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The Diary of Deimos


Carrie

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When I first learned of 3DX I just started at RLC. Made a few friends and learned of this place. I must say I was never prepared to enter this world. Personally I am glad I am still here after 7 months. I admit I have had many alts and avis over the time, yet I still do. I have nothing to hide and I am completely honest, it's just how I was raised. Bear with me here because I have many tales of my experiences here. Just for future reference I no longer have access to my Deimos avi so I reactivated my very first avatar Mykhel. Can't change the name for the forums or I would. So I will start my story off when I began here. I swear with my adventures you could definitely write a soap opera.

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I landed in this world as the avatar Mykhel. Let me put this out there I am a gay male, shocking I know right ;) Anyways, I noticed there were not many gay players and the ones that were there well didn't want to be social they just wanted to get freaky. Mind you I enjoy sex as much as the next person but random isn't my thing. So I became bored after a few days and decided to try and make a female avi and I created my first female avatar Daedra. My girl's popularity grew and grew, she made so many friends and even joined a group. At that time I never revealed that I was a guy because I saw the game as a game. Well the third day with my girl I was colded by someone and I kind of mentioned that I wasn't interested and well he was new and an amazing guy. We started dating for a couple of weeks. He wasn't on all the time and I was still learning the game. So next thing I knew he created a new guy so that he could fool around on and he even hit on me to test me. I wasn't stupid I knew it was him. So I got even and then created another female avi xXKalypsoXx. And that's pretty much when alt addiction took control of me. I will add more later have rl stuff to do now, feel free to comment in the meantime

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So to continue Daedra's bf cherished and adored her, while secretly using an alt when he didn't see her online. Well to some it's not cheating if it's a different character and to others such as myself it is. Based on the fact it's the same person behind the keyboard using both names. I am almost certain that this opinion of mine will start a debate and it's ok everyone is open to their own opinion. Anyways he was on his alt one day and tried to hit on Daedra with him and she denied him so later he decided to take another girl and sleep with her. That's when I decided to make xXKalypsoXx. So long story short I informed him after almost a week of my identity as a man irl. He then decided to use his alt all the time. Every now and then he would return to his main to be with me as Daedra and I told him of Kalypso. So he continued cheating and worse he told me what he did to piss me off so I got revenge and deleted Daedra out of anger. Then I just used Kalypso. Eventually he went back to his rl family but we had our last kiss and dance at the old beach out on the rocks. That is how Daedra's story ended and Kalypso's began

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So a new month began for Kaly and she was making friends and at that point she was a retry for me, a chance for me to start over. Since I failed with being honest with my first bf I decided to hide that I was a guy and pretend to be a female irl. The addiction was growing for me so I then made a new persona xXxDestinyxXx. I pretended to be two different people with two different accounts. At this point I was learning more and more of the game and finally decided to get the dll I could not figure it out so I spoke out my first time in WC and asked for help, I was shortly hushed and messaged by a nice guy and he offered to help me and also wanted to teach me all the tricks. Of course I was fascinated by the idea and then decided to use Destiny as well with the guy. Still not revealing my identity, because of fear and I was learning and having fun. I later then informed this awesome guy of my alt and it was me, still not saying I was a guy. I then became bored and wanted to make another male avi so then I created Deimos. During this time Inmet a guy with Kalypso he was fake as the day was long so I decided not to reveal me since I knew he was a player so I decided to play him. He cheated constantly and wanted to make Kalypso a sex slave and I wasn't having it. So I went onto Destiny and talked to my friend and often visited him. One day I had enough and was just tired and wanted to quit the game

