Kuru

I finally got some sex last night. The 3 day drought is over. And you know what? It was not even worth speaking on or glorifying. There's no real challenge here it seems. I sat in a room that accepted the notorious cold invite style of play. I simply took my cock out and started masturbating on the sofa. Next thing you know, some Vietnamese woman offers her services and we're getting it on. The whole while I'm thinking to myself how easy this was. Almost too easy. I didn't even enjoy it really. I was looking at it and she would offer a position change. Each time she did I declined it. I felt like the only way to get some sort of enjoyment out of it was to control the pace 100% of the time. Even that didn't cure the mundane attitude about finally having some sort of sexual encounter. I let her suck my cock for a while. I proceeded to bang her in the doggy style position for a while and released on her torso region. It wasn't that long at all. She said not one word. I put my clothes on and sat back down thinking to myself " Is this what it's about? Like is this how the game goes? " There has to be something more fulfilling. Something with more substance. I'm not the man whore type that's for sure. I'm not just here to have sex with many. I see with clear vision now that I am a bit of a romantic. I like the build up, the connection, the depth. On this day, I lean on a wall in Sins Club simply observing the crowded population. Everyone is here for their own reasons. Why am I here? Well, it started as an experimental thing. Curiosity in regards to the virtual sex. It's pretty much a done deal in the department of do I like this game. I clearly do. Now, I'm walk into another dimension. Who will I meet? Who will I find? That will captivate this abstract mind of mine. ❄

This game will go for as long as 3DX is online and working. The rules are simple. You will continue the story with 4 sentences. 4 sentences is the MAXIMUM and MINIMUM. Four sentences. I will start it and it will go from there. DO NOT POST A REPLY THAT IS NOT RELEVANT TO THE GAME!! That includes comments like " Oh wow this is so good " or " Can't wait to see how this continues ". Makes it difficult to keep up with the story. So, here we go.. Once upon a time there was a man who logged on 3DX while his car was getting towed. He looked at his computer screen putting in his credit card information while hearing the sounds of chains being hooked to hard steel. It was the harsh reality of what happens when you don't have your priorities in order. His face was blank, as he finalized his order for 20,000 XGold.

So in very Justin Timberlake fashion I brought sexy back. No more blue skin but I will keep the mask. I just found out I can change the color of it. Should be fun to switch the colors around here and there. Oh, and will keep the top hat as well. I suppose I'll take the mask off when it's time to play in the nude with a worthy dame. But yes, I'm still in a drought. ❄

Day 3 of no sexual encounters. I'm starting to re-think this blue 'ice' skin ordeal. I just might be cock blocking myself. I mean I've seen my blue self naked before and it's not at all sexually arousing. It looks dirty actually. Some how the blue tint gives way for dark shadow type tones that look like dirt instead. My attempts to attract a mind over a superficial person are starting to grow a bit weary. Which illuminates a valid point in mankind. The art of attraction. What actually attracts us to one another? Is it really that deep or is it really as simple as liking what you see? I've been online chatting with people for well over 15 years and have learned so many things in regards to how things go on this particular stage of communication. It sort of shifted when virtual worlds came to be. Now, it seems that people are more so trying to express how it's the inside of a person that attracts rather than the exterior. I dare to believe that people who think like that are probably those who don't get out much in the real world. People who may have let themselves go and now are no longer sexually desirable on the outside and have substituted real life encounters with online ones. I may have fallen victim to this train of thinking. I sort of been talking to people in this way more so than in real life. It's convenient for me. I love to type. I love to write. I have creative gifts that allow me to fulfill them here with visual aids such as an avatar and pictures. It's different than the usual real life communication but it may become a problem if this turns into the reality more than reality itself. Perhaps I forgot how this whole thing works. The law of attraction. What truly attracts a person to you? What has usually attracted women to me? Until the computer became my lover I never really had to say much to attract a woman. I'd simply start dancing and she wanted me. I suppose it should come as no surprise then if I'm not really having much success on 3DX with attraction. I would put my real life pictures up but that's the usual behavior. I try to be different. I try to stand out. I try to be that flavor you never tasted. Hoping some one would see it or appreciate it. But on this 3rd day of no sexual encounters I'm starting to think maybe that's just not a rational way of thinking here. I'll play with this blue skin for a little while longer and if it's still a stagnant sexual life then I'll just put on a very pale skin and call it a day in the night time cause the sun shines only when the moon is right. ❄

