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#41 PurrTgirl

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Posted 11 July 2017 - 03:22 PM

Dear Diary,

 

1 too many monkeys today, honey. And by monkey I mean those men who only think with their banana. Some guy had the nerve to try and rape me while I was tinkling at the Night Club. But this other guy is what really got me giggling on the inside. I'm at Sin Club talking to a good friend and when it was over I went to the dance floor to dance and stuff. So then that's when this guy PM'd me. We start talking and stuff and he offers to go to the beach. I was like awww this is cute, hell yeah let's go. I said something like well let me go change into a bikini and I'll meet you there. This monkey gone say ' If you want, we can go to your apartment to get the bikini ' I said what? In my mind I'm like okay are we going to the beach or do you just want some ass. But I already knew what he wanted, some ASS! See when guys think with their banana they don't make sense when they talk. If he was smart about it, he would've went to the Beach with me and more than likely I would've had sex with him at the damn beach but he just had to switch up and be like ' If you want..' OMG! I hate when guys say that. ' If you want..' Like, seriously you came to me so obviously it's what YOU WANT. I'm already doing what I want to do which is dancing at Sin Club but that's how monkeys talk. He was a gentleman at first with the lets go to the beach idea. That's what gave him a chance to get sex with me. But damn it he went monkey mode and right after the beach offer says..' If you want, we can go to your apartment ' So, I was totally turned off and said I'm going to the ladies room. Never came back.


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#42 PurrTgirl

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Posted 11 July 2017 - 10:21 PM

Dear Diary,

 

Learning shit again, honey. Learning learning learning and you know what? People's idea of Role Play is about to get them fucked up. Like I'm so serious. Since when was it cool to just purple letter some shit that would have you to touch my fuckin ass. Oh, so that's how you do in real life? You just purple letter shit you do in real right? Fuck around and get slapped. I'm sick of these men on here and there purple letter bullshit like I'm supposed to play a long with that disrespectful shit. If that's their idea of Role Play? I got a remedy for that. This guy comes to my club and does that purple letter bullshit, right? said some shit like ' grabs your ass while you pass by ' I was instantly livid. Didn't snap or anything. So I said ' You want to fuck me? ' He gone say oh well it's up to you if you want to but I would love to. I had to ask his dumb ass again cause obviously he don't understand a motherfuckin yes or no question. So I asked him again ' Do you want to fuck me? ' He gone say yes please. I said THEN ASK. This monkey brain says I would like to have sex with you. I said that's a statement, not asking. I know you wanna fuck me but you need to ASK ME. He says ok let me try again. Would you like to have fun and have sex? I said NO. Shut his dumb ass the fuck down and guess what? He ain't purple letter shit else. I usually don't cuss this much but I'm so fucking irritated with that shit. And it's EVERY FUCKING DAY. I would much rather a dude cold me then purple letter my ass against my will with some violating type shit. Give me the chance to consent to your purple letter grade school Idea of Role Play so I can reject you if I ain't in the mood for the shit. OOOOOOOOO! so fucking hot right now.


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#43 PurrTgirl

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Posted 12 July 2017 - 09:38 AM

Dear Diary,

 

Hey. I'm going to be positive. Really I am. Not everyone will stroke you the right way and vise versa. Not about to feel bad for using 3DX Forums. It's open to the community as a whole to use and I will not be ashamed of it. Some are jealous. Jealousy is a beast that has always been around roaming this Earth. Jealousy is that thing that wants something that it doesn't have. I don't know what I have that has a particular person jealous. It's funny how some like this individual will try and bring you down. I won't let that happen. They will be dealt with accordingly cause their comment was unnecessary. They're ignorant and judgmental and I really have much compassion for those who lack understanding on things. Hypocrisy is something I'm not a fan of though. This person is clearly that. And for that they are a poison to my 3DX experience. It's a shame this person has to be that way towards me but what can you. Ignore them. Pretty sure I wouldn't be able to have a sensible conversation with them about it to get to a place of peace because obviously this person is too jealous to do such a thing. They're only resort is to try and get me to get out of a sensible character. I'll simply assert my position and keep it moving. I start a topic for the community to get involved in. It's not about me. It's only about me when I write to you. I'm an open book and I'm glad 3DX created this space in Forums for me to be that. However, this person felt the need to take a page out of my open book and use it to attack me with it to create an argument. All this person did was limit her eyes to material to criticize. Cause she'll no longer be able to read mines. I don't need that kind of attention nor do I want or seek that kind of attention either. 


