Hey id like to add something on the main subject. Like i said, i have played both side and i have been deceiving for a long long time... I think i was skilled in a way to make it credible.. Now that i'm honest about my real gender it feel very ackwark, i feel judged like i never was, i feel like an anomaly and i can't help but question myself... Do most people really want honesty? I feel, at that point that the majority prefer the perfect illusion i could offer instead of the truth. I will continue to fight the urge of going back to my deceiving self but it get harder and harder. Not sure if i make sense but i wanted to share how being honest for 2-3 weeks is starting to make me feel