It's been a very active morning in the Forums. I don't know. I feel like I'm being criticized for having a gift. I can live in my gift because it offends. Actually, it seems that my gift has me to look like an ' attention seeker. ' My gift has me to look like I don't accept others POV. I guess that's what the saying ' gift and a curse ' comes from. I love writing/reading. Been doing it since a child, you know this. It's my outlet cause I'm actually shy in real life. I don't say much to nobody really. I come online to write not talk. I express myself in ways many aren't able to. I don't do it to show off and say hey look at me. I do it cause it's me once again, trying to work on my shyness and let myself be known to others. But wow, it's not being received too well by a few. And it really is a few. And it's only on certain topics. I really hope these select few are not shallow to the point of judging me as a whole from one TOPIC of discussion. That's just a sad reality of the state of some people's brain matter. I mean I'm getting called all kinds of trolls and attention seeking whore and all this. I'm none of those things. Never have been. It's like I can express my opinion in such a way that it may arouse jealousy and hate because those reading would like to be able to express theirs in that way. That's my only conclusion as to why these labels are coming at me. This is natural to me. This is years and years of practice from writing in a journal since a kid. Writing little short stories here and there. Reading books. I've always done this and here I come to 3DX to simply be who I am and to have it looked at in the wrong way after clearly explaining how it is not that, really puts me in a all black attire type mood. I'm gifted so be quiet? I was on the debate team in school so be quiet? No. I won't be quiet. I can't be quiet. It's what they want. It's what they're hoping for. They're actually hoping to get me upset and respond negatively. That won't happen either. I'm a person that learns from mistakes and makes improvements. I share knowledge as well as gain it. I share experiences for those who are too shy to share it. And as I continue to witness how things go as far as people's responses online, it only prepares me for days to come in my real life when I finally start talking more. I think it'll be the same results. Some will like you, some won't. Some will agree with you, some won't. Some will say things the right way, and others will say things the wrong way. I won't be a door mat here. Won't be rude, but I will assert myself to certain individuals. I have an opinion bout a SUBJECT MATTER, not a person. But yeah that's that if the shoe fits wear it thing I guess. I guess the topics I touch on are effecting people who are wearing the shoes. Granted, some of these female avatars are male operated anyway. Straight men at that. Makes sense that they would not understand half the things I write about. Men posing as women with the male mindset of degrading women so of course they don't mind their female avatar degraded and disrespected. They're men posing as women in a very perverted way. It's always ' women ' on these Forums that are coming at me crazy with posts I post that DEFEND the HONOR of WOMEN. Imagine that. It don't take a rocket scientist to understand what's going on here. They're projecting themselves and need to just realize that they're gay and stop hating on me for knowing who and what I am. Makes no sense.