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#1 Deimos

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 03:39 PM

When I first learned of 3DX I just started at RLC. Made a few friends and learned of this place. I must say I was never prepared to enter this world. Personally I am glad I am still here after 7 months. I admit I have had many alts and avis over the time, yet I still do. I have nothing to hide and I am completely honest, it's just how I was raised. Bear with me here because I have many tales of my experiences here. Just for future reference I no longer have access to my Deimos avi so I reactivated my very first avatar Mykhel. Can't change the name for the forums or I would. So I will start my story off when I began here. I swear with my adventures you could definitely write a soap opera.

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 03:48 PM

I landed in this world as the avatar Mykhel. Let me put this out there I am a gay male, shocking I know right ;) Anyways, I noticed there were not many gay players and the ones that were there well didn't want to be social they just wanted to get freaky. Mind you I enjoy sex as much as the next person but random isn't my thing. So I became bored after a few days and decided to try and make a female avi and I created my first female avatar Daedra. My girl's popularity grew and grew, she made so many friends and even joined a group. At that time I never revealed that I was a guy because I saw the game as a game. Well the third day with my girl I was colded by someone and I kind of mentioned that I wasn't interested and well he was new and an amazing guy. We started dating for a couple of weeks. He wasn't on all the time and I was still learning the game. So next thing I knew he created a new guy so that he could fool around on and he even hit on me to test me. I wasn't stupid I knew it was him. So I got even and then created another female avi xXKalypsoXx. And that's pretty much when alt addiction took control of me. I will add more later have rl stuff to do now, feel free to comment in the meantime

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 05:12 PM

Nice start. I would edit out names, against the rules

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 05:14 PM

Even if they are my own avatars?

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 05:24 PM

No. You can use yours

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 05:43 PM

That's what I was doing only used mine haha ok let me fix it

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 06:05 PM

So to continue Daedra's bf cherished and adored her, while secretly using an alt when he didn't see her online. Well to some it's not cheating if it's a different character and to others such as myself it is. Based on the fact it's the same person behind the keyboard using both names. I am almost certain that this opinion of mine will start a debate and it's ok everyone is open to their own opinion. Anyways he was on his alt one day and tried to hit on Daedra with him and she denied him so later he decided to take another girl and sleep with her. That's when I decided to make xXKalypsoXx. So long story short I informed him after almost a week of my identity as a man irl. He then decided to use his alt all the time. Every now and then he would return to his main to be with me as Daedra and I told him of Kalypso. So he continued cheating and worse he told me what he did to piss me off so I got revenge and deleted Daedra out of anger. Then I just used Kalypso. Eventually he went back to his rl family but we had our last kiss and dance at the old beach out on the rocks. That is how Daedra's story ended and Kalypso's began

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 06:38 PM

So to continue Daedra's bf cherished and adored her, while secretly using an alt when he didn't see her online. Well to some it's not cheating if it's a different character and to others such as myself it is. Based on the fact it's the same person behind the keyboard using both names. I am almost certain that this opinion of mine will start a debate and it's ok everyone is open to their own opinion. Anyways he was on his alt one day and tried to hit on Daedra with him and she denied him so later he decided to take another girl and sleep with her. That's when I decided to make xXKalypsoXx. So long story short I informed him after almost a week of my identity as a man irl. He then decided to use his alt all the time. Every now and then he would return to his main to be with me as Daedra and I told him of Kalypso. So he continued cheating and worse he told me what he did to piss me off so I got revenge and deleted Daedra out of anger. Then I just used Kalypso. Eventually he went back to his rl family but we had our last kiss and dance at the old beach out on the rocks. That is how Daedra's story ended and Kalypso's began

wait, you were Daedra?



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Posted 24 July 2017 - 06:41 PM

So a new month began for Kaly and she was making friends and at that point she was a retry for me, a chance for me to start over. Since I failed with being honest with my first bf I decided to hide that I was a guy and pretend to be a female irl. The addiction was growing for me so I then made a new persona xXxDestinyxXx. I pretended to be two different people with two different accounts. At this point I was learning more and more of the game and finally decided to get the dll I could not figure it out so I spoke out my first time in WC and asked for help, I was shortly hushed and messaged by a nice guy and he offered to help me and also wanted to teach me all the tricks. Of course I was fascinated by the idea and then decided to use Destiny as well with the guy. Still not revealing my identity, because of fear and I was learning and having fun. I later then informed this awesome guy of my alt and it was me, still not saying I was a guy. I then became bored and wanted to make another male avi so then I created Deimos. During this time Inmet a guy with Kalypso he was fake as the day was long so I decided not to reveal me since I knew he was a player so I decided to play him. He cheated constantly and wanted to make Kalypso a sex slave and I wasn't having it. So I went onto Destiny and talked to my friend and often visited him. One day I had enough and was just tired and wanted to quit the game

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 06:42 PM

Yeah thought you knew that she was my first female avi

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 06:44 PM

lol, no i remember her.