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I was hanging out in a user created NC room, which was where I always was. The most popular room in the game. Started to say my good byes in WC but a receiver a message to stay and give the game another try. The guy was kind and offered to be my friend and I was being stubborn. But he offered to help me create a new avatar, didn't inform him I was a guy. I deleted Deimos and Destiny at this point. Mykhel expired and I took this nice guys advice so together we created SinfullBliss thanks to this nice man. The day I made SinfulBliss I let her sit idle and I used Kalypso, I was dual logging Kalypso was going to expire. So with Sin and Kaly I met a new guy that landed into the game at the same time Sin did. It was like it was meant to be or so I thought. I showed him the ropes taught him all I knew as Kalypso and did some kick butt rp to bring Sin into play. Kalypso expired and I had only Sin left. She was awesome I was happy with this new life and I made a nice and caring friend that I began to date. So on our 3rd date I revealed that I was a guy irl. He was shocked and well was upset since the illusion was shattered but I trusted him and felt comfortable with him. So he decided we would just be friends because he wasn't gay. That didn't last long he came back and decided we should be together and eventually we got engaged.

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Here this whole time I thought this guy really cared for me. He was always worried I was going to leave him. Sometime after I remade Deimos and introduced him to my fiancée. Well my fiancée made an alt and in turn I made xGoddess to be with him. With the feelings of my first bf I distrusted my new mans alt and him so things got complicated for me, because I believe in being faithful. Which I was and will always be. So I was engaged and extremely happy my fiancée seemed happy too. We started making new friends together and showing how much we cared for one another. He had to leave for a week so I decided to learn to build a room for our wedding it was taking forever but I was just getting it completed. We had one last night together and it was beautiful. But the next day I had a weird feeling he wasn't on the usual times like normal. So I was sad and decided to go see a friend in her Club. As soon as I got there I saw my fiancée but as another avatar one I never met. I knew it was him from the start and I flipped out. He decided to hide under another avatar to be with another girl, a real girl, who I thought was my new best friend. Nope they had been playing me the whole time for the naive fool I was. Of course I was devasted I built a beautiful beach wedding chapel for someone I thought cared for me but come to find out he didn't. So I began my revenge since they all blocked me.

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So I was again alone and left behind. The man I thought loved me crushed my hopes and dreams and stuck a dagger deep in my heart. Promises of never leaving me for another girl and we would be together always regardless of me being a guy in real life shattered and broken. Yes, I admit I became an insane child. Went psychotic and made alts to try and see what happened. I confronted the one he left me for with the impeding question of "Why? You were my friend, why take him away from me?" The reply I got just shoved that dagger deeper, especially hearing that he never loved me. So I reactivated Kalypso since SinfulBliss was blocked and so was Deimos. I was like a divorced wife chasing and hoping for a miracle to get her husband to return to her. I was more upset becuz he couldn't tell me himself. Like a coward he sent his girl to talk or hate on me. Finally, I had enough and went off in Sin Club shouted out to him in Local since I was blocked was certain someone would repeat it. After awhile we had a mediator, who is now one of my bestest friends, she wanted to help us. So he agreed to talk to me and unblocked. Through all of my tears I was made out to be the worst person in the world. Later to find out he was lying and just pretending cuz he truly never cared for me. So we ended the conversation with no resolve. I cried that night before I met someone that was hurt by my exes new girl. I used so many alts to try and win him back. Tried dating other guys but always kept thinking of him. It got harder each day lost friends and made friends all cuz of it. Tried to destroy the chapel I made for us. Just lost myself and I wanted to quit the game. Then they got married but I was told and shown that she was cheating on him. I was blocked so I decided to send him gifts telling him he was making a mistake. To this day they still claim I photoshopped her with another guy. I never owned the program. Anyways he didn't believe me so finally I let it go. As best as I could and then created xHope with a message of having hope to be loved again. Didn't keep her long, had an awesome bf with her but then he went missing and I met someone who accepted me as a guy a wonderful guy who used to be a slut but wanted to settle down. So for him I created xXxNyxxXx.

