how to start. well, firstly a huge apology to people i've hurt/offended/whatever else. i've had a rough time and i've took it out on people i shouldn't have. i know that's no excuse, but there you go. it's an ugly side of me, but i hope you can all see the other side, where i do care and love meeting new people. i know i said i was leaving, but yeah am obviously back here writing this and probably making a mess of it. i've made friends here, and i hope to make more. i don't want enemies on this if it can be avoided. i know some of you were only trying to help or showing "tough love" and ive thought long and hard, but i guess all it comes down to is i'm sorry and i hope you all can give me another chance and see the better side of me. thanks, Jamie xx