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#21 PurrTgirl

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Posted 04 July 2017 - 09:23 PM

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OMG today has been a blast. I think I'm getting a hang of this role play thing. There was a guy who was new so his profile didn't really have much going on with it. No pictures and a real brief profile. But it said that he was wondering if someone could be his guide. I guess he meant sex. He ended up pm'ing me as I was checking out his profile and we got to chatting. Obviously, I asked him how new he was. He said about a week but it's his 3rd day actually on the game. I said well, the only thing I'm willing to show you as far as sex is how to take it up the ass. He said ok, I'm not opposed to that. I said cool, let's begin the anal tutorial lol. I all of a sudden became a sex instructor on the Yacht today! It was so funny but aroused me at the same time. On top of that, my home girl logged on, this is the one I was fucking at the beach but 3DX cock blocked me, anyway so she hit me in the PM like girl I hate when I get disconnected to. So I was like well I'm about to give this guy an anal tutorial, you wanna be my helper? She said yea. So I have the guy follow me to the bedroom of the Yacht, in comes my home girl, we in group chat. OMG, it was too funny. I told him that what you wanna do before taking it up the ass is to lube up the dick first. So I had him suck my dick up against the wall. My home girl watching while playing with her kitty cat. I was actually starting to get turned on when initially I was being playful. So I'm teaching him how to talk during the sex and stuff like that. We move from the wall, to the bed. I'm putting my dick all in his virgin ass. My home girl still watching. So I said fuck it and asked him if he ever been in a 3some? He says no. And that's all she wrote. Me and my home girl fucking the shit out this guy! LOL. That was so fun. Not bad for my first role play. This can be very entertaining.


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Posted 04 July 2017 - 09:51 PM

Hehe... nice glad to see you are getting into the swing of things now hun and glad to see you have met some wonderful people you can call friends ^_^ always happy to see people enjoying themselves especially people i have come to know and care about.
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Posted 05 July 2017 - 05:03 PM

Dear Diary,

 

Serious elbow grease today. My voyeur day. Seems like each day brings a different type of cool person my way with my little 3DX weekly schedule. People actually seem to enjoy it. I have to stay true to it though lol. If I compromise it then it will die and become useless. I like how it has me to focus on a thing and if it has me to not have sex that day? Then I can allow temptation to arouse me and restrain myself. I think that's sexy to want someone but not do anything with them. But they know I want them and I know they want me but because it's Wanker Wednesdays! they have to wait lol. I'm actually looking forward to my Friendly Fridays. It's going to get really really friendly with some of my friends I know for sure. Stick to the code! And enjoy the show!


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#24 PurrTgirl

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Posted 06 July 2017 - 03:50 PM

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I'm so irritated. My right eye been bothering me since yesterday. I'm a one eyed bandit today cause it's still irritated. These new contacts I bought seem to be wanting to be difficult with me. So I had to order some frames yesterday so I won't have to wear those PurrT things all the time. So I have a little head wrap over my hair and stuff and got it to where my hair is covering my right eye lol. Literally looking at this right now with one eye. So yea, just wondering around eye'ing everything. Had a funny woman come to me not too long ago trying to be a dominant type. Don't get me wrong, I have no problems being a submissive. If I was to choose one I'd more than likely choose the sub role but I do toy with both depending on the partner but this woman here? OMG! I'm on the pole just twirling around the thing and she comes up and sits down and immediately starts jacking off. So I'm like oh okay so she seems interested. So I took my shorts and panties off. She PMs me like SHUT UP! And suck this dick bitch! I literally started laughing. I even typed it to her cause that was so funny to me. She tries to partner me, I declined it. Still dancing she says I'm waiting! I'm like I know baby. Still dancing. Then I carried on in the conversation and said it didn't look too sexy to see here jacking off a ghost dick with her pants still on. She then says who gave you permission to speak!! I'm like wow, this is so hilarious. I responded saying I did, baby. She then poofs. It always tickles me how some think that being a dominant means being an asshole. That's truly not how it works. But I never been the type to like that sort of sex anyway. The rough, degrading, humiliating type stuff is something I never been into. I'd rather a dominant be very assertive. Know what they want and don't beat around the bush. Polite and respectful. Like a dominant wouldn't ask me if I was busy or would I like to fuck. A dominant would simply tell me that they want me and that turns me on instantly. But today? Thrusting Thursdays? I'm doing the dominant thing so I guess I'll have to be the dominant I wish to be dominated by. 