Good advise. Thanks to the both of you. Luckily I'm ex military so I'm pretty sure how to get back into shape without the help of a trainer. I just needed to know what exercises I needed to do in order to get this belly fat off. They said the traditional cardio way like fitness bikes or running are not at all effective in losing that belly fat. When I saw the exercises it immediately brought me back to basic training and football practice. I don't feel as though I need a doctor in this regard. I'm just out of shape. Not for long though. ❄

Recently, I did some research that derived from me clicking on a particular exercise video on YouTube. I'm in my mid 30's and am now seeing the belly that we men deal with at this age. I've been seeing it for a while but never payed it too much mind. I figured I was probably eating too much and I was just full. To where now I'm actually feeling my gut. It's like I'm pregnant or something. Somehow, I have a more empathetic heart to women now. Anyway, I'm looking at my gut and I'm not pleased with what I see. Wasn't sure what to do about it in regards to exercise. I tried jogging like 2 weeks ago but it's getting colder outside and I don't like cold weather too much. I naturally paid it no mind after the jog but man was my legs burning the next day. Fast forwarding back to present day I look at this YouTube video about six pack abs. They're talking about the right and wrong ways to lose belly fat. They even go into how it's made and what happens to the male body as it gets older. I've come to learn that we men also have the capacity to produce estrogen cells which is what creates the fat. If I'm remembering correctly. It's where the " man boobs " come from. Estrogen cells. Due to what we eat and lack of activating our testosterone. Needless to say I was not about to let this get out of control. I now have a better understanding of men who walk around with big bellies and fat chest. It's a clear indication of a lack of testosterone and loads of estrogen. I'm a man. I want my testosterone!! I did research on how to activate the hormones necessary to get testosterone levels back to where they need to be. In doing so it creates the necessary cells that actually attack fat cells. So in learning the exercise techniques to solve this issue, that I gladly caught early on before it got worse, I immediately have begun the new work out plan. I worked out the first night, two nights ago, and felt good. The next morning? My body was aching. It's fine, I would tell myself. I haven't worked out that hard since my football playing days in High School. I'll get back on track and it'll be a piece of cake after a while. No pain no Gain, right? I work out again that night. Wasn't as hard as the night before cause I was still a bit sore but I still managed to do a decent work out. Working on my core mostly. To wake up today and feel like a handicap. I mean I am aching. I can't even sneeze without my abs crying to me that they are activated yet are not used to this attention. It takes about a good 5 seconds for me to get out of my desk chair to simply go to the restroom. I'm walking like a penguin pretty much. I may have over worked my body that has been in such a lazy mode for the past 10 years. To immediately start humping those work outs like I'm a teenager again is really backfiring at the moment. It's good though. I've always considered myself to be a tough guy and can handle pain pretty well. But on this day I say " Whoa, there big fella ". I'm going to rest up for a day or two and start the work outs again. It's good to know that these new exercises actually work cause I do feel the burn days after. I just have to pace myself and be a bit more realistic. It's a joy to know that I'm going into the New Year already in my resolution. Which is basically to love myself more by taking care of my body better. ❄

