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I hate leaving messages. But I haven't been able to catch up with all my friends and I want to say goodbye. I need to return to RL... focus on my life for a little while. I don't honestly know if I will come back, but if I can... I'll send messages when I can. I'm not going to linger. If I do, I'll just keep hurting the one I love most here. I love so many of you I can't bear to single anyone out or make a list because then I'll miss people that I also love and they'll be mad and think I don't love them... and... I'm rambling... I know. Listen... if I love you... you know who you are. You know I will miss you. Jowie. I love you so so much. You are unbelievably special to me and always will be. I'll be here tonight and tomorrow. My room will be open so if you want to say goodbye for now, please feel free.

I always hated these kind of threads but I'll never catch everyone I would want to say bye too...so... It's a truly bittersweet parting but in my heart I know I'm doing the right thing even if it hurts to leave. I'm not leaving over drama but because I have to make the decision between RL and 3dx. That may seem like an easy decision but believe me it's not and I know that sounds stupid. The last 9 months for me in game have been by far the most amazing time I've had here...and one of the best times of my life in many many ways. That's all been because of one person. Teana...you're totally amazing in so, so many ways...beautiful...smart...and deliciously wicked. Deciding to leave was heartbreaking because of you. I have nothing but lots of happy memories of our time together and you've helped me grow in so many ways...thank you for everything...you've given me so much...I'll always love you y'know. I wish you all the love and happiness in my heart. ...and Twiggy...you've been like a best friend and a little/big sis since the moment I met you. You've often understood me better than I do myself. You're awesome...I wish you and Judd and your little one all the happiness I know the future is gonna bring you. Special bye bye hugs for UrToy, Jana, Abbey, Eclipse. I never got to know any of you as much as I wish I had...you always seemed so lovely. Wish you all the best for the future. *hugs* Everyone else...there's so many people I wanna say bye to I don't want to put names in case I forget someone. You know who you are. I love you all All of you...be kind to each other...please...for me? Bye xxx p.s I'll be in for the last time on Sunday to say bye but I'm not gonna handle it well so please be gentle