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1 hour ago, Nektar said:

That sucks. Ideally people should have brought you in as well. I'm guessing tempers were a bit on edge at the time 

It's since been resolved amicably.
One of the two did approach me via Discord and explained the underlying issues and even apologized for dragging me into an seemingly ongoing thing.
Sometimes things do work out, just need to have patience.
I do struggle on that front heh. 
I'm not the most patient person around, by far.
But I do try, and things will work out, eventually.

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Been seeing events and mentions of players passing away as of late again.
I'm always... Skeptical of those.
And I have a rather unpopular and maybe even upsetting view on these.
 

I feel that any such 'memorial' events should be Private, because holding them Public makes the Hosts of such events feel disingenuous, you want to Honor the memory of the passed one. Sure.
Then honor them among their friends, their loved ones, but DON'T make it a public spectacle with Posters and Advertisements.
Send out invites to people personally if needed.
Anything else is just farming an alleged tragedy for personal fame and reputation.

Plus it invites disruptions on the event itself.
How often hasn't a Public 3DX wedding or memorial been disrupted by random people coming in and fucking in plain view to disrupt and troll?

The second thing concerns my view on said 'tragedies' themselves.
I always wonder...
How do they find out?
How do they find out that their friend died?
I can't imagine the loved ones of these people IRL, sending a message to random folks on a game, that they passed away.
So how do those Online here, find out about the passing? 

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36 minutes ago, Coldheart said:

I just died.

AVENGE ME!!! AVENGE ME!!!

 

Gotta love that movie. 
The reboot retooled this moment into a summary execution I believe. 
This scene is more powerful but also stretched my Suspension of Disbelief. Them having that long a conversation without being caught. 

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10 hours ago, Derai said:

Gotta love that movie. 
The reboot retooled this moment into a summary execution I believe. 
This scene is more powerful but also stretched my Suspension of Disbelief. Them having that long a conversation without being caught. 

 

I was just a child when I saw this movie on HBO here in the States, so for me at that time it was not difficult to make the entire movie realistic to me.

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22 minutes ago, Coldheart said:

 

I was just a child when I saw this movie on HBO here in the States, so for me at that time it was not difficult to make the entire movie realistic to me.

I can imagine that actually, it did play into the fears of the era eh?

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Welp...
Guess I'll have PLENTY of time to play 3DX in the coming week(s)
Miss 'Rona has come a'knocking for me it seems...

At least my Doctor seems to think so, she sent me to make an appointment right away, and now we wait till I get the test done.
Quarantine till then.

Oh well...

 

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1 minute ago, Derai said:

Welp...
Guess I'll have PLENTY of time to play 3DX in the coming week(s)
Miss 'Rona has come a'knocking for me it seems...

At least my Doctor seems to think so, she sent me to make an appointment right away, and now we wait till I get the test done.
Quarantine till then.

Oh well...

 

Miss 'Rona?  'dat bitch! 

I know a fighter, and that's you! 

You got this, but sending you positive energy and best wishes, Derai! 

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2 hours ago, Derai said:

Welp...
Guess I'll have PLENTY of time to play 3DX in the coming week(s)
Miss 'Rona has come a'knocking for me it seems...

At least my Doctor seems to think so, she sent me to make an appointment right away, and now we wait till I get the test done.
Quarantine till then.

Oh well...

 

Be well, Derai. 'Rona don't know who she's messing with.

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6 hours ago, JackPine said:

Miss 'Rona?  'dat bitch! 

I know a fighter, and that's you! 

You got this, but sending you positive energy and best wishes, Derai! 

 

4 hours ago, Nektar said:

Be well, Derai. 'Rona don't know who she's messing with.

 

2 hours ago, ☙𝔼𝕩❧ said:

I wish you to be well, Derai ❤️

 

1 hour ago, Pandorra said:

Give her a butt kick and be soon well again!

 

1 hour ago, Anaganda said:

get well soon, dear 😘

Thank you all ❤️

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It's finally happened.
Lost my cool.

Writing this with tears in my eyes, and the faces of loved ones hovering in the watery ghostly edges of my vision.
Loved ones lost to Cancer.
It runs in my family, and a few short months ago, I myself had a scare after finding a lump in my armpit.
The specter of cancer is never far away, my other half's family also had some perish because of it.
And my upstairs neighbor had parts of his intestines removed not 3 weeks ago, also cancer.

It is a scourge on humanity.
And it's just not done, to use it as an Insult.
It speaks of the lowest of the low.
To use that, or any disease for that matter, as an insult.

 

And that made me lose my cool.
Some will read this and scoff.
For what am I but a mere DramaQueen, getting offended by mere words from a crazy person.
I should just ignore it, ignore her.
And they are right.
I should.

She won.
She found the one thing, the one dark pit of insults and depravity where I cannot go.

 

For what it's worth to all you that read this.
I am sorry for my meltdown.
I'll be fine, in time.
Regular programming will resume.
So to speak.
Thank you for reading and take care.

Hug your loved ones, they can be gone way to soon.
 

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The person who calls you "cancer" is that herself, a dishonest, selfish, generally bad person who knows nothing just spreading hate under the disguise of "love". A typical dumb individual whose only goal is to intrigue behind the scenes, and talk shit of others. Pure trash, whoever that is. Just ignore and don't bother with vermin.

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Thanks for the support you guys and gals. 
I’m good now, just slow to learn I suppose. 
Should have ignored her years ago. 
But I figured she made for a convenient verbal punching bag. 
Yes, what I did to her is bullying. 
But I figured, bullying a bully would be ‘okay’

I was wrong. 
Lesson learned. 
Or so I hope. 
 

I’ve got bigger things to worry about. 
Much love to all of you, and stay safe!

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May we all learn from this, Deari (misspelled on purpose!).  I know I have. 

Worry hat on this one put back on the shelf.  Damn, that thing always musses my hair up~

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