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#25 PurrTgirl

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Posted 06 July 2017 - 04:05 PM

Dear Diary,

 

Okay, I'm totally not a dominant. I'm too shy for that shit lol. I don't know, it's like I'm putting myself on the spot and now I feel awkward. I'll have to change my Thursdays up a bit. Instead of Thrusting Thursdays I'll change it to Thrust Me Thursdays. Yea! That'll work better.


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Posted 06 July 2017 - 04:16 PM

How about "Write Lots in My Diary Thursday". This diary is ace, not least as I read it in a sassy, slightly exaggerated voice in my head.


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Posted 06 July 2017 - 10:47 PM

Nice diary, thanks for sharing PurrTgirl


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#28 PurrTgirl

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Posted 07 July 2017 - 01:58 AM

Dear Diary,

 

Okay so now I'm a bit confused. There's was this hot Indian girl that put her strap to my ass and it was short lived because she wanted to see a picture of my actual dick. Now you know how shy I am as it is and I was definitely not about to show my dick to her! lol. I've never done anything like that anyway EVER! Not knocking those who do. I admire their boldness to show their stuff to any and everybody on the internet but me I never been comfortable with doing that type of thing. It was embarrassing enough to tell her how big I was. When I told her that's when she was like ' fuck me. ' But I had to let her know that today is Thrust Me Thursdays! I take dick/straps today but offered her to add me so she can get a taste of my dick tomorrow on Friendly Fridays. Anyway, she's still putting the strap to me as we're talking about this whole show her my actual dick thing and I told her I'm not as bold as you. She suddenly poofs on me. So I'm like well I looked at her profile and she said she doesn't mix real life with here. Yet she wants and only plays with people that have their real photos. First red flag. And then at the bottom it said No Cold Invites or she ignores you. But she COLDED ME! I had to PM her to sort of let her know that I'm only interested in being penetrated. And then that whole thing happened. But that's kind of confusing. I read profiles and honor what they say and stuff. I was even surprised that she even colded me if she's one that ignores people for colding her. On top of that she only plays with people who have photos and if not she say don't even waste time PMing her. So everything I read in her profile she totally went against her own little thing. I don't know. It was fun getting fucked for a whole 5 minutes I guess? LOL.


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#29 PurrTgirl

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Posted 07 July 2017 - 02:54 AM

Dear Diary,

 

Well, as I play this game I learn as I go and have come to realize my role here. And it's not a club owner lol. Yea, I tried the User Room route. Just to see what it's like. Titty Tuesdays was really fun for my club but after that it's been pretty dead. The deadness sort of had me look inside myself and realize I really don't even have the passion to be a host of a room. It's already nerve racking for me to keep up with greeting people who come in and stuff. Seems like a lot of work! Besides, I actually find more joy in supporting others rooms, especially my new friends. And there rooms look so much better than mine! I'd rather be in theirs than my own. It's all good. I think the only time I'll open a room is on Friendly Fridays but that'll be for friends only. That would be better for me. No strangers! And then I can use that day to sort of chill out and relax. Won't be out and about much in the 3DX community. I'll treat it like my house, just chilling all day and friends that come over we'll just kick it and shoot the shit. But I do have several friends who have been wanting to have sex with me but due to my schedule they've had to wait LOL. I swear my little schedule thing truly tickles me and it's so fun. Anyway, much love to those successful User Room owners who have consistent busy traffic in it. Not everyone can be leaders. I'm cool with being a supporter.


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Posted 07 July 2017 - 03:26 AM

Dear Diary,

 

Okay so I think the whole weekly schedule thing has run it's course. I'm thinking about it now and that really sort of puts me in a box. I mean yea it's clever but I'm thinking what if I meet someone and make a good connection and really wanna fuck them but can't because I'm staying true to a cute little schedule? lol, now the idea is silly to me. Learning curves I tell you! I guess now I have to figure out a new About Me display. It was fun though but really not practical to stick with forever!


