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December 20, 2018 - A haiku

 

 

 

Need a pick me up?

Pay for someone’s drive thru meal

The easiest smile

 

What little it takes

A random act of kindness

To create ripples

  

Reach out… touch someone

Make a person feel special

You can change the world

 

 

Christmas means so many things to so many people, all but just a few i will never know… but i do know what Christmas means to me.

 

Being more spiritual than religious I tend to feel my way through these things rather than think, letting my heart be my eyes n compass.

For me Christmas begins at Thanksgiving… when i take count of my blessings realizing though I do not have all that I dream, I have what I need and much more than so many who have little or nothing at all.

Giving thanks and acknowledging my blessings soon compels me to give… which leads me to my kinda Christmas spirit. Giving… in small personal random acts of kindness. Bringing the unsuspecting a smile and being filled with a priceless feeling.

This is a selfish season for me, one that easily starts my day with a smile… going to a drive thru, though not a fan of the cuisine… but for the smiles. Ordering only a java but getting to pay for those behind me. This simple, small random act of kindness… makes my day. Fills my tank with high octane. it is like a drug. 

 

A pebble may not make the waves a large boulder does… but it makes just as many ripples, touching just as many lives, without all the fanfare.

 

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Wishing you all a Merry Christmas… whatever it means to you.

 

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Our house has no doors


We are free to come n go


We’re not prisoners


 


We do what we want


We play with whom we desire


We’re not exclusive


 


We have our own kinks


Cravings that need satisfied


There’s no jealousy


 


We LOVE each other


We like playing around too


But always come HOME....


 


Love you I do.... my friend n lover, my Lady n spouse... my everything.


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Once ordinary


Is now extraordinary


Seeing with new eyes


 


Owner of my heart


My complete attention hers


Watch closely and learn


 


Disguised as struggle


Muscles strengthen and limber


She knows what to do


 


Wide eyes absorb me


Unrehearsed smiles melt my heart


Those coos… my piper


 


I am ALL she has…


Our lives connected as one


She is ALL I want


 


All this excitement…


Not for first words or steps


But first roll over.


 


So many “firsts”… passing so quickly, trying to hold onto each one before becoming a memory.

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February 8, 2019 - Yep... another haiku, surprised?  :rolleyes: 

 

 

Hmm, coincidence?

The threads with the most drama

Get many views too

 

What’s the attraction?

What makes me a hypocrite?

Why do I visit?

 

Though not an actor

I am still part of the cast

Silent… but Guilty

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Yes, i know… nothing new here :( originally posted in 3dx Haiku’s. Another double post :rolleyes: but like the last one… this too is very special to me and belongs in the vault... joining the other pages of my life here. 

 

 

No worries… wouldn’t bait ya here just for a rerun ;) will leave you with a current piece of Kait… today, in my next post.

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Breakfast at Emile’s…. a Sunday morning treat

Now that’s 2 syllables not 3, pronounced like he looks ;) A-Meal”  :o  :D 

 

 

 

Music smothers me

Crowded floor energizes

Lighting adds its bling

 

Bodies in motion

Follow a beat… eyes can’t see

Glistening in heat

 

It’s the Glory Hole…

Alive with more than music

Anticipation

 

Tall, Thick, Chocolate

Dancing with soul in his moves

Catches me staring

 

In a glance… he knows

No explanation needed

No permission asked

 

Swallowed in strong arms

Swinging me effortlessly

To rhythm of bass

 

Heating my oils

Awakening my Harley

Teasing appetites

 

Dancing turns carnal

The “Glory Hole” sirens sing

He whisks me upstairs

 

On knees… mouth open

He frees his beast, my craving

Dangling between thighs

 

I make his cock... mine

Tonguing, sucking, and gaging

Till he loses his load

 

Then flips me over

From knees to sunny side up

Piledriving holes

 

Stuffing me like a turkey

In thick sheathed sausage

Pounding me…. tender

 

Planting DNA

In every orifice

Marking his domain

 

Leaving as he came…

My body limp and soiled

“The name… is Emile”.

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Mojo distracted


Heart leaping worlds… called elsewhere


Here, now a shadow


 


Feelings still linger


Thoughts fill spaces in my day


Singing… “Come out, Play”  


 


But the hearts not home


Unable to multi-task


Leaving no gumption


 


Still… I watch YOU play


Unable to resist… here


I am one of YOU

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Hailey n Joy Williams - Hate to See Your Heart Break

 

 

 

 

Listening to this song… transports me in time, extracting a tear, compelling me to write.