Well, today was a new day for new things. A woman actually showed some interest towards me. Can you believe it? I sure as hell couldn't. So this is how it happened. The woman added me last night but shortly after accepting her random friend add she logged off. So, I didn't have a chance to speak with her. Then today comes. I'm in Club Fresco as usual and I see her upstairs. So, I go upstairs. One step, two step, three. To then see a man already sitting with her. No big deal. I simply sat at the high top behind them and gave her a PM anyway. In conversation she asks me why didn't I talk to her last night. I told her and she replied that I appeared to be busy when she added me because I was standing next to a woman at Love Island. I didn't even know that woman whom she thought I was busy with but now I see how things can look like something that it truly isn't. In telling her that I was a bit thrown off because she sort of pushed me to the side. Or at least that's how I took it. So, I walked away and gave her a snowflake as a parting gift. When she noticed I took her off my friend list she contacted me again asking why. I simply said perhaps adding me was an accident. After all, she didn't recall that when I initially brought it up. She insisted that it wasn't an accident. I invited her to the Love Island for a chat and she happened to already be there. I go and we talk. She was very interested in what I actually looked like. Which for me was a test of wills. I dare not show my face to anyone, that is the plan. It's for character development purposes. I've come to realize that it's the character of a person that makes them attractive. That interior then manifests itself to the exterior. She, however, shows herself openly. Various pictures of her face and body and yes she is very attractive. I've grown to learn that a picture is a picture. Nothing more nothing less. So I no longer fall head over heels like I used to do when I was a younger lad on internet chat sites. I did enjoy the photos she displayed nonetheless. As we talk she basically tells me that she can't have sex with guys like me because I'm too deep. Or for some reason I make it seem foolish to have sex on here. Perhaps I give off the vibe that I'm too good to have sex on a computer and would much rather have real life sex but I assured her that I am a pervert who does enjoy masturbating to 3D animated pornography. I don't think she really believed me when I said that. I'm not sure what is to come of this new acquaintance but I hope it won't get awkward due to assumptions. She is a young one as well. 18 years old. Isn't that the fantasy of most men my age or older? To bag a young one like that? I believe the genre of porn is Barely Legal in this regard. One thing I won't do is toy with her emotions. I think the best thing for me to do is to constantly remind her that if she wants to have sex with me here, it's fine. I still can't shake the thought that maybe she thinks she's not good enough for me in the realm of cyber sex. I often wonder if I'm intimidating to some and don't even realize it. I'm really not that great of a cyber sex partner. If anything, I'm very awkward. I try to say the things that my partner would enjoy hearing/reading. While enjoying my erection I'll say whatever needs to be said so that she can have the best sexual experience possible. When it's over I'll simply handle my situation myself. I can't help but wonder if my own display of theater scared off a potential lay? Do I come off as ' too much '? ❄

Well, this is day 2 of no sex. Just a bunch of room roaming and dancing for these past two days. Had a few good conversations that are literally a hand fun in reference to quantity. Other than that, just a bunch of dancing and observing others chat in World and Local. I'm not really sure what to say most times. I tend to do a lot of reading of profiles and for the most part the profiles I read don't even interest me enough to speak to the person. And they all seem a bit similar. Nothing really original screams out to me when I read profiles. Every now and again I'll respond to a person greeting a room with a hello. It was actually fun to see a nemesis of mine online. Killed them with kindness until they couldn't take it anymore I suppose. That would probably be the highlight of my day. Showing a villain that they have no power nor victory. A warrior with words he may be but the day when he realizes that talk is cheap is the day he'll begin to see the foolishness he exudes. I see it. I can only hope he does the same one day. So, my life isn't that exciting if you were looking for some sexual tales. I don't really have much sex. But when I do I'll gladly share that rare episode with you. It's the times when sex isn't happening is when you truly see the uniqueness in people. It's how you separate the humans from the zombies. ❄

I voted sexual pose as the priority. It should always be the priority. The day sex is no longer the priority here then that would begin the demise of 3DX. The other requests are from those who have been here longer and have grown desensitized to the sex. If we are to cater to the ones already here or who have been here for years and totally ignore the priority which is sex and make it about other things then what will happen over the years when new users come along and see that it's more so like 3DX social chat rather than 3DX sex chat? ❄

​ I'm in Sins Club to start my Saturday morning. To be welcomed by many bodies but one stands out among them all. A dark skinned curvaceous woman wearing a fishnet suit and a feathered eye mask. Her body moves in such melodic motion while I stand afar behind the bar wondering exactly who she is and where has she come from. My curiosity lured me to view her profile to know more and I realize that she puts a price on her body. Based on the amount of gifts she has received I'd say she is quite successful at what she does. She's a source of pleasure, instant pleasure. So, I'll be the first to admit that I have pondered the idea of partaking in the prostitution fantasy. It's easy and direct. Some how it still doesn't sit all the way right with me in regards to truly being pleasing because it's just that easy. I happen to enjoy the emotional component that comes with sexual encounters. There's no emotions with prostitutes. They're trained to have you believe they are emotionally into you but when the deed is done they grab their funds and leave you. Those are just a few thoughts that tend to encourage me to not carry out the purchase of pussy tactic. As I continue to stare at this dark curvy woman on stage. ❄