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Posted 07 July 2017 - 04:07 PM

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Well, today started with a hot sex moment! lol. But once again, learned something about myself with the whole sex thing. You already know I've never had sex this way before with 3D avatars involved. I was more used to digi chats and java script type cyber sex where it was just the text but now? I can see the action! So it sort of puts a new look on what I type now. Feels kind of odd to me for some reason. I read what my partner says to try and learn and it's kinda awkward for me. Usually I have my imagination to play with when I write sexy stuff before on those digi chats but now that I actually see the action I'm not sure what to type now lol. I try to go along and copy the style of my partners thinking that's how to do it but the more I look at it, it doesn't feel right. It's fair to say, I don't know how to 3DX fuck like I thought. At first it was fine but the more I look at it, it seems strange. Like I'll describe sucking a dick and stuff but it's like, I don't know, I can't keep it going for a long time for some reason. I run out of things to say yet my partners seem to have loads to say. The whole time I'm aroused at the visual mostly. LOL. I need 3DX Sex Education!


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Posted 07 July 2017 - 04:12 PM

i wouldnt be too concerned matching whats going on with your texting versus whats happening in the poses. its ok to use your imagination and veer outside of what the pose is doing. i wouldnt go to far, meaning i wouldnt rp anal if you are in a oral pose but you know what i mean. pay less attention to what the pose says and do what feels natural and enjoyable. i ran into that problem before, my partner was rping exactly what was in the pose and thats it, made for a boring time if you ask me. get into the pose, then stop staring at it and just let your imagination do the rest. if your partner doesnt like it, they arent the person for you. 


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#33 PurrTgirl

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Posted 07 July 2017 - 05:05 PM

Dear Diary,

 

I believe I figured out the kind of sex partner I am. I'm a sapiosexual for crying out loud, lol. Makes total sense. I'm so attracted at the mind of a person and their personality. I think that's why the descriptive stuff doesn't do much for me cause that doesn't require much intellect. Yay! I figured it out!


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Posted 07 July 2017 - 10:53 PM

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OMG I think I found one of those people who I simply light up when I see them. She is so cool and we have good sexual chemistry. She's new like me but much newer. I been here for a couple months but she's been here like a couple weeks! She's already creating awesome rooms though. And I love her style of dress. She has the wild and free look about her. And always has a beer in her hand lol. 2 Cute!! Overall, my day has been a bit peaceful. Some guy was talking down about my friends which wasn't too cool but whatever. I know who I'm loyal to. Love not Hate. This sapiosexual thing though? Really needed to own this about myself. It truly does what the weekly schedule did only 10 times better. Filters out un-wanted sex partners! It truly is a unique style based on what I've already been witnessing so far. It's really not about doing things that make me uncomfortable. Nor do I want to enslave myself in the thinking that I have to do it a certain way to please someone when they really don't even have to have sex with me. My style is a unique one in that area. It's actually kind of funny and still sexy and real. But I don't want to criticize others for how they do things too harshly. I might have did that a little bit in my last talk with you. But seriously, I can re-call being a teenager typing ' sex talk. ' No real brain power in that and really a person's mind is ultimately what gets my dick hard. Yea, I wanna fuck now but don't stop the conversation!


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Posted 08 July 2017 - 01:03 PM

