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#21 Pierrousss

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 01:24 PM

wait, you were Daedra?

 

lol im sure it was you Rob  :) :) x)



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Posted 01 August 2017 - 01:34 PM

lol im sure it was you Rob   :) :) x)

 

lol, why not, I'm everyone else :P



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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:20 PM

Lol

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:23 PM

Oh I forgot during my Sin Club rant the ex and his wife thought everyone was me. Was full fledged paranoia for awhile. All because they felt guilty at first. Innocent people were blocked that day. The world will never be the same. LOL

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:29 PM

I forgot a part when I created Melinoe right before I created SinfulBliss. Melinoe was my porn star alt, she was also called The Descriptive Seductress. She had a fan club and a 5 star rating, the top star for Jazzers studio. She only had sex with one guy and it was her producer. But being a slut was not how I am so I couldn't do it and after I made SinfulBliss with my friends help I let her go and deleted. Later I got excited and tried to retry with xXXStarxXx. Again I couldn't do it.

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:29 PM

So now back on track. After scumbag was gone I got fed up and decided to redo Carries profile. I added a beautiful quote that I still use to this day. Also I mentioned that I was a guy in real life and basically if someone didn't like it then just don't talk to me. I even mentioned my other avatar Deimos as being the real me. I was ready to see who could care for me regardles of my gender in real life. So I continued to open Carries and friends still came nothing changed. The guy I mentioned that I met at Saloon, we can refer to him as cowboy. Hope that's ok in here. Well he came to visit me and I cried on his shoulder about scumbag and then we hit it off. I even made sure he read my profile because what we were beginning was too good to be true. So a few days later I decided to surprise my cowboy and I created a new girl to be with him on Nvidia. He wasn't entirely comfortable with Carries profile and I understood that. So I told him to meet me on Love Island and that's when I brought Nvidia and how our love story began. Everyday with him was magical we danced and had an amazing magical time together. I was the happiest I have ever been in that place. But I didn't do what I was supposed and start a new life with him. I ran back to friends and even my ex and his wife telling them both how happy I was and wanted them to meet my cowboy. I didn't know it then but to this day I regret ever doing that it was the biggest mistake ever. Well he and I had an argument over me revealing Nvidia as Carrie and how a new life wasn't gonna work. So the next day I was just wandering around the old beach and I saw a guy sitting alone. Deep in my gut I knew my cowboy made a new avi and it was hurting me so I decided to make one myself PerfectStorm and went back to beach and sat a few people down from him. Opened a PM waiting for the little pencil to show up. Seems like so did he we both wrote each other at same time. We both played the characters like we were both new and strangers, that didn't last too long we both confessed who we were and to be honest it was fun. This was the new life we wanted where nobody knew us. We still used Nvidia and his main. He and I had a talk and well me being me I got scared. Told him why I was scared and I said because I am afraid you will meet a real girl and leave me just like my ex awhile back did. His word were "I will never leave you just don't tell anyone your a guy and you won't have nothing to worry about. Besides I don't meet too many females here. I'll always be with you and he said I want to marry you just have to see some things."Of course hearing all that I turned into a giddy schoolgirl. Mind you if anything sweet or important is said to me I always screenshot it for a memory also if someone denies what they said to me. So we bounced back and forth between avis. Nvidia and her cowboy got into a fight over a gift he had from another girl. Which hurt me after everything he told me. So I realized it was the end of us so like a fool I messaged her and told her she could have him. At this point he had me blocked from the fight and reason being because he was feeling like being with me makes him gay. Obviously someone was feeding him that information, which I know who now. So he winded up deleting his new guy he was gonna marry Storm with. A day later he unblocked and I was at beach again. Alone as Storm wandering. Then I saw at the far end a new avi with a bad name and I knew it was my baby, my cowboy. So I sat in the chair next to him. Not sure who messaged first but this time I didn't deny knowing him and well we made up and were happy again. Oh and we became friends with my ex and his wife, we went to see them a lot. Life was good and everyone was happy or so I thought. We had another fight and he blocked me. I deleted Deimos and Nvidia to be a bitch. But recreated Nvidia and we made up. He deleted his alt with Storm. So then when talked about making new lives together and just going away. He bought me a sub for my new name and he was going to make a new one too. We were going to share the same last name. BrookeJohnson was mine. So I had to go to bed early and like usually we always spent the night together. Woke up most of the time in eachothers arms. Sometimes we dc like this last time. So I dc and next morning logged on. Went to apologize for the dc and showed he deleted with no word. My whole world shattered and I cried and cried. My friends tried to calm me and help me but nothing was helping. I knew he had a new avi out there becuz you can't delete your only avi. So I went out trying to find him. At this point I was the one paranoid well not really paranoid just thought almost every new guy was him.