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As Nyx I was slowly getting over my ex, I was happy with my new guy. We had amazing times together and tbh he was a hot man irl. He was part of a cute lil in-game family that welcomed me with open arms. I was happy felt loved. The hardest part of that relationship was time zones he was in Germany and I was in Florida. I finally was over my ex becuz I was so happy with my man now. Before I go further I told him as xHope I was a guy irl and as Nyx. He was flattered with my honesty and still loved me. We even messaged on Kik. Well the family wanted to go to a room and that happened to be my exes wife's room. I hesitated but then decided I have what I want and he loves me so maybe try to be friends with them. So I stayed in disguise but also was myself and had a lot of fun. Actually enjoyed being friends. Then suddenly my man disappeared. And I was missing him out family was breaking up. Yet I needed a friend so I still went to her room. Then my ex returned, her husband, and I was afraid. Didn't matter cuz someone ratted me out to them and I lost all of my friends there. But I still stayed in touch with my ex just as friends. My handsome German didn't return for a long time. I was lonely so then I created xCarrie and xSinfulx and another Deimos cuz I deleted the last. I made xCarrie just to run around and dance on, never intended for her to become my main. Well my handsome German returned no word he deleted and he deleted his Kik. So that left me being xCarrie. Nyx hurt too much.

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I enjoyed being Carrie more and more. Then one day I met a guy who happened to live in the same city as me irl. We started dating and he inspired me to build a room, so I built a bar for us. Also I let him know the second day before making out I was a guy irl. He was ok as long as so used Carrie. We named the first bar Deuces. Was a nice little country bar that soon became popular. For the longest time nobody knew Carrie was me. It was a good secret. Of course I spilled the beans to my ex. Men can't keep secrets by the way. Regardless tried to be friends with the ex and his wife again, it seemed to be working. But my new bf was not right in the head. So he cheated on me and all that so I remade my bar and it was called Carries Cuntry Bar. Like a fool I begged him to come back to me. During that time I made so many wonderful friends that I have some to this day. Well my bf and I tried again and again then he wanted me to make xXHopeXx that didn't work then he wanted xRebel. But this whole time he had another account with a wife. Yet like a fool I kept coming back to him. Then finally I met a nice guy on accident he was new at the Saloon. But we were just friends.But there's a whole novel and saga about him later. So at one point there was a huge bar fight with a friend of mine and a guy that apparently was against guys that used female avis. That was actually Deuces when I first opened sorry I forgot. So I became awesome friends with the girl that was being attacked, still to this day she is one of my best friends. It's funny how my bf was a scumbag cheating on his wife with me but he also created many alts too. One night in particular it's quite funny. My best friend was at Carries and my ex logged an alt thinking I didn't know. But cmon I'm not stupid the connections never die. I know my exes. No matter what avi. Anyways, my friend and my scumbag were dancing then her and I were exchanging pms about how to mess his night up for being a pig. So they poofed and I was pissed so still in pm we decided to mess with him. She poofed and returned to the bar and wound out enjoying sexual relations with a mutual friend of ours. Scumbag returned and said the funniest thing that we still laugh about to this day "Whore much?" That there created a bond with her and me that will last a lifetime. So I still pursued scumbag. He wanted Rebel to join him in threesome with his wife and fool that I was I agreed. Granted I have never been with a woman or played a lesbian I did my best and the rp was awesome but I wasn't comfortable so I pretended to crash. Finally I had enough of him and let him go. And then started building a romance with the man of my dreams. This is where that saga begins the most painful part of my life here in 3DX that also hurt me in real life.

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Oh I forgot during my Sin Club rant the ex and his wife thought everyone was me. Was full fledged paranoia for awhile. All because they felt guilty at first. Innocent people were blocked that day. The world will never be the same. LOL

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I forgot a part when I created Melinoe right before I created SinfulBliss. Melinoe was my porn star alt, she was also called The Descriptive Seductress. She had a fan club and a 5 star rating, the top star for Jazzers studio. She only had sex with one guy and it was her producer. But being a slut was not how I am so I couldn't do it and after I made SinfulBliss with my friends help I let her go and deleted. Later I got excited and tried to retry with xXXStarxXx. Again I couldn't do it.

