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Thanks LadyBlue for your support and feedback... I must confess I admire you... You have started the longest and most difficult journey a girl like us can do... I thought about this when I discovered my preferences (I was 12), I thought I wish I was a girl. In fact, I really wish I'd born as a girl... But I am unsure what my behavior would be, probably more virtuous... hihihihihi.... Today, I am scared about the point of no return, I mean, hormone therapy started and you have small breasts then they become bigger with surgery. In that moment you're not a boy nor a girl and have small opportunities to find a "normal" job (except prostitution and porn)... And then, personally (and I will later write a detailed post) I like sex with men but I never kiss them and never cum. Not only, I like they touch me or suck me.... but I can't take the male role... I feel impossible to "fuck" a man... despite my erection and how horny I can be... And I had two girl-friends! I even had a short relation with a delicious Brazilian shemale.,, I think I love what I do today... that dual part of sex. Probably I am playing with my fantasies, perhaps I am having sex with myself... who knows? With all my Love!

Thank you so much Aurore, I really appreciated your words. That gives me the push I need to continue talking about me. I hope we can meet in the game...

Here we go again! I'd like to tell you now how I prepare myself to meet men... mmmmh.... You recall I told you I usually meet them every Friday and Saturday evening in Casa de Campo, that is a public huge garden at west of Madrid But I never go there when it rains (I know... I know... Rain is unusual in Madrid.... hihihihihi)... My parents... did I tell you I am lonely child?... think I meet some friends for a drink/dance... I normally start my preparation with a hot bath and look for my body hair prior to jump in.... Any unexpected hair is removed!!!... Everywhere... I just leave a straight arrow on my pubis... After the bath, I take the shower, and clean my back internally as I hate men get bad surprises on their penis... berk! Then I massage my body with some oil and then some perfume (I love Alien!) and I check again I do not have hair on my body... hihihihihihihi... It is like an obsession! And I dress myself. First thing I do is to hide my penis under a pantyliner (absorbent piece women use) and then I dress a v-string (sometimes a swimming panty). I look for something practical rather than sexy at this stage... And then I dress my tights (I love Wolford as they make me feeling so sexy) normally natural or black, semitransparent with a glossy finish). I don't have natural breasts but silicon prostheses I purchased in ebay (t-girlshopcom). They are huge (36DD) and heavy so I place them under an adapted thin bra... They look so real! And then I dress my lingerie.... always bra and panties of same model... always from Victoria's Secret as they are sexy and not very expensive... At this point, I am almost ready to leave home under a boy camouflage... hihihihihi... so nobody notice how I am really dressed... There is an industrial area, close to my home, empty at night and I drive there with my Toyota Aygo (my 18th birthday gift... )... I remove boy clothes and then I put my sexy dress on... I purchase all that clothes in ebay (netpinky or fashions4fetish.com) and I have preference for wet look mini dresses that are made of nylon so perfect to fit me... Finally, I put my boots on and start make up. I don't have much light in my car at night so it is hard for me to do a proper make up... so I try to simplify it to: face powder, some color, red lip liner and gloss. I rarely work my eyes or eyebrow. Ohhh... I am almost ready... I place my wig on... I do have 3 all made of human hair, my favorite has a french lace front in black-red color... wow!... that I purchased again in ebay (wigelegance). And... finally... I am ready to offer my back and my lips to those men who love girls like me...

Hey Robo, we all have the same issue and there is already a topic as Pashion showed on her reply... Patience.... ** SMACK! **

A sensual Happy birthday from Spain... Muchas felicidaes y muchos besitos!!!

Hey, I love all clothes we have in the girl dress room but I'd appreciate some simple things. Pantyhose, we just have fishnet style. Have you ever seen girls with fishnet pantyhose in real? I purchased below pantyhose in different colors cause I love their "satin" touch. They are sexy and elegant and I'd recommend we have them in all different colors so we can combine them with any outfit. Another sexy pantyhose I wish I could have is the one below. And I feel very frustrated with boots as we really have one model that is musketeer style (fetish really). Same question... have you ever seen girls with such boots in real? I wish we could have below platform knee high boots in all possible colors.

Hey, I found may guys in the game who ask for the shemale character and I'd love we have it. I don't think it will change my behavior as I never penetrate boys and I never cum with them... But I really need a penis in my female character because it is what I am in real. I can't imagine the pleasure to see myself "screwed" by a boy showing my penis in erection... It only happens today when we do sex with girls in the game and it makes me just "real"! Oh God! Give me a penis... please... and allow me to show it every time I do sex...

Oh thanks Terry, yes I recall you very well. You know how I am and yes, I want to keep being the same person you met. I just have discovered the forum and thought it could be a place where I can talk about me. I hope people will appreciate.... Kiss.

Hey, I am travestite since 3 years and I am not thinking to become a shemale as I love my duality (boy - girl) and I take no medicines. I live with my parents (I am only child) and study at University... I have a feminine look body but no breasts (and I am not looking for surgery)... I am 1m74 (5.7 ft) tall and weight 61 kgs (134 pounds), blond hair and blue eyes... Oh I forget.... I am just 20... .I am full shaved (I often go to hair removal studio to get my body free of hair)...Oh yes.... sorry.... my breast size... hihihihihi... I use breast prostheses I purchased in ebay (like everything else...) and they are 36DD.... wow!But my best part is my back... I work hard for it as I think it is what men look first before they speak to me...I don't share any picture as I don't want to be recognized but I found a picture of a tranny who looks like me (except she has brow eyes when I have blue).So what's next?Well... I love talking about me in real... Why don't I start some posts and I tell things about me? I would start explaining how I dress as a girl (with tons of suggestions on what to do, where to find).I can also comment how I feel when I meet men (how I do it, where, when...).I hope you will support me with your comments, questions....