I happen to be a human being that dares to believe that I do have other senses that activate during my time of being alive that aid in the way I interpret things, understand, and gather information. I'll call them my " spidey senses " seeing that Spider-Man is one of my favorite comic book heroes. So, one of my spidey senses went off while reading a certain users forum. Reason being, this person sounds similiar to another user. Now I do realize that we all have the right to do whatever we want, when we want, and how we want. Some things, however, often times strike my curiosity. Things like, marrying yourself. Could it be that we as a species have become so astounding at lying that we now make up ways to be what we're not and be who we are all at the same time in the name of marriage? It's a clever idea indeed but when it's noticeable is when I would deem it a failure. I do realize that we may meet a partner who is so similar to us but there are some things that are just unique and just for you. As I began to read this user's entry I stopped around the beginning portion of it. My senses just didn't allow me to continue because I felt like I was being lied to. It felt like a man figured out a way to continue his anonymity after failing the first time in regards to being a woman. To then masterfully come up with a story that seemed to be a victory which was meeting a woman on here and they are now a real life couple that apparently still use 3DX. To then see, the woman, write an entry that is strikingly in the same vernacular and style as the man. The thing that really aroused my spidey senses was the length of it and format. I'm not at all at ease with this feeling I'm having for I'm not even sure if I'm right or wrong. Something just told me to not read it any further. ❄

I use Gyazo and have had no problems with it. Usually what I do is turn the overall screen to WINDOWED from settings. Or simply press alt+Enter. Once I change it to a windowed look I simply go up top and drag it up or down just a bit so that my Gyazo icon can show at the bottom of my task bar. And I just take pictures that way. ❄

Christmas draws near and the abundance of Christmas spirit grows more and more. It is during this time of year where people are showing forth their Christmas spirit with various outfits and rooms catering to this time of year. As I dance in such a room that is truly decorated in holiday fashion I realize how lonely I am. How the only conversations I tend to have are the ones I in fact initiate. Sometimes, I look at that and wonder why doesn't anyone initiate anything with me? Then I looked at my avatar and laughed a bit. In being abstract I do often time forget that it comes with solitude. I'm comforted in knowing that it's truly a blessing to be able to control your surroundings with out really having to put forth much effort. To just be yourself is the remedy and of course honesty would be the needed compliment to such a concoction. But I do enjoy viewing the beautiful dames that roam 3DX. I never was good at picking up women. I've always wondered why. I speak well, my personality is great, yet I drop the ball in this area mainly in the approach segment. That walk up and first line scenario is where I get goosebumps or second thoughts. Same thing applies here interestingly. I do fairly well I suppose with a simple hello and acknowledgement of how I liked something on their profile or photo gallery. When the ice has been broken it then stays at a friendly type level and rarely goes to sex which is okay with me. Sometimes, however, I get that urge to just be bold and claim the pussy and demand it to be under my control for a moment or two. But that thought often stays in the cage. I still haven't worked up the comfort of being that type of guy here on 3DX. Sure, it's liked. The whole dominant thing. I just feel I'd be a bit too dominant and actually turn the woman off. But another day, another tune. Love the music and all the toons. As I try to deal with a lower back pain I sit back and enjoy the conversations and illustrations of the various minds I share this virtual land with. ❄

Well, today I realize why the genre of music may be called Trance. I'm not all the way educated on this style of music. It's the music that plays in Club Fresco. The beat, the repetition, the bass. So hypnotizing that I literally find myself in a trance simply enjoying this rhythm flow through every crevice of my cranium and on occasion forget I'm even in my chair or what day it is. It is truly an amazing sound. Other names I've heard that may describe this sort of music played in Club Fresco is Techno, Electric, and House music. I believe these sounds to be real dance music. I dance and I dance and I watch and I learn. It is truly a life like experience. I used to go to clubs that actually look very similar to Club Fresco. The lights and upper levels bring back fond memories of my clubbing days. It was a lot of fun and to be able to relive that experience here is truly a delight. I like how some general locations have a style of music that caters to the room itself. Love Island plays the love music. Sins Club plays the rock. The Yacht plays soothing music that emulates the very water if floats upon. A work of art 3DX is. Every day I'm reminded of this fact. Truly intoxicating. You can gather a bit of information based on rooms you see people in frequently. I dare to say that consistent Club Fresco goers are truly the dancers of this community. The lovers of rhythm and beat. Party people if you will. I would gladly put myself in this category if there was such a need to make one. Interestingly, I had my first orgy type session in Club Fresco just last night. It was myself and a woman on one sofa. 3 people on the other and 2 separate couples in the open area. All took place on the upper level behind the DJ Booth. I truly enjoyed having sex with my partner to the repetitive thump thump the music ensued. I would say it's the preferred music for orgies. Party hard, and sex harder! ❄