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So now back on track. After scumbag was gone I got fed up and decided to redo Carries profile. I added a beautiful quote that I still use to this day. Also I mentioned that I was a guy in real life and basically if someone didn't like it then just don't talk to me. I even mentioned my other avatar Deimos as being the real me. I was ready to see who could care for me regardles of my gender in real life. So I continued to open Carries and friends still came nothing changed. The guy I mentioned that I met at Saloon, we can refer to him as cowboy. Hope that's ok in here. Well he came to visit me and I cried on his shoulder about scumbag and then we hit it off. I even made sure he read my profile because what we were beginning was too good to be true. So a few days later I decided to surprise my cowboy and I created a new girl to be with him on Nvidia. He wasn't entirely comfortable with Carries profile and I understood that. So I told him to meet me on Love Island and that's when I brought Nvidia and how our love story began. Everyday with him was magical we danced and had an amazing magical time together. I was the happiest I have ever been in that place. But I didn't do what I was supposed and start a new life with him. I ran back to friends and even my ex and his wife telling them both how happy I was and wanted them to meet my cowboy. I didn't know it then but to this day I regret ever doing that it was the biggest mistake ever. Well he and I had an argument over me revealing Nvidia as Carrie and how a new life wasn't gonna work. So the next day I was just wandering around the old beach and I saw a guy sitting alone. Deep in my gut I knew my cowboy made a new avi and it was hurting me so I decided to make one myself PerfectStorm and went back to beach and sat a few people down from him. Opened a PM waiting for the little pencil to show up. Seems like so did he we both wrote each other at same time. We both played the characters like we were both new and strangers, that didn't last too long we both confessed who we were and to be honest it was fun. This was the new life we wanted where nobody knew us. We still used Nvidia and his main. He and I had a talk and well me being me I got scared. Told him why I was scared and I said because I am afraid you will meet a real girl and leave me just like my ex awhile back did. His word were "I will never leave you just don't tell anyone your a guy and you won't have nothing to worry about. Besides I don't meet too many females here. I'll always be with you and he said I want to marry you just have to see some things."Of course hearing all that I turned into a giddy schoolgirl. Mind you if anything sweet or important is said to me I always screenshot it for a memory also if someone denies what they said to me. So we bounced back and forth between avis. Nvidia and her cowboy got into a fight over a gift he had from another girl. Which hurt me after everything he told me. So I realized it was the end of us so like a fool I messaged her and told her she could have him. At this point he had me blocked from the fight and reason being because he was feeling like being with me makes him gay. Obviously someone was feeding him that information, which I know who now. So he winded up deleting his new guy he was gonna marry Storm with. A day later he unblocked and I was at beach again. Alone as Storm wandering. Then I saw at the far end a new avi with a bad name and I knew it was my baby, my cowboy. So I sat in the chair next to him. Not sure who messaged first but this time I didn't deny knowing him and well we made up and were happy again. Oh and we became friends with my ex and his wife, we went to see them a lot. Life was good and everyone was happy or so I thought. We had another fight and he blocked me. I deleted Deimos and Nvidia to be a bitch. But recreated Nvidia and we made up. He deleted his alt with Storm. So then when talked about making new lives together and just going away. He bought me a sub for my new name and he was going to make a new one too. We were going to share the same last name. BrookeJohnson was mine. So I had to go to bed early and like usually we always spent the night together. Woke up most of the time in eachothers arms. Sometimes we dc like this last time. So I dc and next morning logged on. Went to apologize for the dc and showed he deleted with no word. My whole world shattered and I cried and cried. My friends tried to calm me and help me but nothing was helping. I knew he had a new avi out there becuz you can't delete your only avi. So I went out trying to find him. At this point I was the one paranoid well not really paranoid just thought almost every new guy was him.

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  • 3 weeks later...

