I am new to the lifestyle. Im an Alpha-Submissive woman. Im strong and a power player in RL. I front metal bands. Im a power vocalist...but im sexually submissive. Im also VERY straight. I was recently with a very charismatic Dom...that treated me like I was his #1...but was collecting a harem. He released me when I raised an objection despite his assertion That I express my feelings freely. He said I was insecure. My heart is broken. I need help. I need direction. Someone...please...talk me through this..