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#41 Kaitlyn1989

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Posted 18 April 2019 - 11:18 PM

Well, appears it’s a TWOFER THURSDAY…. Ya can thank Phoenixsong and the motivating pinch.  ;) 

 

 

Inspired by song

Lyrics I can’t escape

Familiar Story

 

A tale of choices…

Countless made every day

Littered in “What Ifs”

 

Standing at crossroads

Should I stay or should I go

Tearing at our soul

 

Here is a story

Written by Ellie n Joel

Better than i could. 

 

Story of choices…

Possibilities, What if’s…

Or future regrets?

 

 

ONE Possibility

 

I'd like to get to know you,

I'd like to take you out.

We'd go to The Hell Mary,

and afterwards make out.

 

Instead I'm typing you a message,

That I know I'll never send.

Rewriting old excuses

Delete the kisses at the end.

 

When I see you, the whole world reduces

To just you n me, dancing in a room.

And then I remember… and I'm shy,

that gossip's eye will look too soon.

 

And then I'm trapped, overthinking,

And yeah, probably self-doubt.

You take my hand tell me to get over it,

Take a chance and take you out.

 

But I can't, I'm too scared

And there's the night-bus, I have to go

And the doors are closing and you are waving

And I like you, and I'll never let it show

 

And you won't wait and maybe I won't mind

I work better on my own

And now I'm, well, a bit drunk

And I ask myself….

 

What if it's not meant for me? love

What if it's not meant for me? love

 

 

ANOTHER Possibility

 

A few days pass since I last saw you,

And you have taken over my mind.

I'm re-telling your jokes that made me laugh

Pretending that they're mine.

 

I wanna tell the whole world about you,

I think that could be a sign.

I'm losing self-control and it's you,

It really is, one thousand times.

 

I look at your picture and I smile

How awful is that? I'm like a teenage girl

I might as well write all over my notebook

That it’s YOU that 'rock my world!'

 

But you do, you really do,

You've turned me upside down.

And that's okay, I'll let it happen,

'Cause I like having you around.

 

I'm electric, a romantic cliché,

And they really are all true.

And we catch eyes in a stupid party,

Now… I know exactly what to do.

 

I'll take your hand, and we will leave,

A French exit for me and you.

You know I'm home, a little bit drunk

Some things don't change and I know now….

 

Me and you were meant to be in love

Me and you were meant to be in love

 

 

Saving the best for last… though it got no LIKES when posted in Music thread….  still givin it a bump in my sanctuary. My thread… my rules. :D 

 

 

Wolf Alice – Don’t Delete the Kisses

 


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#42 Kaitlyn1989

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Posted 24 April 2019 - 03:29 PM

Decisions vary

Some easy n quickly made

Small consequences

 

Others… not so much

Personal, complicated

Matters of the Heart

 

Consuming shadow

Invisible to others

But always present

 

The only escape…

Come to a resolution

With the least conflict

 

Nothing of value

Comes easily, without cost

You can’t care, and not

 

Facing this crossroad

Not alone, with another

But affects us all

 

A loved one... alone

At end of her twilight years

Needing care and love

 

A new family

Building a life of their own

Busy living… dreams

 

Heart and Mind at odds

Dueling in the Pros n Cons

Wants, Needs… His, Hers, mine

 

Knowing what’s coming

I just have to accept it

My HEART… always wins

 

Decisions like paths

Have their own destination

I can’t live them both

 

They can’t be compared

Changing ME along the way

No longer the same

 

There’s no right or wrong

There IS only what matters

What matters to ME

 

Others will judge me

Regardless what i decide

I don’t LIVE with them….

 

But…. can’t escape ME


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Posted 04 May 2019 - 03:44 AM

What am I doing?

Why am I looking at this?

What should I do next?