So after I lost my cowboy. I wanted to find him, I knew the place to look the beach. There were a few new guys there. But I was drawn to one in particular and well I tried talking to this guy and he ended up in a threesome with 2 girls right in front of me, so thought to myself that couldn't be him. Then I met some more guys, thinking they were my cowboy and well they turned out not to be him, but we hit it off and became friends anyways. Must have been my charming personality and sexy avatar. After awhile I decided to reactivate xHope. At this point I decided to delete some old avis that had memories associated with them. I used Sinful a lot more at this point and she had the former Carries profile stating I was a guy. I met a guy and he was wishy washy but he married Sinful the next day then he decided to we should make married names so I made BriannaDaniels and he made his. Then he proceeds to tell me he has a girl alt, which I was fine with but then later he starts up wanting to fight and ends up divorcing me. So I got mad and deleted Sinful. Of course I wanted vengeance for the pain for wasting an avi making BriannaDaniels. I decided to use Hope and a friend of mine tried to hook me up with some guy. I still had Storm and Brooke but rarely used them. We will call this guy dom or so he tried to be. We dated and he found out I was a guy but he claimed he was ok with it. But he did use the excuse to break up because I had the wrong age in my profile. Said it was a trust thing. So again I got mad an deleted Hope. Went back to Storm for a bit.

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  • 7 months later...

Well it has been a long time since I updated this. At this point I had Perfect Storm, BriannaDaniels BrookeJohnson and xSinfulx. Grew a crush on this guy that frequented my bar. Didn't realize til it was too late that he friend zoned me. Of course I wasn't accepting that so I created Talon, planned on using her to win him over. That however didn't happen because just as soon as I brought her out, I saw my ex cowboy and decided to use her with him. Didn't take long we hit it off again and then he disappeared for a day. I at this point was dual logging. Met a great guy with Brooke. He was on late in the morning which freed me to play as the others during the day. Ran into my ex that divorced me and decided to give him he'll. Also was using Talon to talk with my friend that zoned me. Then one day I went to the beach as xSinfulx, that day my whole life changed forever and I had no clue.

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Landed at the beach using xSinfulx, was convinced I saw my friend zone friend laying on beach, but he wasn't showing on my friends list. So I got upset and confronted this innocent stranger who I truly mistook for my friend. However, I felt a spark with this guy so I decided to test him. I dual logged Talon a friend of mine I told him. He and her hit it off instantly. So then I grew sad. I wanted him to like the real me, well the one that explains who I was. So I couldn't tell him, but decided after the ex to delete x Sinfulx and be Brianna. Again I was dual logging let him know I was Brianna but not Talon. One day we went to Sin Club I saw my ex cowboy kissing another girl and I went off they both blocked me and in my rage I deleted Talon. At this point I had many love interests. It was getting harder to keep up. Brooke's guy went missing so I let her go. My new friend was disappointed that Talon deleted so then I created xKyra. So I used Brianna and Kyra at this point. Hung out with my new friend , convinced him to join me in a threesome. He already had fun with Talon before so he didn't mind. But this is where I revealed I was both.

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So during the threesome I let it be known I was also Kyra, he didn't seem to mind. We started dating, something happened and I decided to delete Kyra. I then created Alaska Thunderfuck for shits and giggles.Now Alaska met a guy, go figure,my girls never stay single long. LoL.He came on at certain times due to his work. We will call him silly. Brianna's new bf can be called beast. Anyways one day silly decided he was leaving the game and let Alaska go. So she became my slut avi.Things started to grow with beast for Brianna. I finally introduced him to the real me Deimos. He seemed fine with it. I knew this man was special, just didn't realize it at the time how special. I wanted him to be comfortable so I created Nebrity to be with him. At this point I let every other alt go. So I had Nebrity and Deimos, however my friends wanted Carrie back so I remade her, didn't introduce to beast yet. Beast suddenly vanished for a long time.So I let Nebrity go.

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