Poisoned

"I thought what I'd do was, I'd pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes. That way I wouldn't have to have any goddam stupid useless conversations with anybody." J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye

http://youtu.be/3l00yZtFrAM Just to give a bit contrast to the other song of theirs, The Protomen do a lot of different stuff. http://youtu.be/8NLjC2k96IM Apulanta - Wisdom Doesn't Lie Within Us... something little in finnish, its about being vindictive and how we can't forgive.

Kamelot is my favorite band, this is a newer song from them with the new singer Tommy Karevik, he is good but he is no Roy Khan. The Protomen, just too good.

Shy Jealous Happy Geeky Weird

Thank you so much Connall!! I love it!!

This song... I just dont know why I like it but I do Also the video is something to behold!

http://youtu.be/dkYKy-hdjAM This song speaks to me as an avid internet user... and I think it fits this place pretty well too. Also... Machinae Supremacy is always related to everything.

Have had this recurring nightmare for a very long time... havent had it lately though! The dream takes place in a hospital, at first I'm just walking down empty halls with a feeling of dread, then the lights start to shut off behind me... I start running away from the drakness as I know that there is "something" in it and if it catches me I'm dead or worse... so I run away through the twisting and turning corridors of this empty hospital with the darkness slowly catching up to me, as it gets closer the more decayed the hospital becomes and the more this feeling of utter terror rises in me. The dream ends as i see the exit door at the end of the corridor with light slipping from under it, but as I reach the door and open it only to find concrete wall behind the door, then the darkness envelops me and I wake up, terrified.

Some christmas fun with my love!!

http://youtu.be/Nba3Tr_GLZU I have an irrational fear of the dark (Nyctophobia) and I feel like Iron Maiden has captured how it feels really well in this song!

http://youtu.be/zpG8eq_W_Uc This is how I feel now and when I first met my dear love on here!

Just some pics of my amazing love and me on the yacht!

I would like to say that it should not come as a surprise to anyone who has ever been on the internet in some social capasity that some people claim to be female to garner attention and/or gifts of some form. It has been happening since the advent of the internet and I am afraid it is not going anywhere anytime soon. I would say that it has a lot to do with attention, the men who pretend to be female get more attention and find it easier to talk to other females (let's ignore for the time being that they are probably just talking to other guys), it is usually expected that the man make the first move and these men are most likely socially inept/awkward so it is easier for them to not initiate conversation but have someone else begin it. I would also like to give some food for thought: Anima In the male unconscious there is the concept of Anima, the inner feminine feelings/thoughts of the male, so it could be in some cases that the men pretending to be female are just either exploring their own psyche, their Anima, most likely unknowingly, or their Anima has possibly somehow got out of control to some extent. It's kinda late when I'm writing this so my apologies if it makes absolutely no sense.

True courage is to face yourself, to discover who you really are and not to cling onto a façade (or a Persona). I believe in Jungian Psychology (or Analytical Psychology) and I could go on and on about it, but that would be terribly boring for everyone but me.

I'm probably the most depressing person you'll ever meet and here is why: Describes me pretty well. http://youtu.be/WOki6L5Q260 How I used to feel for the longest time. I have a few more, but I will spare you the depression.