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Posted 24 July 2017 - 06:55 PM

I was hanging out in a user created NC room, which was where I always was. The most popular room in the game. Started to say my good byes in WC but a receiver a message to stay and give the game another try. The guy was kind and offered to be my friend and I was being stubborn. But he offered to help me create a new avatar, didn't inform him I was a guy. I deleted Deimos and Destiny at this point. Mykhel expired and I took this nice guys advice so together we created SinfullBliss thanks to this nice man. The day I made SinfulBliss I let her sit idle and I used Kalypso, I was dual logging Kalypso was going to expire. So with Sin and Kaly I met a new guy that landed into the game at the same time Sin did. It was like it was meant to be or so I thought. I showed him the ropes taught him all I knew as Kalypso and did some kick butt rp to bring Sin into play. Kalypso expired and I had only Sin left. She was awesome I was happy with this new life and I made a nice and caring friend that I began to date. So on our 3rd date I revealed that I was a guy irl. He was shocked and well was upset since the illusion was shattered but I trusted him and felt comfortable with him. So he decided we would just be friends because he wasn't gay. That didn't last long he came back and decided we should be together and eventually we got engaged.

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Posted 24 July 2017 - 07:18 PM

Here this whole time I thought this guy really cared for me. He was always worried I was going to leave him. Sometime after I remade Deimos and introduced him to my fiancée. Well my fiancée made an alt and in turn I made xGoddess to be with him. With the feelings of my first bf I distrusted my new mans alt and him so things got complicated for me, because I believe in being faithful. Which I was and will always be. So I was engaged and extremely happy my fiancée seemed happy too. We started making new friends together and showing how much we cared for one another. He had to leave for a week so I decided to learn to build a room for our wedding it was taking forever but I was just getting it completed. We had one last night together and it was beautiful. But the next day I had a weird feeling he wasn't on the usual times like normal. So I was sad and decided to go see a friend in her Club. As soon as I got there I saw my fiancée but as another avatar one I never met. I knew it was him from the start and I flipped out. He decided to hide under another avatar to be with another girl, a real girl, who I thought was my new best friend. Nope they had been playing me the whole time for the naive fool I was. Of course I was devasted I built a beautiful beach wedding chapel for someone I thought cared for me but come to find out he didn't. So I began my revenge since they all blocked me.

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 01:47 AM

So I was again alone and left behind. The man I thought loved me crushed my hopes and dreams and stuck a dagger deep in my heart. Promises of never leaving me for another girl and we would be together always regardless of me being a guy in real life shattered and broken. Yes, I admit I became an insane child. Went psychotic and made alts to try and see what happened. I confronted the one he left me for with the impeding question of "Why? You were my friend, why take him away from me?" The reply I got just shoved that dagger deeper, especially hearing that he never loved me. So I reactivated Kalypso since SinfulBliss was blocked and so was Deimos. I was like a divorced wife chasing and hoping for a miracle to get her husband to return to her. I was more upset becuz he couldn't tell me himself. Like a coward he sent his girl to talk or hate on me. Finally, I had enough and went off in Sin Club shouted out to him in Local since I was blocked was certain someone would repeat it. After awhile we had a mediator, who is now one of my bestest friends, she wanted to help us. So he agreed to talk to me and unblocked. Through all of my tears I was made out to be the worst person in the world. Later to find out he was lying and just pretending cuz he truly never cared for me. So we ended the conversation with no resolve. I cried that night before I met someone that was hurt by my exes new girl. I used so many alts to try and win him back. Tried dating other guys but always kept thinking of him. It got harder each day lost friends and made friends all cuz of it. Tried to destroy the chapel I made for us. Just lost myself and I wanted to quit the game. Then they got married but I was told and shown that she was cheating on him. I was blocked so I decided to send him gifts telling him he was making a mistake. To this day they still claim I photoshopped her with another guy. I never owned the program. Anyways he didn't believe me so finally I let it go. As best as I could and then created xHope with a message of having hope to be loved again. Didn't keep her long, had an awesome bf with her but then he went missing and I met someone who accepted me as a guy a wonderful guy who used to be a slut but wanted to settle down. So for him I created xXxNyxxXx.