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#44 PurrTgirl

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Posted 12 July 2017 - 11:34 AM

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It's been a very active morning in the Forums. I don't know. I feel like I'm being criticized for having a gift. I can live in my gift because it offends. Actually, it seems that my gift has me to look like an ' attention seeker. ' My gift has me to look like I don't accept others POV. I guess that's what the saying ' gift and a curse ' comes from. I love writing/reading. Been doing it since a child, you know this. It's my outlet cause I'm actually shy in real life. I don't say much to nobody really. I come online to write not talk. I express myself in ways many aren't able to. I don't do it to show off and say hey look at me. I do it cause it's me once again, trying to work on my shyness and let myself be known to others. But wow, it's not being received too well by a few. And it really is a few. And it's only on certain topics. I really hope these select few are not shallow to the point of judging me as a whole from one TOPIC of discussion. That's just a sad reality of the state of some people's brain matter. I mean I'm getting called all kinds of trolls and attention seeking whore and all this. I'm none of those things. Never have been. It's like I can express my opinion in such a way that it may arouse jealousy and hate because those reading would like to be able to express theirs in that way. That's my only conclusion as to why these labels are coming at me. This is natural to me. This is years and years of practice from writing in a journal since a kid. Writing little short stories here and there. Reading books. I've always done this and here I come to 3DX to simply be who I am and to have it looked at in the wrong way after clearly explaining how it is not that, really puts me in a all black attire type mood. I'm gifted so be quiet? I was on the debate team in school so be quiet? No. I won't be quiet. I can't be quiet. It's what they want. It's what they're hoping for. They're actually hoping to get me upset and respond negatively. That won't happen either. I'm a person that learns from mistakes and makes improvements. I share knowledge as well as gain it. I share experiences for those who are too shy to share it. And as I continue to witness how things go as far as people's responses online, it only prepares me for days to come in my real life when I finally start talking more. I think it'll be the same results. Some will like you, some won't. Some will agree with you, some won't. Some will say things the right way, and others will say things the wrong way. I won't be a door mat here. Won't be rude, but I will assert myself to certain individuals. I have an opinion bout a SUBJECT MATTER, not a person. But yeah that's that if the shoe fits wear it thing I guess. I guess the topics I touch on are effecting people who are wearing the shoes. Granted, some of these female avatars are male operated anyway. Straight men at that. Makes sense that they would not understand half the things I write about. Men posing as women with the male mindset of degrading women so of course they don't mind their female avatar degraded and disrespected. They're men posing as women in a very perverted way. It's always ' women ' on these Forums that are coming at me crazy with posts I post that DEFEND the HONOR of WOMEN. Imagine that. It don't take a rocket scientist to understand what's going on here. They're projecting themselves and need to just realize that they're gay and stop hating on me for knowing who and what I am. Makes no sense.


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#45 PurrTgirl

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Posted 12 July 2017 - 05:04 PM

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This seems to be the beginning of filtering out certain energy. It amazes me how an opinion on a topic can give people the right to be God. One opinion on a topic some how gives a person all the information they need as far as who I am. LOL! Please. And it's coming from people that I never even seen before. Like I don't even know this one particular woman but she felt the need to say that she's going to ignore me as soon as she gets the chance and I'm just like who are you anyway? It would literally not effect me cause I don't even know her. But she calls me arrogant for throwing around the term ' rape ' How do you even talk to a person with a mind like that. It's useless. The same jabs they take at me for saying I only care about my opinion are the same ones who clearly choose to ignore how I repeatedly said I don't condone rape. It's like wow, these people must suck in cyber sex lol. I have to make light of it cause that's what I'm gathering. They write so basic if they think I'm just throwing around the word rape yet are clearly refusing to see the emotion behind why I use that word to describe my severe distaste for men who purple letter me without my consent. Some very pious judgmental people here but I'm not new to that type of energy. Ever since I transitioned I've been dealing with that from my own blood line. There's no rationalizing with hate. You just eradicate.



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Posted 12 July 2017 - 09:14 PM

HARrrrrrg come play with me...I want to read your mind to clean it up !!! HargHAAhhaHAHAhHAahhh!!!

