Zoë Posted February 19, 2019 Share Posted February 19, 2019 Hello, my name is Zoë, although in game I am known as Eidamir, the purple dragon. I have been around since the end of December, but been unable to post so far. Never been active in forums, but I like to write from time to time, so I thought about opening a "diary" to post my thoughts and feeling. For now, this is all. If this get out there, I'll start sharing my thoughts tomorrow. See you sometime, somewhere! Zoë, the girl who walks between worldsEidamir, the purple dragon Liguriac, Kaitlyn1989, BrantOn and 6 others 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted February 28, 2019 Author Share Posted February 28, 2019 Part 1: Finding MEWalking in shadows for a long time, a world call out.Curious stepped in there.For the first time found ME.Or started to found what I am.Made friend, fell in love but things were not as it seemed they were.Got hurt, an disappeared for long time.As I came back it was not the same.No more friends around...Made a few new friends but it was not the same anymore. The magic was broken... SusanLouisa and HazyRays 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 1, 2019 Author Share Posted March 1, 2019 Part 2: Going away Someone came searching for me.A conection was made, leaked outside, but in the inside of that world something was missing.Neither of us were too much in there anymore so I stepped out of that world, moved away, left it... just visiting for short pariods of time... and each passing day the visits were shorter and less frequent until I left for good.Back outside, back at what I am not, trying to be what I should be.Lost in what other see when they look at me out there. Kaitlyn1989 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 3, 2019 Author Share Posted March 3, 2019 Part 3: Outside Outside for a long time, I just didn't had more reasons to go in that world.Noone friend left there... noone outside either. Alone walking in darkness.I fell deep for the wrong one, once again, as I always do.I blew it up, we fight hard, I made a mistake, a mistake that destrayed all the chances I had of any kind of realationship with her.I was drown even deeper in darkness, I pulled myself out, started to just let go of the real me and turn myself into what I "should be".Lost in darkness I was for a long time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 3, 2019 Author Share Posted March 3, 2019 Part 4: Return Could not stand the outside anymore.A new world called me in.Returned to being me.Made new friends.More than one fell for me. But I couldn't.And a second world was open to me.Tried to keep both, but eventually a choice had to be made. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 4, 2019 Author Share Posted March 4, 2019 Part 5: Choice Walking between worlds is a hard task.Had to choose one or the other.Hard to do it, but the decision was easy.The possibilities there were infinity.The people there were nice to me.I liked that a lot, but was being drawn to the new world.Something... Someone really special was waiting for me.Although I didn't knew that, something told me I had to go there.Had to say my goodbyes there but what was stored for me at the end was the most beautiful thing one can ask for.But before getting there had to die... and reborn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 5, 2019 Author Share Posted March 5, 2019 Part 6: The Prurple Dragon's Death New world, new friends, new conections, new life.Found happyness. Found myself.A Star come to show me something new.I got lost in other emotions. I lost myself in other's feelings.A Kitty came to bring me back to myself.The hurt of beeing what I am started to hit me hard.I opened myself up, needed to do it, to take it out of my chest and hurted someone dear by doing it.I hurted so many people on my life that I could not bear it anymore.I started fading away... I would have left... go back to be what I am not, go back to the outside as I did before.I just wanted to take my heart out and throw it away.But someone... a girl... a very special soul came... hold me... hold me tight, even when she barely knew me, even when she didn't knew what was wrong. She held me in her arms as I died. I snuggled against her and cried until I had no more tears to shed. Kaitlyn1989 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 6, 2019 Author Share Posted March 6, 2019 Part 7: The Purple Dragon Reborn She held me as I died. And she brought me back to life.She did what noone could do, what noone can do.My heart is her's forever.She is the most amazing, caring, sweet soul I have ever met.She is my soulmate, she is my everything.She brought happyness to my life.My love to her will go on forever.My angel, my best friend, my lover, my fiancee, my everything. Kaitlyn1989 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 8, 2019 Author Share Posted March 8, 2019 This is a song that I wrote. This words come from my heart. REBORN I was breaking when you found me,You saw me thereYou came under my wingsWere there when I finally brokeHeld me tight as I died in your armsYou didn’t let me go You brought me back to lifeYou took me as I amYou let me spread my wingsAnd take you to the skies Was about to give up when you lifted me upYou saved me more than onceNow it is my turn to save youLet me lift you up I take you under my wings nowAnd I won’t let you goMy angel, I will always be thereI will protect you always You brought me back to lifeYou took me as I amYou let me spread my wingsAnd take you to the skiesYou brought me back to lifeYou took me as I amYou let me spread my wingsAnd take you to the skies SusanLouisa, Rob., Kaitlyn1989 and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rob. Posted March 8, 2019 Share Posted March 8, 2019 it is nice.