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 01:59 AM

As Nyx I was slowly getting over my ex, I was happy with my new guy. We had amazing times together and tbh he was a hot man irl. He was part of a cute lil in-game family that welcomed me with open arms. I was happy felt loved. The hardest part of that relationship was time zones he was in Germany and I was in Florida. I finally was over my ex becuz I was so happy with my man now. Before I go further I told him as xHope I was a guy irl and as Nyx. He was flattered with my honesty and still loved me. We even messaged on Kik. Well the family wanted to go to a room and that happened to be my exes wife's room. I hesitated but then decided I have what I want and he loves me so maybe try to be friends with them. So I stayed in disguise but also was myself and had a lot of fun. Actually enjoyed being friends. Then suddenly my man disappeared. And I was missing him out family was breaking up. Yet I needed a friend so I still went to her room. Then my ex returned, her husband, and I was afraid. Didn't matter cuz someone ratted me out to them and I lost all of my friends there. But I still stayed in touch with my ex just as friends. My handsome German didn't return for a long time. I was lonely so then I created xCarrie and xSinfulx and another Deimos cuz I deleted the last. I made xCarrie just to run around and dance on, never intended for her to become my main. Well my handsome German returned no word he deleted and he deleted his Kik. So that left me being xCarrie. Nyx hurt too much.

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:04 AM

loving the story so far



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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:19 AM

I enjoyed being Carrie more and more. Then one day I met a guy who happened to live in the same city as me irl. We started dating and he inspired me to build a room, so I built a bar for us. Also I let him know the second day before making out I was a guy irl. He was ok as long as so used Carrie. We named the first bar Deuces. Was a nice little country bar that soon became popular. For the longest time nobody knew Carrie was me. It was a good secret. Of course I spilled the beans to my ex. Men can't keep secrets by the way. Regardless tried to be friends with the ex and his wife again, it seemed to be working. But my new bf was not right in the head. So he cheated on me and all that so I remade my bar and it was called Carries Cuntry Bar. Like a fool I begged him to come back to me. During that time I made so many wonderful friends that I have some to this day. Well my bf and I tried again and again then he wanted me to make xXHopeXx that didn't work then he wanted xRebel. But this whole time he had another account with a wife. Yet like a fool I kept coming back to him. Then finally I met a nice guy on accident he was new at the Saloon. But we were just friends.But there's a whole novel and saga about him later. So at one point there was a huge bar fight with a friend of mine and a guy that apparently was against guys that used female avis. That was actually Deuces when I first opened sorry I forgot. So I became awesome friends with the girl that was being attacked, still to this day she is one of my best friends. It's funny how my bf was a scumbag cheating on his wife with me but he also created many alts too. One night in particular it's quite funny. My best friend was at Carries and my ex logged an alt thinking I didn't know. But cmon I'm not stupid the connections never die. I know my exes. No matter what avi. Anyways, my friend and my scumbag were dancing then her and I were exchanging pms about how to mess his night up for being a pig. So they poofed and I was pissed so still in pm we decided to mess with him. She poofed and returned to the bar and wound out enjoying sexual relations with a mutual friend of ours. Scumbag returned and said the funniest thing that we still laugh about to this day "Whore much?" That there created a bond with her and me that will last a lifetime. So I still pursued scumbag. He wanted Rebel to join him in threesome with his wife and fool that I was I agreed. Granted I have never been with a woman or played a lesbian I did my best and the rp was awesome but I wasn't comfortable so I pretended to crash. Finally I had enough of him and let him go. And then started building a romance with the man of my dreams. This is where that saga begins the most painful part of my life here in 3DX that also hurt me in real life.
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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:22 AM

Thanks there's still a ton to go

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Posted 01 August 2017 - 02:23 AM

loved the nod to a certain crazy chick btw ;)



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Posted 01 August 2017 - 03:20 AM

i know the photoshop thing ain't true btw, you can't photoshop worth a shit :P jk




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