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Posted 17 August 2017 - 01:33 PM

So after I lost my cowboy. I wanted to find him, I knew the place to look the beach. There were a few new guys there. But I was drawn to one in particular and well I tried talking to this guy and he ended up in a threesome with 2 girls right in front of me, so thought to myself that couldn't be him. Then I met some more guys, thinking they were my cowboy and well they turned out not to be him, but we hit it off and became friends anyways. Must have been my charming personality and sexy avatar. After awhile I decided to reactivate xHope. At this point I decided to delete some old avis that had memories associated with them. I used Sinful a lot more at this point and she had the former Carries profile stating I was a guy. I met a guy and he was wishy washy but he married Sinful the next day then he decided to we should make married names so I made BriannaDaniels and he made his. Then he proceeds to tell me he has a girl alt, which I was fine with but then later he starts up wanting to fight and ends up divorcing me. So I got mad and deleted Sinful. Of course I wanted vengeance for the pain for wasting an avi making BriannaDaniels. I decided to use Hope and a friend of mine tried to hook me up with some guy. I still had Storm and Brooke but rarely used them. We will call this guy dom or so he tried to be. We dated and he found out I was a guy but he claimed he was ok with it. But he did use the excuse to break up because I had the wrong age in my profile. Said it was a trust thing. So again I got mad an deleted Hope. Went back to Storm for a bit.

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Posted 03 April 2018 - 05:56 AM

Well it has been a long time since I updated this. At this point I had Perfect Storm, BriannaDaniels BrookeJohnson and xSinfulx. Grew a crush on this guy that frequented my bar. Didn't realize til it was too late that he friend zoned me. Of course I wasn't accepting that so I created Talon, planned on using her to win him over. That however didn't happen because just as soon as I brought her out, I saw my ex cowboy and decided to use her with him. Didn't take long we hit it off again and then he disappeared for a day. I at this point was dual logging. Met a great guy with Brooke. He was on late in the morning which freed me to play as the others during the day. Ran into my ex that divorced me and decided to give him he'll. Also was using Talon to talk with my friend that zoned me. Then one day I went to the beach as xSinfulx, that day my whole life changed forever and I had no clue.

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Posted 03 April 2018 - 06:09 AM

Landed at the beach using xSinfulx, was convinced I saw my friend zone friend laying on beach, but he wasn't showing on my friends list. So I got upset and confronted this innocent stranger who I truly mistook for my friend. However, I felt a spark with this guy so I decided to test him. I dual logged Talon a friend of mine I told him. He and her hit it off instantly. So then I grew sad. I wanted him to like the real me, well the one that explains who I was. So I couldn't tell him, but decided after the ex to delete x Sinfulx and be Brianna. Again I was dual logging let him know I was Brianna but not Talon. One day we went to Sin Club I saw my ex cowboy kissing another girl and I went off they both blocked me and in my rage I deleted Talon. At this point I had many love interests. It was getting harder to keep up. Brooke's guy went missing so I let her go. My new friend was disappointed that Talon deleted so then I created xKyra. So I used Brianna and Kyra at this point. Hung out with my new friend , convinced him to join me in a threesome. He already had fun with Talon before so he didn't mind. But this is where I revealed I was both.

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Posted 03 April 2018 - 06:24 AM

So during the threesome I let it be known I was also Kyra, he didn't seem to mind. We started dating, something happened and I decided to delete Kyra. I then created Alaska Thunderfuck for shits and giggles.Now Alaska met a guy, go figure,my girls never stay single long. LoL.He came on at certain times due to his work. We will call him silly. Brianna's new bf can be called beast. Anyways one day silly decided he was leaving the game and let Alaska go. So she became my slut avi.Things started to grow with beast for Brianna. I finally introduced him to the real me Deimos. He seemed fine with it. I knew this man was special, just didn't realize it at the time how special. I wanted him to be comfortable so I created Nebrity to be with him. At this point I let every other alt go. So I had Nebrity and Deimos, however my friends wanted Carrie back so I remade her, didn't introduce to beast yet. Beast suddenly vanished for a long time.So I let Nebrity go.

