Sahar, I will direct My post to you. The fetishes I don't participate in are way fewer than the ones I do, however, before I have ever did anything with anyone I've always discussed what I enjoy with them so there was a clear understanding of what My likes, dislikes and and personal limits are to make sure there is a compatibility factor. There is nothing more dissatisfying than someone complaining or leaving in the middle of a scene because they didn't have an honest discussion about their soft and hard limits. I have not done this particular fetish with every girl that has expressed and interest in spending time with Me, but I personal enjoy giving golden showers to girls who are aroused and excited by the smell, feel, taste and sound of it. I'm not going to go into full detail in the planning and executing such a scene here but I will say that when it is done it is consensual by both people. It can be a form of humiliation to many, but for them, it increases their arousal and excitement participating in such a scene, which again is performed in a controlled and safe manner. You having a golden shower/watersport fetish does not mean you are not a well adjusted, healthy person, it just means those of us who have such a fetish have explored outside of what the "vanilla" world deems abnormal, but adds another form of arousal and excitement to the things we enjoy especially being with someone who feels the same.
My girlfriend and I share the exact same fetishes, likes, dislikes and limits. She is normal, well-adjusted and an extremely happy person. When we participate in these types of humiliation and extreme scenes I take great care in making sure she knows afterward, she is cherished, protected, safe and loved because these types of fetishes are many times, emotionally, mentally and physically draining on both people. I'm not saying everyone needs the same level of aftercare as others just explaining so that you see when we are done with our scenes we are normal everyday day people. We pay our bills and taxes, work, go to school, volunteer in the community, put food on the table and live in a home with hot and cold running water and spend time with family and friends who love us as much as we love them.
I have no issue with someone not liking a particular fetish, that's their choice and I respect their choice, but I want to make sure you know there is absolutely nothing wrong with you and I can tell you this, although I am exclusive to My girlfriend, I've met others in prior to meeting her in this game who enjoy this specific fetish as well, you are not alone and they are as normal as you, My girlfriend and I.
I hope you have an excellent day.