Really should be packing for my trip… that’s what MY head tells me. Pfft, says the HEART:blink: 

 

Enduring LOVE never comes without heartbreak…  WE are no exception.

Like most who test time... we've had our emotional rollercoaster, fractured hearts, shed tears.

 

 

For me… it’s not what i endure but how i endure that grows me… will it make me stronger or break me, make me wiser or cynical, forgive or hate, compassionate or numb? It’s always been my heart, my compass, that guides me through this maze… along with what’s most important to me… family, friends n the strength others.

 

But my heart is not infallible :rolleyes:  its emotional, impetuous n stubborn nature. I have hurt those I love, not intentionally, but hurts just the same. This song reminds me of such a time, emotionally fragile, filled with ambivalence n uncertainty of my existence in VR… yet completely unable to let go of a spirit I stumbled upon.

 

Fighting for attention n affection… while like a cat, wanting my distance. Until one day this kitten got her feelings hurt n like a hypocrite…. overreacted and hurt the very person whose love n attention I so desperately sought.

 

/me knows exactly how that dagger felt plunging into heart owned   :(  mine bundled inside. It fucking hurt, stealing breath n tears, scattering butterflies about. Knowing. Feeling… what “I” had done… to someone precious.

 

US… got tested... honest words n feelings shared. Our LOVE endured, turning the worst in our entire relationship into a bond that has brought us closer. LOVE is not owned it is a magical, inexplicable, unexplainable, priceless GIFT that must be EARNED everyday... in any form or any world.

 

After 2-1/2 yrs… fickle infatuation blossomed into a Nesting Tree. Lustful fires now keep Love warm n cozy in enduring embers. While shared time sows our tomorrows.. sharing a special bond. Priceless to me.

 

Thank you for just being YOU. /me luvs humble pie. ;) 

 

YOUR Little LOVEyour Peaches.   :wub: 

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Happy Birthday….. my Lady Andrea

 

Not sure what’s better…

That today is your Birthday

Or…  the night before

 

Though it is your day

YOU made my night… sharing it

Making ME your gift

 

Happy Birthday, Love

Immerse yourself in game play

It’s your day… OWN it.

 

Your Peaches loves YOU… loves US

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Thanks for visiting


While wandering Forum halls


Knocking on my door


 


I write when compelled


My body just a vessel


My heart it’s captain


 


Life…. my messy wind


Forcing me to navigate


Unknown obstacles


 


I’m not in control


Just a simple traveler


Along for the ride


 


Waiting for next squaw


Filling sails, exciting helm


Taking over me...


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Well, appears it’s a TWOFER THURSDAY…. Ya can thank Phoenixsong and the motivating pinch.  ;) 

 

 

Inspired by song

Lyrics I can’t escape

Familiar Story

 

A tale of choices…

Countless made every day

Littered in “What Ifs”

 

Standing at crossroads

Should I stay or should I go

Tearing at our soul

 

Here is a story

Written by Ellie n Joel

Better than i could. 

 

Story of choices…

Possibilities, What if’s…

Or future regrets?

 

 

ONE Possibility

 

I'd like to get to know you,

I'd like to take you out.

We'd go to The Hell Mary,

and afterwards make out.

 

Instead I'm typing you a message,

That I know I'll never send.

Rewriting old excuses

Delete the kisses at the end.

 

When I see you, the whole world reduces

To just you n me, dancing in a room.

And then I remember… and I'm shy,

that gossip's eye will look too soon.

 

And then I'm trapped, overthinking,

And yeah, probably self-doubt.

You take my hand tell me to get over it,

Take a chance and take you out.

 

But I can't, I'm too scared

And there's the night-bus, I have to go

And the doors are closing and you are waving

And I like you, and I'll never let it show

 

And you won't wait and maybe I won't mind

I work better on my own

And now I'm, well, a bit drunk

And I ask myself….

 

What if it's not meant for me? love

What if it's not meant for me? love

 

 

ANOTHER Possibility

 

A few days pass since I last saw you,

And you have taken over my mind.

I'm re-telling your jokes that made me laugh

Pretending that they're mine.

