnt collar another sub that was released by another Dom. He became heavily involved with her. When I asked him about it...he released me and instantly replaced me with her. I was lied to. My sadness and feelings of abandonment are giving way to anger now...
Tired of Doms trying to "own" me without knowing me or caring about what I need. A collar is the most sacred symbol of fidelity. Foster me..grow me..invest in me. Love me.
I am new to the lifestyle. Im an Alpha-Submissive woman. Im strong and a power player in RL. I front metal bands. Im a power vocalist...but im sexually submissive. Im also VERY straight. I was recently with a very charismatic Dom...that treated me like I was his #1...but was collecting a harem. He released me when I raised an objection despite his assertion That I express my feelings freely. He said I was insecure. My heart is broken. I need help. I need direction. Someone...please...talk me through this..