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Hehe I might join you show my pinkness. Your rock doing this for a great cause. I support you all the way but not just breast cancer for all cancer. 

And BTW you rock with the roses, don't ever stop being you. 

Hugs 

IT WOULD BE AWESOME TO SEE YOU IN AND OTHERS IN PINK.

It is ALL cancer, I agree, but like I told someone, I smoke so if I get cancer I knew of the chances but chose to anyway. With breast/prostate there really is no rhyme or reason because it is so random and destroys lives of people who have done all they could to avoid it. Don't get me wrong as someone with serious lung issues (sarcoidosis) who has tried everything to quit but truly can't. Like 10 years ago, I was in the hospital for 7 1/2 weeks and never had a cigarette, didn't even really miss them. The very day I was released one of the first things I did was buy a pack of cigarettes. That wasn't the first time either, boot camp same thing. Left boot camp went straight to Orlando airport for my flight to San Diego for A school and the first thing I did was buy a pack of cigarettes.

As for the roses, I don't know, the past few weeks (and I won't delve to deep here, in a pm maybe) I just feel that people take advantage of me and treat me like crap for their own selfish reasons. I had one person, approach me out of nowhere Telling me they wanted to show me a place in one of the default rooms few people knew about the next day because it was late... they even set up a time. Next day, I'm on and see them on my friend's list not wanting to be a pest I send a rose to let them know I am there... never answered me. So, I was stood up, big deal... but that was just the start of a trend like that. I don't know if I pissed someone off or what but damn. Then there are the ones who come up and hug me in a room, so I go to hug them and all of a sudden they are cussing me out in pm, "don't you EVER fucking touch me you green mental midget." Won't name names, but they have found themselves off my friends list or depending on what they say ignored fast, then they wonder why. And almost every one of them have that little,  (paraphrasing here) this may be a game to you but to some it may be taken differently, treat others with the respect you want because there is a living person on the other side. 

So, instead of not giving roses to certain people like that or to give them and know they are not appreciated, I have come to the conclusion, fuck it, why give them at all, I mean very few will even talk to me or say thank you. It's like they don't even seem to care. I will probably do it in PMs but why do it in local when it just interrupts others conversations and the people getting them for the most part truly don't give 2 shits.