 

Regular questions

Innocent, unalarming

Until they are not

 

Clues… undiscovered

Eyes… focused on another

A terrible truth

 

Exposes itself

Upon realization

Lives forever changed

 

A mind… losing RAM

A nurse… powerless to cure

A cruel life sentence

 

It's fate worse than death

With less rights than a convict

And no dignity

 

Treating pets better…..

When sufferings terminal

Quick to end their pain

 

New devil in town….

Preying on geriatric

Stealing happy endings


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#44 Kaitlyn1989

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Posted 20 May 2019 - 03:03 PM

One YES at a time

Each commitment takes its cut

Stripping me of time

 

Leaving me wanting

For all I have abandoned

No way to treat friends

 

Free to make a choice

An uncompromising heart

Goes where it’s needed

 

Stealing my “Harley”

Grounding her in distractions

Someone has to pay

 

PM’s go unread

Hiding… emotionally

unavailable

 

But still I return

Putting excuses to poem

All apologies

 

Unable to leave

Tethered here by another

I’m caught in between

 

Waiting for Life’s wind

To blow distractions away

Unshackling ME


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#45 Kaitlyn1989

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Posted 23 May 2019 - 03:41 PM


 

Easy but empty

Just going through the motions

Requires NO effort

 

Numbing all feelings

Turns player to observer

Into Walking Dead

 

If feelings are true

Heart will only be content

When it is ALL in

 

LOVING is CARING

Nobody has to tell us

Not even ourselves

 

Though hard… it gives back

Taking it personally

Makes it rewarding


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Posted 26 May 2019 - 12:37 PM

Though easy to say

Heart… endures its crushing weight

Mind … its endless wait


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Posted 27 May 2019 - 02:23 PM

No more confusion

She sits at my feet, cherished

She is fully owned

 

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Posted 28 May 2019 - 12:44 PM

I’m the chatty one

The wired social butterfly

Candid extrovert

 

I’m the “go get her”

The relentless aggressor

Impetuous one

 

I’m the risk taker…

An adrenaline junkie

It’s never enough

 

I’m the care-giver

A mother, a wife, a nurse

Selfishly selfless

 

I am who I am

Fearlessly independent

Fueled by compulsions

 

I am all these things…

But gladly gift them to her

To be submissive

 

To belong to her…

Placing “freedoms” in her care

She’s MY vacation.   :wub: 


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Posted 30 May 2019 - 08:35 PM

She is my sunrise

Greeting me ev’ry morning

Warming me in smiles

 

She’s my daily fix

The cure for my addiction

Never lets me down

 

She’s my lullaby

Taking me to La La Land

Sweetening my dreams


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Posted 30 May 2019 - 09:29 PM

You are mine to treasure

Mine to Adore

You are mine forever

Mine evermore

 

You are the Sub 

I am the Dom

You are the object

I look upon

 

On to your knees

its all you have to do

I am in charge

I'll take care of YOU

 

 

Kaitlyn ,

as you kneel before me, remember these words

Above all else, a Dominant cherishes their submissive in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives is the greatest gift of all

You ARE my precious heart.

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Posted 01 June 2019 - 03:53 AM

Two minds become one

Enslaved to carnal fiction

For needs never filled


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Posted 03 June 2019 - 04:46 AM

You are still my DRUG

The source of my addiction

But also its CURE


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Posted 05 June 2019 - 07:38 PM

Still don’t understand…

These feelings I have for YOU

Only…. they ARE real


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Posted 11 June 2019 - 02:04 PM

She is my Lady

Owner of my submission

I’m her precious heart

 

He is my Daddy

Owner of my perversion

I’m his twisted slut

 

Each feeds the other

Each owning me equally

Inseparable


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Posted 14 June 2019 - 02:19 PM

Just an acquaintance….

Whose memory was fading

As our lives march on

 

Until hearing news

Of her passing at 32

Losing to Cancer

 

Just an acquaintance?

The heart feels differently

Unable to lie

 

 

An inspiration…

Lover of life and people

Fighter to the end. 


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