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 16, 2019 Author Share Posted March 16, 2019 Changes are always hard.Sometimes they are for the better.Sometimes they are for the worst.But even the good ones are hard to make.Decisions are never easy to take, and even when you are certain of what you want to do, sometimes it is not easy to do it.A lot of changes going on in this Dragon's life, some good, some great... and some... makes me want to change again.Going through a rogh time in one world while going through the best in another.Life is short, enjoy it, do what makes you happy, what brings a smile to your face what makes you feel alive. Kisses and hugs. Kaitlyn1989 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted March 25, 2019 Author Share Posted March 25, 2019 Changing, growing, discovering myself.A hard Shell being cracked letting me out.It is amazing when you let yourself go of all ties.When you let yourself be yourself, follow your heart.Do not let anyone ever tell you what or who you should be.Be yourself, always! Kaitlyn1989 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted April 7, 2019 Author Share Posted April 7, 2019 Is it true what they say,Are we too blind to find a way?Fear of the unknown clouds our hearts today.Come into my world,See trough my eyes.Try to understand,Don't want to lose what we have.We've been dreamingBut who can deny,It's the best way of livingBetween the truth and the lies.See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree our minds and find a way.The world is in our hands,This is not the end.Fear is withering the soulAt the point of no return.We must be the changeWe wish to see.I'll come into your world,See trough your eyes.I'll try to understand,Before we lose what we have.We just can't stop believingBecause we have to try.We can rise aboveTheir truth and their lies.See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree our minds and find a way.The world is in our hands,This is not the end.I hear their silencePreaching my blame.Will our strength remainIf their power reigns?See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree our minds and find a way.The world is in our hands,This is not the end. SusanLouisa and Kaitlyn1989 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted April 10, 2019 Author Share Posted April 10, 2019 KYSSKnowing things are not the sameYou want me to be the same?Should I change back?Should I go away? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted April 21, 2019 Author Share Posted April 21, 2019 I am too shy,I am too sweet,I am too nice,I am too sentimentalFor this twisted world we live in.But I am not going anywhere.Because we need angels around here.And I am one of those angels. Kaitlyn1989 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zoë Posted November 6, 2019 Author Share Posted November 6, 2019 (edited) It has been a crazy ride. Not a year yet, since my dear friend and sister brought me here. And yet... it seems like a lifetime. A lot of emotions have pass through this fragil heart in all this time. Been a long time since last time I share something in here... so many things... so many changes. Got lost in others... happens a lot when you don't have some anchor that reminds you who you really are. This world seems to be the rushing world. Everything happening so fast... it is good to have finally found someone who sees it like I do, who like to take it slow. Took us almost a year to get here, were we are now, were we stand. She was always there, the only stable and lasting thing in this crazy world. I don't know where we are going... I don't know where will this lead us, all I know is that I am happy when I am in her arms. As I have never felt before. I am falling in love... have been falling in love for a long time. The feeling slowly but steadyly growing in my heart. A dear friend and sister decide to leave this world... and another dear friend becomes so much more for me... a mixture of sadness and happyness. To Kait, my dear friend, my sister, tho she won't be reding this: You'll be missed, but you'll always have a place in my heart. To Asty, my bunny builder, my girlfriend, my whole world: I love you. My heart is yours forever. (She might be more a kitty now than bunny, but she'll always be my bunny. :3) Edited November 6, 2019 by Zoë HazyRays and Aliviax 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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