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17 hours ago, Nektar said:

Is it possible to be so thoroughly fucked that suddenly you realise that you're completely and utterly owned by the other? This is not the defined relationship of a master and slave, but rather like nature asserting itself. Predator and prey. Alpha and beta. There might be a bit of struggle, but it's just prelude. The outcome was never in question. There's something very liberating about knowing your place in the order of things.

I know exactly how you feel.  I could not have expressed it as well.  It is like finding a piece of yourself that you did not know was missing.  Foreign yet familiar.  Excitingly yet dangerously comfortable.  Just sensing you have found your peace and all the pieces fit without any force.  Congratulations.  

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10 minutes ago, SusanLouisa said:

I know exactly how you feel.  I could not have expressed it as well.  It is like finding a piece of yourself that you did not know was missing.  Foreign yet familiar.  Excitingly yet dangerously comfortable.  Just sensing you have found your peace and all the pieces fit without any force.  Congratulations.  

Precisely this :) It is paradoxical in a way. You have to surrender yourself, and by giving yourself up you in turn get that piece that was missing.

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Just now, SusanLouisa said:

And....this...

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Some of this, and your previous statements sound very familiar.
I'm often on both sides of this equation, but I do understand the absolute power it brings when you choose to submit.
Or to be honored that someone submits to me, for that magical moment.
While the bond doesn't have to last for me, I understand the power of that endless moment.
Or think I do at least. 

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Star struck?!  That was me!  You were one of the first I met here on the forum and always a good person. Should have scored an autograph!

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Just now, JackPine said:

Star struck?!  That was me!  You were one of the first I met here on the forum and always a good person. Should have scored an autograph!

I stopped reading at the bolded part~
Kidding.
Awesome to read about cool people meeting up!

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17 minutes ago, Derai said:

I stopped reading at the bolded part~
Kidding.
Awesome to read about cool people meeting up!

Funny backstory.  When I first started on the forum I messaged a few people that were active posters that I enjoyed.  I was very wet behind the ears when it came to the variety of lifestyles, sexual orientation, etc.  I was a little confused perhaps,  and may have hit on Nektar thinking he being something totally different than the cool shit he is.  He let me down easy, and gave me an eye opening education to boot.  There are cool people here, and Nek is way cool.

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Oh, I remember :) I was crossing my fingers and holding my breath hoping you'd say you were totally into sissyboys when I clarified what I get up to on here (I believe that full disclosure is the best policy when it comes to stuff like this). I think you handled the whole thing well, we're just looking for VERY different experiences on here ^^

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Most of the time, my virtual adventures involve men, or the occasional fellow sissy. The obvious reason for why this is is because I'm almost full-time gay, so naturally, I'm going to be looking in that direction. Also, some of the women on 3dx are quite intimidating, frankly xD But every now and then, a woman catches my eye, and I gather up the nerve to go talk to her. I don't regret that I did :) Here's to you, marvelous women of 3dx, for making this gayboy occasionally stray from the path :P 

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I give World Chat a lot of guff for being an awful place full of bigotry, trolling and general unpleasantness. Lately, however, it's become even worse 

 

What the fuck am I looking at?

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I am going to have to revise my stance on World Chat a bit. Depending on what time of day you're on there it can be a most awesome place with actual interesting conversations and people who haven't been socialized by rabid coyotes :) 6AM is where it's at 😁

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When not making vague allusions and innuendos in my diary, what's a "day" in the 3dx life of Nektar actually look like? 

* Log in and collect that sweet, sweet 3dx gold. 

* Immediately jump into the character editor to do some half-hearted changes to my avatars that never really stick.

* Check my messages and friends list. Who is online? Is this the time for a casual chat or a hookup?

* Check World Chat. If there's something interesting going on, join in. If people are being World Chatty, do some drive-by snark.

* Eventually start going from room to room. If my friends list didn't result in a hookup, I tend to jump into the Sissy Boys and Admirers-room (Best place to find a man who appreciates my "talents") or if there's a fantasy RP room open switch to my fantasy-alt Anaideios (you should fuck him). If @BonnieMonella is hosting a room, go there immediately and dance myself stupid ❤️

* If none if the above action is going on, keep hopping around and chatting/going back to the character editor until I either strike gold with some hunk or log off and do stuff unrelated to sexy times.

So there you have it. The great mystery unraveled. Till next time, hugs and kisses!

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