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Posted 03 April 2018 - 06:25 AM

I am sleepy but will add more tomorrow

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Posted 13 June 2018 - 11:43 PM

To continue my tale.After awhile My Beast returned. I was so happy cuz I missed him very much,none of the other guys I dated made me feel anything. Around this time I lost Deimos for security purposes according to 3DX. So I reactivated Mykhel, now I forgot to mention Deimos was dating a guy at the time who I planned to marry. I wasn't taking any of my relationships seriously at the time. Since most ended in heartbreak. So I saw nothing wrong with dating different people per Avi. Well I ended up marrying on Mykhel and my husband vanished for awhile. And during Beasts absence I made a few new alts.I was dating a guy that I really got along great with as Daedra who I brought back just for him. After many conflicts of interest he and I decided to become friends. I wasn't well with that.

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Posted 13 June 2018 - 11:51 PM

I then created Brooklyn, but it still didn't work out cuz he left the game a lot. So while hanging out with friends and my sister I met another guy I started dating.During this time I divorced my guy on Mykhel no sense being married to someone who isn't there anymore. This new guy was awesome he and I chatted on Skype too, then I introduced him to Brooklynn and he married me in the saloon, nobody knew it was me Carrie. It was funny. However shortly after he disappeared. Still to this day he has not been seen.I let Brooklyn expire and I just used Mykhel and Carrie. Mykhels ex husband returned with a story and I remarried him on the spot. He also made an alt during this.

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Posted 13 June 2018 - 11:57 PM

Once again right after the wedding he vansished. So apparently I was cursed for marriages. Anyways, my beast returned and we got back together for a little while until I cheated on him on Mykhel with a guy that turned out to be a jackass. Again I didn't think it mattered because of the different Avi. I only thought beast cared only for the illusion of Carrie and Nebrity,who I again brought back for him. So we broke up and

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Posted 14 June 2018 - 12:08 AM

We broke up and talked it out and decided to take a break from each other. To be honest it hurt me to know that I hurt Beast so bad, I tried to talk to him but he was always cold response I wanted to see him but he didn't want to, couldn't look at me he said. However prior to my cheating I caught him at a catch and fuck beach with another girl named and making out. So we both cheated. Shortly after we both could not stand to be apart so in like 2 days we got back together. But then sadly he left the game again. So I was back to the single life. At this point I had many guys wanting me and some who didn't read my profile. Until it was too late. One guy confessed his love for me and wanted to marry me so we got married. However it was a bad marriage, he was always afk playing a diff game or coming on to tell me he wasn't going to be on. He also had a futa alt. So our marriage was going bad, I tried to get him to kiss Mykhel since he slowdanced at our wedding with him but he wouldn't so then I realized I made a mistake. If someone can't accept me for me no matter the Avi then there's no sense being together. Well the straw that broke the camel's back was when he was missing was when I saw a very inappropriate gift from a dear friend of mine on his profile. So I divorced him and he became a bitter hateful person towards me. We weren't right for each other. Couldn't even be friends his doing not mine.

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Posted 14 June 2018 - 12:16 AM

I dated here and there, pretty much just fucked around. After awhile I decided to take a break from the game so I left one day and got addicted to WoW for 3 months. During that time I was talking to my beast and found out why he left. He returned and we resumed dating, now at the time I wasn't sure what we were if we were serious,I half expected him to disappear again. So one day he caught me with a friend from WC in a compromising position. However he apparently was on his alt he made to spy on me. Which in my opinion was just as bad. So he broke up with me completely that evening, wouldn't even talk to me. I was the worst person in the world I made him cry and that destroyed me. I didn't want to lose him and he didn't want to lose me,but what I did was very bad. A couple of our friends helped talk to us both. I didn't want to be in game anymore if I wasn't going to be with beast. So one friend a wonderful friend helped us get back together and we did. I was so happy and so was he,but my cheating still haunted him.

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Posted 14 June 2018 - 12:22 AM

Time went by and I wanted him to marry me and he said he didn't want to marry me. So I didn't bring it back up for awhile. Then one day he texted me and we both decided to get married finally. Previously I sent him the 10k to do so. The night we broke up. I had no time for planning it was happening that evening so I had a good friend build us a room and be our DJ and my best friend was the priest and on March 10, 2018 we married. The vows made me cry still do. I know deep in my heart my beast is my soulmate. He also feels the same. We def we're meant to be together.All our friends even agree.He also married me the person behind the Avis.

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Posted 14 June 2018 - 01:53 AM

You were very much meant to be together


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