 

I wanna tell the whole world about you,

I think that could be a sign.

I'm losing self-control and it's you,

It really is, one thousand times.

 

I look at your picture and I smile

How awful is that? I'm like a teenage girl

I might as well write all over my notebook

That it’s YOU that 'rock my world!'

 

But you do, you really do,

You've turned me upside down.

And that's okay, I'll let it happen,

'Cause I like having you around.

 

I'm electric, a romantic cliché,

And they really are all true.

And we catch eyes in a stupid party,

Now… I know exactly what to do.

 

I'll take your hand, and we will leave,

A French exit for me and you.

You know I'm home, a little bit drunk

Some things don't change and I know now….

 

Me and you were meant to be in love

Me and you were meant to be in love

 

 

Saving the best for last… though it got no LIKES when posted in Music thread….  still givin it a bump in my sanctuary. My thread… my rules. :D 

 

 

Wolf Alice – Don’t Delete the Kisses

 

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Decisions vary

Some easy n quickly made

Small consequences

 

Others… not so much

Personal, complicated

Matters of the Heart

 

Consuming shadow

Invisible to others

But always present

 

The only escape…

Come to a resolution

With the least conflict

 

Nothing of value

Comes easily, without cost

You can’t care, and not

 

Facing this crossroad

Not alone, with another

But affects us all

 

A loved one... alone

At end of her twilight years

Needing care and love

 

A new family

Building a life of their own

Busy living… dreams

 

Heart and Mind at odds

Dueling in the Pros n Cons

Wants, Needs… His, Hers, mine

 

Knowing what’s coming

I just have to accept it

My HEART… always wins

 

Decisions like paths

Have their own destination

I can’t live them both

 

They can’t be compared

Changing ME along the way

No longer the same

 

There’s no right or wrong

There IS only what matters

What matters to ME

 

Others will judge me

Regardless what i decide

I don’t LIVE with them….

 

But…. can’t escape ME

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What am I doing?


Why am I looking at this?


What should I do next?


 


Regular questions


Innocent, unalarming


Until they are not


 


Clues… undiscovered


Eyes… focused on another


A terrible truth


 


Exposes itself


Upon realization


Lives forever changed


 


A mind… losing RAM


A nurse… powerless to cure


A cruel life sentence


 


It's fate worse than death


With less rights than a convict


And no dignity


 


Treating pets better…..


When sufferings terminal


Quick to end their pain


 


New devil in town….


Preying on geriatric


Stealing happy endings


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One YES at a time

Each commitment takes its cut

Stripping me of time

 

Leaving me wanting

For all I have abandoned

No way to treat friends

 

Free to make a choice

An uncompromising heart

Goes where it’s needed

 

Stealing my “Harley”

Grounding her in distractions

Someone has to pay

 

PM’s go unread

Hiding… emotionally

unavailable

 

But still I return

Putting excuses to poem

All apologies

 

Unable to leave

Tethered here by another

I’m caught in between

 

Waiting for Life’s wind

To blow distractions away

Unshackling ME

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Easy but empty

Just going through the motions

Requires NO effort

 

Numbing all feelings

Turns player to observer

Into Walking Dead

 

If feelings are true

Heart will only be content

When it is ALL in

 

LOVING is CARING

Nobody has to tell us

Not even ourselves

 

Though hard… it gives back

Taking it personally

Makes it rewarding

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I’m the chatty one


The wired social butterfly


Candid extrovert


 


I’m the “go get her”


The relentless aggressor


Impetuous one


 


I’m the risk taker…


An adrenaline junkie


It’s never enough


 


I’m the care-giver


A mother, a wife, a nurse


Selfishly selfless


 


I am who I am


Fearlessly independent


Fueled by compulsions


 


I am all these things…


But gladly gift them to her


To be submissive


 


To belong to her…


Placing “freedoms” in her care


She’s MY vacation.   :wub: 

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You are mine to treasure


Mine to Adore


You are mine forever


Mine evermore


 


You are the Sub 


I am the Dom


You are the object


I look upon


 


On to your knees


its all you have to do


I am in charge


I'll take care of YOU


 


 


Kaitlyn ,


as you kneel before me, remember these words


Above all else, a Dominant cherishes their submissive in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives is the greatest gift of all


You ARE my precious heart.


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