The bizarre bitch - Diary

[Mateelda]

I own a RL diary (which I havent touched since 2 years.. i was busy, dont judge me) and of course it has a bunch of pages full of memories of people and situations, happy or sad events. But my diary also has some quotes that I heard or read from other people but also some from me and even some texts that I found meaningfull.
And I will do the same with my diary here. I had been in 3dx for about 9 months, a LOT happened, good and bad and it was one of the most interesting experiences of my life, hands down. I may not play anymore, for personal reasons but I keep contact with friends here and its nice to look back sometimes to some events... And not so nice when loooking back on some others. So you will get to have a look in my mind, read through memories of persons and situations, through quotes, texts, personal thoughts. I will probably not even write chronologicaly since I can't remember dates but I remember a lot of details (some screenshots help too).
If you want to explore that marvel of our times called Mateelda, stay tuned. It may be happy, sad, weird, sexy, funny, angry. You will be the one to decide if it is interesting enough to come back and do more reading.

Read you soon bitches

[Mateelda]

06.06.2015, 10:30 in the morning.

"Theres a new game I would like us to try out together. Better say I have already and I liked it, it would be nice if you joined me"
"Sure babe, which one?"
"Its called 3dx Chat. So different from ***(what we played at that point)."
"Thats a funny name for a sex game O.o"
"Well, I think the game is good, despite the name. Wanna try it?"
"Ok sure, gimme link."

After some mad computer skill showoffing, the game was on, I was registered and ready to login. And so we did. It went a little like this:

*In the Character customization* Oh nice, look at the dresses and th... omg, wait wait, hold up.. i can have huge butt and huge boobs? I can like, make ME in there? Cthulu be praised, i can haz big bootey!!!! *puts everything on max. and waist on min.* Hell ya!!! No more tiny titties!!! God, look at those thick legs, damn *spent about half an hour customizing and being inlove with my new virtual self after having played skinny avatar bitches for way to long, thank you devs for that*
Ok, lets rock this fucker.... *logs in and after advice from bf first place to enter, Sin Club*
"Oh, you look nice, the red is awesome on you.. and nice ass ;)"
*actually smiled like a goof in RL* I know right Thanks babe. I really like the custom. here."
"Yeah, the avis look good, dont they."
"Yeah they do...." *started looking around a little, listening to the music* Seriously, they play rock? They play ROCK! Omg, im never leaving this place ever again!!! Is that a dance pole? Why the fuck does every sex game have a dance pole, no game ever managed to make any good pole dancing anim.... oh, hey, that actualy looks nice... ok ok, first impression, lets see whats next. Hehe, does that chick with the giant boobs have bunny ears.. omg so loud, attention needy much? Oh god, lol, that dude is flirting with "her".. right.. cant he tell thats a dude or just doenst care? No woman acts like that, seriously guys, wake up, for fuck's sake... anyway...
"So you wanna go see other places?"
"Lets visit the yacht from the ad :D"
"Meh, its mostly empty there.. Let go to the beach."
"Oh, ok..." *but I wanted to see the yacht, not the beach, bitch*... "Hey, wait, is that where they play the volleyball?"
"Exactly!"
"Right on!"
Arriving at the beach, big suprise, it was almost empty, only a few people, noone talking! And noone playing volleyball, I was very dissapointed.
"Ok, what else can we do?" *instantly bored out of my fucking mind*
"Well, we can try out the most fun stuff of the game.. the poses ;)"
"Hehe, ok, lets do that. You have your own room here too?"
"You do, but here you can actually open your room for others as well"
"Awesome, just like in ***(some other other sex game, where we met)."
"Yep. Ok, open your... " *well, he explained me how to open the list and find my own room and also how to see and enter the rooms of others. And we decided to go to one of them, no idea which it was, but that place sure was packed, I remember thinking how dark it was and way to many people. But I loved the atmosphere, God, there were people fucking shamelessly all over the place.. wow, i like THAT pose for sure.. hehe, this guy is called (enter some obnoxious misogynist sexual aggression about wrecking a woman's genitalia name here), seriously? well buddy, YOU dont get the most fabulous name of the week award*
"Look, theres a free bed, lets go there"
*We went through many of the possible poses on the bed. Of course there wasnt much roleplay or big arousement since i was just finding out things,, but it was exciting, the new poses, sex everywhere, watchigg people, being watched, while we were commenting what turned us on and what not on every pose.*
"Lets move to the couch"
"Hmm, this one looks a little weird though.."
Oh wow. I looooved the couch positions(and still do). No game I knew up to that point had poses that were for the couch and also among the sexiest ones and full of RP posibilities. I started getting turned on and we started actual RP, doing it.. having a LOT of fun. And that was it. I was hooked with 3dx Chat. He had to log off and go to work, so I spent the next 12 hours whoring around in this funny, sexy, interesting new world. Met people, met places, entered rooms, left rooms, entered again, wondered why people were not talking, declined a couple cold invites and then after meeting 1-2 interesting people spent the rest of the day fucking. Ahhh, good times. Little I knew that this game was going to be my source for dream/nightmare/joy/anger/sorrow/pleasure/hope/stress/anxiety for the next 9 months.


Stay tuned for more bitches <3