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About Me
The Good
As I dive deeper into 3dx and many of its subsystems, I thought it might be a good idea to populate my forum profile with some "intel" on myself, too.
Originally, probably like everybody else, I arrived here looking for the saucy cakes. Yes, I wanted to live out those dark kinks, and well, I lived them out. And the funny thing with those allegedly "dark kinks" is that they are not remotely as dark as they seemed to be, if you find them to be in no way extraordinary.
After some time, again like most others, I've however come to the point where "the sex part" becomes much less important. It's not that sex has become completely irrelevant (still lots of fun!!), but what really keeps me here are some amazing people that I've found here.
Now, if you've read so far, you may wonder what dramatic, dark fantasies those might have been. That answer unfortunately you will only get as part of a private chat, because, well, no spoilers in my own profile
The other way round is probably easier anyway: No violence or humiliation games, just no. My desire to humiliate or hurt anyone is just non existent. Absolutely zero interest in anything kids related and I dislike any toilet games (ie scat). And if you finally spare me from bestiality please, then all is good.
The Bad
So what else can I tell you:
I'm very much into SciFi series, books and comics and I am an occasional video gamer (well, if you add 3DX, then it's not that occasional however ...). Besides this I like to spend my free time in the mountains, sweating on a mountain bike or, in winter, going up for backcountry skiing.
And music, of course. Nick Cave, PJ Harvey, Tom Waits, Beth Orton, Portishead, Neil Young and Lou Reed is some of the music that keeps me going. But won't say no to a good metal concert either. And recently, I started to listen a lot to industrial rock (EMA!!!).
Just look at that ooold masterpiece and say that you don't love this song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IaNaQHjIRE
My daily live evolves around very techy things and if you know what BGP is and maybe SDN, then we can have a lively discussion, while most listeners will probably think we're nuts
And, if that makes a difference for you, I'm pagan.
And The Ugly
Finally, to give you an independent and of course very objective view on my personality, here's the outcome of this wonderful "personality disorder test" http://3dxforum.com/index.php?/topic/4515-personality-disorder-test/ that Nikki posted some time ago:
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
As you see, I'm just your average, moderately anti-social, highly narcissistic and obsessive person, with some tendencies for avoidancy Unfortunately, even after looking it up, I still don't understand what "Histrionic" means ... so just take whatever you want to take from that
Lessons learned
pixel sex can get boring ...
sometimes things end differently from what you thought ...