It amazes me how ideas tend to take a snow ball effect. Something as simple as a cool name accompanied with a cool picture sparks an idea that creates a portrait of the most unseen reality. Today, in reading such wholesome material from another user truly ignited an enthusiasm to really focus on my gift of expression that is very abstract at best. I dare not say that I'm the only creative mind or the most creative of minds here on 3DX. In my short time here I've seen many creative minds wonder these virtual lands with delicious profiles that truly satisfies a soul like mine. To those I encourage you to continue your display of creativity and let it run wild and free. Show no limits and have fun. As for me, I see that I have evolved into a mystical idea of sorts. By using the gift of anonymity it adds to the potency of this task I have now chosen to embark on. I believe it's healthy for an adult to carry on in this way because for me it brings me back to the days of my youth. Where I would play with action figures and create story lines for my hand held characters to then have them carry out those actions while assisting it with sound effects made by my own mouth. It was truly a good time as I look back on it. But, as a man you throw away childish things and at my age I don't find it at all amusing to play with hand held dolls. I have now converted to playing with virtual ones. How do they differ? Well the hand held dolls I would play with in my youth were pre-made. They already had an identity and I already knew their names based on the television program they were originally seen from. The only creative freedom I had was the story line with those figures. Now, as an adult I can create a doll all by myself. A doll that represents me in such a creative way. It tells a story and not only does it serve as a source of brief entertainment for those who see me around on 3DX but it serves as an ongoing revelation to who I am. To where now I am the director of my own little movie that is very interactive because it involves everyone who I share this community with. It is far more entertaining to play with virtual dolls in comparison to hand held plastic ones. As a growing boy I did have male dolls and female dolls. Puberty began to take it's course and there have been times where the Pink Ranger had some sexual time with G.I. Joe. My how the times have changed in the realm of playing with dolls. Now, my creation can have actual sexual intercourse with a woman and I can put words to the scenario and witness an actual real response from the desired partner. It truly is a treat that never creates a cavity. So today, a few short moments ago actually, I was interested in doing something creative with my photo gallery. I seen a user do something similar to what I was about to do so I can not claim this idea to be of my own. It's only to say that there are a few kindred spirits that I have yet to talk to but hopefully will one day. So I began my task on my first picture and when done I was very pleased with it. Once my picture editing juices start flowing sometimes it's hard to stop so I went ahead and edited my display picture a bit. Adding a snow effect to it with my trademark snowflake symbol serving as a stamp on it. And as I looked at it for a while in amazement of what I've managed to put together I myself was deeply moved. It looks powerful to me and if I'm satisfied with it then it is done. However, the imagery I've created was so profound to me that I realized how 'normal' my avatar looked in comparison. It's hard to go from looking at a profile such as mine to then come back to an average Joe looking avatar. So, I go in Character Edit and began to brain storm and suddenly when looking at the skin tones the blue complexion shouted at me. Beckoning me to use it for a time such as this. It was clearly the direction I was wanting to go in and as I put that blue skin on I still wasn't satisfied. I needed something that would some what match the aura of my profile. The more I looked at my display picture I realized that this had to have been already written in the stars. I must've lived this life in another life because everything at this very moment was falling into place. The 2 much needed ingredients to finish my new avatar's look was the Top Hat and the white mask. With an icing on the frozen cake being the bow tie. While watching this unfold before my eyes I can honestly admit that I felt like a kid again. I look forward to the days ahead as I now come out even more with who I am to this very new virtual land. Hoping to spread gentle peace that comes from a cool spirit. ❄