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and also I'm gravely disappointed to see your last topix removed by moderator...what will happen next?
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Posted 13 July 2017 - 12:43 AM

Dear Diary,

 

Learning shit again, honey. Learning learning learning and you know what? People's idea of Role Play is about to get them fucked up. Like I'm so serious. Since when was it cool to just purple letter some shit that would have you to touch my fuckin ass. Oh, so that's how you do in real life? You just purple letter shit you do in real right? Fuck around and get slapped. I'm sick of these men on here and there purple letter bullshit like I'm supposed to play a long with that disrespectful shit. If that's their idea of Role Play? I got a remedy for that. This guy comes to my club and does that purple letter bullshit, right? said some shit like ' grabs your ass while you pass by ' I was instantly livid. Didn't snap or anything. So I said ' You want to fuck me? ' He gone say oh well it's up to you if you want to but I would love to. I had to ask his dumb ass again cause obviously he don't understand a motherfuckin yes or no question. So I asked him again ' Do you want to fuck me? ' He gone say yes please. I said THEN ASK. This monkey brain says I would like to have sex with you. I said that's a statement, not asking. I know you wanna fuck me but you need to ASK ME. He says ok let me try again. Would you like to have fun and have sex? I said NO. Shut his dumb ass the fuck down and guess what? He ain't purple letter shit else. I usually don't cuss this much but I'm so fucking irritated with that shit. And it's EVERY FUCKING DAY. I would much rather a dude cold me then purple letter my ass against my will with some violating type shit. Give me the chance to consent to your purple letter grade school Idea of Role Play so I can reject you if I ain't in the mood for the shit. OOOOOOOOO! so fucking hot right now.

 

LOL, I guess they can't all be like me. *grabs popcorn*. I have to admit it was kind of shocking to see a post like this coming from you. I really enjoyed reading the uplifting, cheerful stuff but this just took me by surprise. Unfortunately, It's a common thing around 3DX... And I'm not going to defend the male gender here... a lot of you guys suck (probably literally) and ruin it for people who like to have their minds seduced as opposed to having someone swing their "banana" (reference to the monkey post xD) at them. I really hope this stuff will not further influence PurrTgirl's other diary posts... or I might just have to come online and strangle you all (not in a kinky way...).

 

Keep it up PurrTgirl ;) great read!


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 02:05 AM

Come on PurrT, why you blocked me up? why you take it so seriously? ...btw, curiously, I'm also blocked on twiggy account, what a coincidence.



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Posted 13 July 2017 - 02:07 AM

she isnt in forums anymore, her profile was removed



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Posted 13 July 2017 - 02:12 AM

You're probably right Rob...thought she cameback in new avi account, you know, she write similar as her...I'm fucking stupid to think so, sorry

 I have a serious problem ,really serious mental desease...I'm too paranoiac shiiiit.



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Posted 13 July 2017 - 02:48 AM

no, i mean purrgirl isnt in forums anymore


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 03:11 AM

:o



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Posted 13 July 2017 - 04:08 AM

You're probably right Rob...thought she cameback in new avi account, you know, she write similar as her...I'm fucking stupid to think so, sorry

 I have a serious problem ,really serious mental desease...I'm too paranoiac shiiiit.

 

You have got to be kidding me, I already announced in here I made this account for messages so it's no big secret who I am now.

I have given up posting in this forum and I am not one to make an alt to do trolling like others in here do, I hate that about this forum and is one of the reasons I want nothing to do with posting in it now.

No way in the world do I write or think anything like her.


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 04:49 AM


 don't worry about being paranoid, most of us are


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 08:37 AM

Come on PurrT, why you blocked me up? why you take it so seriously? ...btw, curiously, I'm also blocked on twiggy account, what a coincidence.

Based on time zones alone - without even considering other relevant factors - your assumption is way off here. I doubt anyone would get up in the middle of the night to write really tame troll threads from an alt account.

 

So you were right... you identified a coincidence.


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 08:41 AM

Oh and just to correct that, no I didn't have you blocked Briana, I had no one blocked.


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 01:11 PM

Briana, don't think she  block you. If you look at PurrTgirls  name in one of her posts its greyed out. Means she was banned. Nobody can go to her page, not just you. You are just being paranoid but thats ok, you need to be that way around here

As far as post timezones, that couldnt be more wrong. You can easily change your time zones in settings as i just did. It is currently 9:am here yet my post time is midnight because i changed it to Sydney


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Posted 13 July 2017 - 01:48 PM

Briana, don't think she  block you. If you look at PurrTgirls  name in one of her posts its greyed out. Means she was banned. Nobody can go to her page, not just you. You are just being paranoid but thats ok, you need to be that way around here

As far as post timezones, that couldnt be more wrong. You can easily change your time zones in settings as i just did. It is currently 9:am here yet my post time is midnight because i changed it to Sydney

Why would anyone do that, or even think to?



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Posted 13 July 2017 - 01:56 PM

*Edited because Amanda corrected me, thank you AHT*



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Posted 13 July 2017 - 03:02 PM

Changing your own time zone will not change the time I see it posted at. I see the time stamp for your earlier post as 2:11pm and your latest as 2:56pm. God I wish I'd seen this now deleted thread.




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