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Another day in paradise. I tell you what. These profiles are so entertaining to read. So many people here with an actual GOOD sense of humor. It's so fun reading some of these profiles. Usually from a profile I can tell if I'm going to have sex with a person or not. I love my foreign friends and all but if they don't speak good English then it's hard for me to get attracted to them sexually. All these avatars look related anyway so it's not like the visual is really going to make an exception for anyone. It's what people say that gives their visual attraction. So with that said I had to kindly decline an offer that was made to me. Some guy wanted me to fuck his wife. Apparently she wanted to dominate me but she spoke little English. I wasn't sure how that was going to work but I was not excited about that so much. Just dancing looking PurrT in a friend's room though. She's really got it packed out in here with the Reggae music blazing. I love some good reggae. Getting lots of questions about what a sapiosexual is. I'm surprised a lot of people don't know what it is though. It's fun to explain. I think all of us are sapiosexual to an extent. I'm only different when it comes to fucking though cause I don't really talk like others do during that hot moment. But when I try to explain how I do it and then they try to get with it, it just seems a bit off. I see myself as a person with a pretty sound mind and stuff and I tend to do things the smart way not the hard way. I just find it a bit weird for me to focus so much on sex talk during sex when I didn't come here for the sex talk, but the avatars. Not saying I won't talk! That's boring! But my style of talking during sex is a bit unique lol. Seriously, I'm that girl that will talk to you about the game last night while you're pounding me in froggy style. I don't know, I just find that so sexy cause it's honest, real, and friendly.


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#36 PurrTgirl

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Posted 08 July 2017 - 07:27 PM

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I'm cool. Really, I'm cool. I just almost lost a few screws when a person came to me in PM telling me to not have sex in their room. Clearly it's a party club room but for them to come at me in PM to tell me that sort of thing had me feel single'd out based on what happened at Event 4. They been reading my Forum posts allegedly so they should know that I've well learned my lesson since then and wasn't even intending on doing such a thing in there in the first place but to be PM'd like that and be told to not have sex in there, suddenly I took on a rare hat that I never wear, let alone knew existed. Some sort of strong wild cat persona took over and I simply asserted to the person why I wasn't going to have sex in there anyway. But the way I said it was sort of like, condescending but not rude or raggedy. It was classy, tactful, and actually made me feel kind of good. In so many words I said that many 3DX users lack the mental aptitude to stimulate me sexually anyway so that should tell you how slim the chances were of me having sex in your room was anyway. It just came out but I read it again and was like oh snap! I said that? We kept talking and we're good now but wow. I didn't know I had it in me to sort of be that sort of assertive. Is there some warrior wild cat gene I've been blind to and am now discovering? You know what? It's these new friends I have, that's what it is. LOL. When I was a shy little pussy cat in tears they was all like fuck them, who needs them, fuck that shit, let me at them so I can give them a piece of mind. All that energy is what they have and I think it may have got into my blood stream some how. I don't know, lol. Scary part is, it actually felt good. But no, I'm not going to turn into a bitch now. But that is a step in a right direction with my shyness. That's my first time actually standing up for myself and it actually resulted in a resolution and not drama. PurrTgirl gone Bad? I hope that's not the case, but PurrTgirl is mustering up some courage it seems. 


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Posted 09 July 2017 - 05:21 AM

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Wow. She's a thick beauty that had me going with just cuddles and kisses. You know I'm a sucker for a fun personality. She had me laughing all night and then it just led to us being on the bed and touching on each other and licking necks and sucking lips and next thing I know we were bottomless. It was hot to know that she's married. Then again, her husband don't mind if she plays with other girls so I can't brag too hard, right? lol. But still. She was working my body with just her hands and lips and all I could do was wonder how it would feel to have my face buried in her pussy. She really enjoyed stroking my shaft in her hands and I enjoyed it as well obviously but all I could think about? Was dipping my tongue deep in her slit. Like OMG! She is so sexy to me inside and out. Once she took my jeans and panty hose off I just knew it was about to get real hot and sweaty. My mouth was watering and everything. So she began to work my dick with her hand some more and I was about to flip her over and then she says ' alright girl I gotta cook for my son. ' I'm like what? Are you serious right now? LOL. She teased me so fucking good that now I'm just like ok, pay back is a bitch LOL. She still my sexy buddy though. I'm going to get her back. Trust me on that.


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Posted 10 July 2017 - 12:40 AM

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Yay! I did my first role play today! It was so fun. Okay so this is how it went. I'm at this Futa Party just dancing having a good time and suddenly I get a PM from this woman. She greeted me in purple letters with some sort of nicely illustrated narrative type thing. It was really good. She greeted me in asking if I missed my homeland. Immediately I'm like wow, this person reads profiles cause obviously she read that I'm Egyptian. So I'm I responded and it was a good little back and forth. So many people was in there that I couldn't find her so I just looked at her profile and there it was, she was some sort of Succubus thing. So I'm like ah ok, that explains how she was talking. So, eventually she asked if I wanted to keep her company. What she didn't know is that I had already just had sex with a hot blonde at this party so I was pretty much good on sex for the moment. But I finally spotted where she was and she was seated on a sofa with a pole in front of it. So I offered if she could handle me dancing on a pole to keep her company. She was so into her role!! She said something like well that's not a wise thing to do to tempt a Succubus or something like that. LOL! so I laughed and said yea you're right, what was I thinking. So she was nice about it and did a little blow kiss thing at me. Suddenly, my love for just being that person that gives you what you want and put my needs to the side decided to play along with this. So I flipped the script and made the kiss be some sort of powerful seductive hex kiss. I typed it out some kind of way and suddenly played the role of a helpless soul under the control of a Succubus because of the kiss she blew at me. OMG! It was on from there! She fucked the finite shit out of me! From the couch to the bed, honey. I was like damn! The stuff she was typing and coming up with I was like WOW, I see why people are into role play. It was very very hot. Literally, a Succubus's pussy is hot like lava and stuff and it just keeps me hard and in a trance of pleasure..it's crazy.


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Posted 10 July 2017 - 05:14 PM

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Well, just when I thought I found a suitable sex style on comes an even BETTER ONE. Really I got tired of explaining to people what a sapiosexual was. And only a handful of people really get it. But then I was in this Orgy like club room. And met this fine ass white dude. We all kissing and stuff and I was like man we need to find a bed or something, what you think? He was like let's go to his place. I said cool. My mind was initially set on fucking him in that room but he wanted a more private setting so when we got to his room I really loved how he had it decorated. So, I just naturally acted out the scene like how I would've acted if this happened in real life. I'm walking around his room. Looking at the stuff. I mean yeah, I could've just scanned the room from one spot but I felt like actually LIVING THROUGH THE AVATAR, honey. And it just took over me and next thing I knew the light bulb came on. My eyes looked and realized that this is just like an XXX Comic Book. All I have to do is talk as if I'm literally the avatar. I'm like OMG!! It's that simple!! And you know what? That shit turned me the fuck.....ON, you hear me?lol. I mean wow, like why be descriptive? That's not even how comic books do it. They simply put the words in the bubble of the character to give LIFE to the IMAGE!! That's all this is!! And baby, I am good with that.


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Posted 10 July 2017 - 09:33 PM

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Seems as each day goes by I grow a little more. Change a little more. Learn a little more. It doesn't take long to catch on the jist of this place. Probably my 1st 2 weeks was my most slutty days lol. Then it went into sort of learning the social aspect of it as far as the people and how to actually move around and conduct myself with others here. Lots of learning curves there! From that it went into making friends and really connecting with people. I've made a few good friends that I really enjoy hanging around. Other friends are more so for the sexual benefit. Which leads me to my next course of learning. The Sex Life. I've learned a good bit about role play but more so learning more about myself. Things I like and don't like. And I must say honey, I can see how the sex can get old for some. I believe you can over do it to where it's not even ' fun ' anymore. Hasn't become that way for me though, and I hope it never does! But I do notice the value in not really being so ' easy ' so to speak. It's hard for me to say no most times. Especially if a guy is polite and honest about it. But I think now more than ever I'm starting to toy with the whole relationship idea. Maybe even marriage. It's not really a heavy thought yet but it sort of spark a flame of interest when I met a cuckhold guy today. He spoke very well, good personality and stuff. He just likes to be a cuckhold and was looking for a girlfriend. I know enough about cuckhold to understand that I'd be able to still fuck who I wanted yet still have him around to sort of chill with. Come to find out he has or had many gfs at the same time while cuckholding so I sort of lost interest. Which then started the thoughts of that whole relationship thing. I really do understand more now how 3DX is more than just SEX. I think that mind set is for the newer users and not for long will I still be able to claim the title of being new. I think when you get to the point in understanding what this game is really about? That's it's not just about SEX and playing games with others in sexual ways? That's when you can say with confidence that you are no longer new to 3DX. Instead, you have arrived.


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